"Their combination makes me feel sad. I don''t understand why she is always better than me and why I always have to be in her shadow. Although I was her bridesmaid and gave her a heavy gift at the wedding, my heart is bleeding all the time. Behind the smile of my blessing is deep jealousy. After they resigned and went to Haizhou to set up Zhongtian, I didn''t want to work in Xingzhou CITS. I lost my soul all day. Just at the beginning of the founding of Zhongtian, there was a shortage of talents. Zhang Xiaobo and Gao Qiang invited me everywhere. So I went to Zhongtian with indescribable mood and complicated motivation. Zhongtian tourism was founded by Zhang Xiaobo and Gao Qiang, most of which were saved by Zhang Xiaobo. Although Gao Qiang made a lot of money in business, he spent a lot of money and had no savings at all. At the beginning of the founding of Zhongtian, Zhang Xiaobo was the chairman, Gao Qiang was the general manager, and I was the vice general manager and tour guide manager. In this way, we started the entrepreneurial history of Zhongtian tourism. To be honest, the foundation of Zhongtian is laid by Zhang Xiaobo, not only because most of the investments are made by her, but also the development of the company''s business and the formation of the team. She personally recruited and equipped the team of planning, marketing and tour guides, taught the new staff hand in hand, and took the salesmen out to run to customers one by one, promoting products and providing after-sales service. If it had not been for the foundation she had laid, there would have been no foothold for Zhongtian in Haizhou, which is full of strong players and fierce competition. "

    Zhang Wei listened attentively.

    "Seeing that their relationship has been very stable, with the development of work and the passage of time, my heart gradually died, and I concentrated on my own work, and I was not willing to think about it again until something happened later."

    "What''s the matter?" Zhang Wei is in a hurry.

    "In the second year after the company was founded, Zhang Xiaobo became pregnant. At that time, the company''s situation has been very good, the business volume is growing rapidly, the customer base is becoming increasingly stable, in Haizhou has played a very good brand, Zhang Xiaobo can also relax a little. Gao Qiang is the only son of three generations. The news of Zhang Xiaobo''s pregnancy makes Gao Qiang''s family overjoyed. Her mother-in-law comes to take care of her daughter-in-law and asks her to take more rest at home. In this way, the daily work of the company is to take care of Gao Qiang and me, and Zhang Xiaobo occasionally comes to the company to hang around. After staying with Gao Qiang for a long time, my heart slowly moved again, and the feeling of long absence began to move in my heart. Gao Qiang, as soon as his wife is pregnant, the number of times they live as husband and wife is greatly reduced. When he is young, he will look at my face and chest with a strange look from time to time. "

    "Isn''t Gao Qiang half disabled? How can you do that? "

    "He can''t do that. It''s only happened in the last six months. He used to be lively and powerful."

    "And then you started stealing?"

    "Yes, on a business trip to Hangzhou, he and I sat in the back row. I felt carsick and leaned against him. He put his hand into my chest, but I didn''t refuse... Although I always told myself that it was wrong to do so, the feeling that I had been repressed for many years prompted me to go on step by step. Moreover, I really liked Gao Qiang at that time. When we arrived in Hangzhou, we stayed in a hotel and started our first night. "

    "And then it got out of hand, didn''t it?"

    He Ying nodded: "then, it''s like a river that has made a cut. I felt guilty and uneasy at that time, but I was soon filled with the satisfaction of possession and the quick rush of revenge. I felt that my strong relationship was looking for the loss of the past, the compensation for the past, and there was a feeling of revenge in my heart. At that time, I didn''t think more, and I didn''t dare to think more. I just wanted to be able to maintain this relationship and not be found out, which was enough. Gao Qiang and I were very indulgent at that time. In the car, in the office, in the hotel, in the park, in the field and by the sea, we left our romantic and happy tracks everywhere. Most of them were in the office after work, on the sofa, on the desk and in the bathroom. Until a rainy night.... "

    "What''s the matter?"

    "It was a weekend night. There was a typhoon in the weather forecast. There was a strong wind and heavy rain outside. All the employees of the company were off work. Gao Qiang called home and said he would work overtime in the company and go back late. Then, we locked the door of the company, and we started a new round of Madness on the sofa in the reception room of the company... When we were forgetting ourselves, Zhang Xiaobo suddenly came in, carrying a lunch box, and saw our ugly scene... "

    Zhang Weiping stopped breathing and said, "go on."

    "At that time, Lao Gao and I were stunned. Zhang Xiaobo had the key to the company, and she could open the door directly. Zhang Xiaobo stares at this scene, suddenly screams sharply, throws away her lunch box and rushes into the storm... The next day, I heard that she was hospitalized, had a high fever and miscarried. At that time, she was just four months pregnant. When she was crossing the road in the rain, she was knocked down by a motorcycle and the driver ran away. She lay unconscious in the rain for more than half an hour and was taken to the hospital by a passing car. Lying in the hospital for half a month, Zhang Xiaobo didn''t say a word. Gao Qiang pays for it in the hospital every day. She swears that she doesn''t say a word. I want to go to the hospital to see her, but I don''t have that face. I wanted to die at that time. I didn''t expect this kind of situation

    "It''s understandable that she suffered a heavy blow in her heart. One is her closest family member, the other is her closest friend. They betrayed themselves at the same time. No one could bear the double blow." Zhang Wei sighed.

    "Yes, from then on, my heart began to plant the seeds of demons, and my heart began to bear huge self blame and guilt. However, personal selfishness and the pursuit of love and material desire often breed in my heart. After discharge, Zhang Xiaobo and Gao Qiang put forward a divorce directly, without any room for negotiation. I went to Zhang Xiaobo. I cried bitterly, apologized to her and asked her not to divorce. I chose to leave. However, Zhang Xiaobo seemed very calm. He didn''t scold me or even criticize me. He just said, "I always regard you as my sister. Since you like him, I will help you."

    Zhang Wei was shocked and looked at He Ying.

    He Ying continued: "at that moment, I was ashamed. I didn''t know how I left. I made up my mind to arrange the company''s affairs and then leave here. However, I haven''t had time to leave. Only a few days later, Zhang Xiaobo and Gao Qiang divorced, and even finished the division of property. After that, Zhang Xiaobo left Haizhou and we never contacted again. That meeting became my last meeting with her so far. After Zhang Xiaobo left, I was also disheartened. I planned to leave Zhongtian. At this time, Gao Qiang painstakingly advised me to stay. He knew that Zhang Xiaobo had left, and Zhongtian had collapsed half of the sky. If I left again, the whole company would have collapsed. Where to go, I was in a dilemma, has been longing for men in front of me, has been unable to surpass the opponent left, how to do? During my hesitation, I found out that I was pregnant. Needless to say, the child is strong. When Gao Qiang knew about it, he courted me and tried his best to dissuade me from doing abortion. He promised to marry me immediately and change the legal person of the company to my name. It should be said that people all have selfish desires. At that time, my selfish desires gained the upper hand, and I had children, and there were more material inducements. So, I agreed to Gao Qiang, and then... "

    "As a result, there will be a new female chairman of Zhongtian. As a result, there will be you and Gao Qiang today, right?" Zhang Wei felt suffocated.

    "Yes, I finally had what I wanted, and I finally defeated an opponent that I had never surpassed in years. However, I did not have any pleasure and fast, no imagination of happiness and happiness, on the contrary, the heart of the piece of demon has been hovering in the heart, growing, unable to wave it away. Moreover, through this incident, I also saw through Gao Qiang. I knew that Gao Qiang married me not because he loved me, but because I had children, but because I played an irreplaceable role in the development of the company. In fact, Zhang Xiaobo has always been in his heart. Many times in my dream, I was awakened by his somniloquy. He has been calling her name. What makes me more unbearable is that when we were married, he often called out her name in Gaochao. I finally understand that what I get is a body. No matter from the body or the spirit, I am her substitute, a sustenance. I know that Gao Qiang may have been keeping in touch with Zhang Xiaobo in recent years. He is just hiding from me. I know that Zhang Xiaobo is the one he really loves. What I thought I got was nothing. I didn''t defeat Zhang Xiaobo. Even though she has left, I still live in her shadow from time to time. "

    Zhang Wei was very upset and silent.

    Zhang Xiaobo has always been a mystery in Zhang Wei''s eyes, a legend, a mysterious beauty with a veil. After listening to He Ying''s narration today, Zhang Wei was shocked. It turned out that behind this legendary beauty, there was such a sentimental love and hatred, such a sad story.

    For a moment, Zhang Xiaobo made Zhang Wei feel a little clear on the one hand, but more mysterious on the other.

    He Ying continued: "in fact, shortly after I got married with Gao Qiang, I found that we were already in love with each other. It can also be said that we had different dreams. When we were together with him, we heard the name of another woman. What would it feel like in my heart. The quality of life of our husband and wife has declined sharply. Although we all try to make up for it, and even take advantage of your role, the effect is very little. We can maintain up to now, it can be said that children have played an important role, children are the only link between us. Over the past few years, we have never quarreled, and we have always maintained our tacit understanding and politeness. However, behind this superficial amity, there is a growing accumulation of contradictions and a backlog of problems. Finally, your resignation has become the fuse of the explosion of the powder keg. "

    Zhang Wei nodded: "I finally understand, I finally understand a lot of your behavior and ideas, everyone in his life will go the wrong way, do wrong things, but as long as he can realize, can correct, still can be regarded as a good man."