I closed my eyes and couldn''t calm myself down for a long time. This phone call seems to have sent me into an abyss. I''m really in pain!

    Ding Ge, you know how much I want to see you, but you know how scared I am to see you. I can''t see you. Why? Why did you make that call?

    Can anyone understand my feelings?

    I put down my phone and covered my eyes with both hands!

    However, I suddenly thought about the phone call I made to her in Green city. What was her mood then? Would she be as miserable as I am now?

    Go, it seems that I only have one choice.

    Ding Ge said that I owed her a favor, and I couldn''t refuse it, so I''ll pay her back, even though I''ve already invited her to dinner once.

    Besides, it''s just a meeting. Maybe it won''t change anything. We have a stable life now. It''s just a meeting. I told myself again and again in my heart.

    It was already night, but I felt even more lonely in the bright lights. Under the soft light, I felt even colder. I didn''t know how to describe my complicated feelings. On the way to the Dinger house, it seemed like every second was torture.

    In fact, after we broke up with Ding Ge, we both moved out of our mutual love nest. Although there is too much warmth and sweetness, there is also the most tragic separation and pain! I couldn''t stand being there after Ding Ge left. Those memories buried me like dust.

    Lin Ya once told me Ding Ge''s new address. I remembered it and never forgot it again. But I''ve never been to Ding Ge''s new house. This is the first time.

    What would happen to her family?

    I have no idea.

    I came to the neighborhood where Ding Ge lived, got out of the car, and every step I took became heavy.

    Although I know Ding Ge''s specific address, when I stood in front of the door, I was a little afraid to confirm that this is Ding Ge''s home?

    Will I remember wrongly?

    But I''m already here. It''s impossible not to knock.

    I slowly raised my hand, unconsciously clenched my fist, and then knocked on the door a few times.

    "Knock, knock, knock!"

    Soon, I heard footsteps coming from inside the house. At that moment, I had the urge to escape!

    But I didn''t!

    And dinger had already opened the door.

    Looking at me, her face was still very calm, as if she had forgotten our love for a long time. Just looking into her eyes, I always had something that I couldn''t tell whether it was intuition or illusion. I felt that she still loved me.

    I don''t dare to guess, and I don''t want to guess.

    "Here, come in." Ding Ge said faintly.

    Ding Ge was dressed in a casual white dress, but she could still see her slim figure, and she did not dress up meticulously, just put her hair in a simple bun, but even the slightly sloppy Ding Ge was still beautiful, that kind of soul-stirring power, as if it was straight through my heart.

    I followed her into the room with an "Oh."

    Closing the door, we were in the same room again.

    "Have you eaten?" Ding Ge asked.

    "Yes."

    "Then you can wait on the sofa for a while. I haven''t eaten yet." Ding Ge added.

    My mouth opened, but I didn''t say anything in the end. Ding Ge went straight to the kitchen and left me alone in the living room.

    I looked at Ding Ge''s new home. It was my first time here. Ding Ge''s house was not properly decorated, but the wall was scraped a layer of white, very simple, but everything was arranged very neatly.

    She had always been a clean girl, and I didn''t care about many things at home with her. Every time she came home, her house was clean and tidy. She always liked to keep cleaning until she cleaned up the house to the extent that she did.

    A little bit of a neat freak, but he tolerated a lot of my bad habits.

    She seemed to be used to my socks littering, used to my clothes, and she always used to help me tidy up, help me clean, from coat to underwear, when to wear all the clothes he was helping me take care of, I was only responsible for wearing it.

    So without Ding Ge, my house would always be in a mess. Sometimes I couldn''t remember where my clothes were. I couldn''t find a pair of socks. It was cold and I didn''t know how to change into thicker shoes.

    Although the place where I live is not much different from the place where Ding Ge lives, because there is no gorgeous decoration. But I promise everyone will like Ding Ge''s house and not me.

    However, I am not comfortable here, just staying in this room makes me feel deeply guilty and self-reproach!

    The sound of stir-frying came from the kitchen. I walked towards the kitchen.

    Ding Ge was cooking, but she didn''t know if she was lost. The food she was making was a little mushy. When she saw the smoke, Ding Ge flipped the shovel in a panic. Perhaps she was too careless and accidentally spilled some of the food in the pot on her hand.

    Ding Ge sucked in the cold air in pain, and my heart suddenly ached. Subconsciously, I walked towards her and said, "Let me do it."

    Although Ding Ge has a decent cooking skill, I usually do it when we cook together. Especially after Ding Ge praised me for cooking better and better, she rarely goes to the kitchen. Now think about it. Did she compliment me on purpose?

    At that time, our life was so leisurely, very happy! She''s the housekeeper, and I''m the cook. We all have our own division of labor, and the pairing is perfect.

    Ding Ge did not refuse. She handed me the shovel and went to the water pipe to flush her hand with cold water. "It''s been a long time since I fired," she explained."

    I looked at the pots and pans beside me, and it seemed that Ding Ge was right. Although it was very clean here, it looked like nothing had been touched. So I asked her, "Why did you remember to cook today?"

    "Just think about it." Ding Ge replied casually, and then she said to me, "You can fry the shredded fish for me, too. Your hand hurts a little."

    Dinger walked out of the kitchen and I asked, "Are you okay?"

    "Nothing." Ding Ge said as he walked out of the kitchen.

    I could not help but heave a sigh, still feeling depressed, as if it would never go away after seeing ding ge.

    I took out Ding Ge''s stir-fried vegetables and fried shredded fish. While I was cooking, I was in a daze for a moment, as if I were still with Ding Ge. She was at home, I was cooking in the kitchen, and we were sitting together for dinner later. The warm scene made my heart ache like poison, filling my chest.

    I gritted my teeth and told myself over and over again what was real!

    After the dishes were cooked, I almost instinctively wanted to take them out. At this time, Ding Ge happened to come over, and she came out with chopsticks and rice.

    When I brought the dishes to the table, Ding Ge suddenly handed me a pair of chopsticks. I was stunned and said, "I have already eaten."

    I remember telling Ding Ge when I walked in.

    "Eat the shredded meat in the fish-flavored shredded meat."

    I looked at her confusedly and didn''t understand what she meant, so I asked, "Why?"

    "Because I don''t eat meat." Ding Ge said.

    I was even more surprised because Ding Ge used to eat meat. When did she become meatless?

    But it''s been so long since we parted, who hasn''t changed?

    "Then why do you want to fry shredded fish?" I couldn''t help but find it a little funny. I didn''t eat meat, but I bought meat, and I also fried fish-flavored shredded meat!

    "I want to eat shredded fish." Ding Ge said to me like a couple bickering.

    I held the chopsticks, a little speechless, completely unable to take ding ge''s words, wanted to eat shredded fish but did not eat meat. Ding Ge ignored me and sat down directly.

    Seeing that ding ge had already prepared the rice for me on the table, I sat down as well. I admit that I wanted to sit down at this moment, although I knew it was not right.

    Even if Ding Ge asked me to come today, she was wrong!

    Shouldn''t we forget about each other after we break up? This is the best ending for both of us! It would only bring a second injury, not anything else!

    But when it comes to ding ge, sometimes I really can''t control myself.

    So there will always be another person in my heart to persuade me that it''s just a meal, and Ding Ge asked you to come, and nothing will happen!

    Although I can''t guarantee it at all!

    Holding the rice, I couldn''t help but complain to Ding Ge, "Actually, you should eat more meat and see how thin you are."

    "I won''t eat it!" Ding Ge was a little stubborn as if her girlfriend was acting coquettish and angry at her boyfriend again. She looked a little inexplicably cute.

    I choked on Ding Ge and was speechless, but Ding Ge ate without any concern for me.

    I sighed and put a shredded meat in a bowl.

    I still have a big question in my heart. I''ve been at the Dinger house for so long, but she didn''t tell me what to do. What the hell did she want me to do today?

    I sat face to face with Ding Ge, as if time had gone backwards. Ever since we broke up, I thought this scene could only appear in my dreams.

    Ding Ge''s expression was indifferent and her hazy eyes made it hard to see what was going on in her mind. She ate naturally and looked really hungry. She couldn''t even look up at me.

    She didn''t say anything, but I didn''t know what to say, so the two of them just ate quietly, but the doubts in my heart did not disappear.

    Finally, I couldn''t help but wonder. I put down my bowl and chopsticks and asked, "Ding Ge, why did you ask me to come?"