CHAPTER 634: SHOULD SHE GIVE ANOTHER CHANCE

Mo Roulan was walking towards the car which Song Xinyi had arranged for her before. The driver was already waiting for her.

But when she sat inside the car in the back seat, Song Xinyi suddenly came there and took the keys from the driver.

Mo Roulan saw all this from the back seat and was confused when she saw Song Xinyi taking the driver’s seat.

However, she didn’t say anything.

The car started and Mo Roulan leaned against the headrest. A few moments later, Song Xinyi spoke up suddenly.

"So you told Linlin that I don’t like you."

It was a statement rather than a question.

Mo Roulan continued to look outside the window of the car as she said

"So Miss Song was eavesdropping on us."

"I said five minutes, you took too long."

Song Xinyi said calmly.

Mo Roulan shook her head when she heard her and didn’t say anything.

The car reached Mo Roulan’s hotel around half an hour later but Mo Roulan frowned when she tried to open the door and it didn’t open.

"Miss Song"

She looked at Song Xinyi with confusion-filled eyes.

Song Xinyi looked at her from the rearview mirror and asked calmly

"You are He Jian’s wife now, right?"

Mo Roulan frowned at the question but said ’yes’. In the end, it was true. Regardless of how the marriage happened, they were husband and wife officially and legally.

Song Xinyi however looked at Mo Roulan’s frown and spoke up again

"I think that ...even in the past life he loved you."

Mo Roulan stilled when she heard Song Xinyi. She didn’t say but a part of her heart had been thinking the same since the moment Song Xinyi has told her everything.

But then Mo Roulan found herself having another round of questions.

If he loved her, then the suffering she went through...what was the meaning behind it? Till the last moment of her breath, she continued to think that he despised her sight...that she made him feel disgusted. She had died almost every day with these thoughts.

For what exactly did she suffer if He Jian loved her in the end?

Mo Roulan avoided looking into Song Xinyi’s eyes.

"You should give this relationship a chance since you have been given one now."

Song Xinyi could tell that Mo Roulan’s heart was not warm to He Jian. It could be seen from Mo Roulan’s face....the way she frowned at He Jian’s mention.

"Do you think it is that easy?"

Mo Roulan asked coldly.

Her eyes were red filled with anger and frustration.

"I lost my family because I chose him in my last life. Even in this life...whenever he comes close to me...something happens to my family members. It is like my fate is signing to me. You can choose only one thing...either your family or He Jian."

"But you didn’t get He Jian in your last life as well, did you?"

Song Xinyi countered.

Mo Roulan frowned but didn’t say anything.

"Perhaps you can get both this time...your family as well as He Jian. Your mother had cancer, Miss Mo...how can you say that it was because of you being close to He Jian? It is a disease ...something which is not under anyone’s control."

Mo Roulan’s hands were clutching her dress tightly as she said

"It is easy for you to say this because you don’t have anything to lose."

At these words, Song Xinyi chuckled.

"Linlin’s heart already had you when I gained my memories. She still doesn’t say that she loves me but I can see it. I can her love for me in her eyes and I am waiting for her patiently. If I had been like you...then I would have given up on her long ago."

Mo Roulan looked at Song Xinyi coldly.

"Yours and my circumstances are very different. He Jian...he never accepted my love in the past life. His friend...his family humiliated me and called me names. How do you think I can forget everything and accept him!"

"Then forget him completely."

Song Xinyi shrugged her shoulders and said calmly. But soon she smiled when she saw the dazed expression on Mo Roulan’s face.

"You can’t, right? You and I are the same in a few aspects. We have gone through a lot because of the people we loved ...but we can’t throw them out of our hearts. It is like...the love for them runs in our blood."

Mo Roulan didn’t say anything.

"You can leave now."

Song Xinyi said unlocking the car doors. However, when Mo Roulan forwarded her hand to open the door, she spoke up again

"Roulan, don’t you think ...if you can’t leave him then it is better to try again? You will show mercy to your heart by doing that."

Mo Roulan stiffened but only for a moment.

Without saying anything, she left the car.

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After that day, Mo Roulan didn’t meet Song Xinyi and Shen Youlin again.

She busied herself with making the wedding dress and jewelry for Rose. As the wedding started getting closer, her conversation with He Jian became less.

But they still slept every night while hearing the breathings of each other.

A week ago from the wedding, Mo Roulan finally called Rose to come and try the wedding gown.

Rose came with Xavier.

She went inside the room with two girls who helped her in trying the wedding dress.

Mo Roulan felt nervous as she waited silently. It will be the first time she was making a wedding dress for a client.

So her nervousness was reasonable.

When Rose stepped out, there was a wide smile on her lips and Mo Roulan’s shoulder relaxed.

It meant that she liked the dress, right?

While Mo Roulan’s colleagues were also grinning from ear to ear.

All of them worked hard for two weeks and then made this wedding dress. Seeing Rose looking so beautiful in it, they felt that their hard work was not without reason.