Chapter b89 /b

Surprisingly, it was Jade who answered my question. “The possibility of a packpletely rejecting a mate is next to impossible, but there are cams bay d? that have happened in history. In that case, the Alpha will call for a witch, someone who uses magic, and then your memories of us will be erad, Tu L will be done to Caleb as well, so he can mate with another wolf going forward and it would seem like our paths never crossedb./bb” /b

My heart thrashed against my ribcage in fear as Jade repeated the exact same words Trisha had spoken earlier. So it was all true? I was really going to be forced to erase my memories of them.

‘So leave while you can. Go away and never look back. This isn’t a warning, but a request. Think about us too, before you be a permanent chink in Caleb’s armour.‘

I looked up at Caleb, hardening my determination even though my heart felt like it was being ripped apart. if this was how it felt nowb, /bwhen Caleh and bI /bwere only getting to know each other…then how would it feelter on…when we….

“I’ve made up my mind.” I told him, trying my best to ensure that my voice didn’t give away my inner pain and turmoil. “I want to leave while I can. You can call me a coward but I don’t want to have my memories erased…of any of you. I’d rather keep your kindness in my heart than forget i ever met you. You’ve helped me so much…L…”

I couldn’t…I couldn’t forget them, I couldn’t forget Caleb. So if it meant that I was to leave now and still be able to retain my memories…

“Fine.” The sudden screech of the chair as bit /bscraped on the floor made me wine. Caleb stood up, and I could feel his gaze burning holes into bmy /bskull, but bI /bkept my head down.

“I’ll send you back tomorrow.”

With that, he left the table without so much bas /btouching his dinner and stormed out of the room.

Caleb was mad, I understood that…but I felt helpless as well.

I could take anything that came my way, but I didn’t want him or anyone else to suffer because of me. I didn’t doubt him; I didn’t doubt bhis /bloyalty to the pack or to me…but what good was our mating bond if I stood in the way of his bing Alpha?

I didn’t want that. I didn’t want to make his life miserable by bjust /bstaying by his side even while knowing that I bwas /bgoing to bring him down. But at the same time…it broke my heart to let him go.

I wiped away the tear that had slid down my cheeks as bI /bpacked my stuff. My stay here had been incredibly short and I would miss everyone dearlyb, /bbbut /bstill, it felt like I had lived a lifetime’s worth of happiness.

But maybe, I was never supposed to be happy, because every time my heart has dared to hope…that hope had been shattered into a million pieces one way or the other.

And this time, my heart was at stake… the organ that I had once thought incapable of loving; the organ that Caleb had brought back to life…bit /bwas now threatening to break once again and this time, the damage might be permanent.

So I had to leave while I still could. I knew that I was being selfish…I knew I was protecting myself but letting Caleb suffer alone…but bI /bhad to do this.

Hopefully…with me out of the way, Caleb and Caroline could have their happy ever after and they would be able to

pair.

Yes…that would be best for everyone. I needed to leave. I needed to give up and move on.

Then why did it feel like I was losing everything/precious in my blife/bb? /b

bte /band lead the pack as bthe /bbAlpha /b

imed by My Bully Alpha