Destroy Me Gently:Ex-Enemy Becomes My Lover!
Chapter 58: A tricky confession
CHAPTER 58: A TRICKY CONFESSION
Chapter Fifty Eight
**OLIVER WEST**
"P.. pregnant.." Somehow, my stupid brain could only get this equally stupid word out.
The image of me walking around with a protruding belly flared in my mind. Little Kieran babies running around, calling me mama while I waddled around in maternity clothes. I’d probably crave weird foods and Kieran would have to rub my swollen feet...
Wait... why was I imagining an omega verse right now?!!! If this wasn’t a sign to stop reading those books and seek therapy instead, I didn’t know what else.
Kieran looked at me funny, probably wondering why I was staring off into space with a horrified expression.
"No, having sex isn’t normal!!" I yelled when my brain finally regained normal function.
It was too bad to be true!
I craned my head to meet Kieran’s small smirk "Well for me, it was normal. Does this mean you’re still a virgin Ollie?"
Argh!!!
Was this even a question?! Unlike some people, I have morals! Or at least, I had it until last night.
"I’m seventeen, every teenager should be a virgin, Kieran, it’s normal! Adult business is abnormal!" I crossed my arms around myself defensively. I wasn’t going to be embarrassed for keeping myself. . . Or maybe it’s because no one has shown interest in you?
A voice in my head taunted.
Ugh
Shut up!
Kieran was still watching me, his gaze transfixed, which I found suddenly creepy. "You are untouched, Oliver. I’m pleased."
WHY THE HELL SHOULD HE BE PLEASED?!!
"It’s none of your business what I choose to do with my body, don’t be happy on my behalf!" I wasn’t a freak who was saving myself for him or something, his next words hit me like a truck.
"It doesn’t change the fact that your first time was with me. I’m glad last night happened. Either way you put it, you still saved your innocence only to lose it to me,"
I searched through his gaze to detect any clue that he was toying with me, but that air of smug coolness surrounding him revealed nothing.
Anxiety clogged my throat further and I barely managed to squeeze out the words "You are lying! I would never have slept with you, not even if I were drunk unless you had..." My words trailed off, but I knew he understood full well what I meant.
I gasped aloud when his finger traced my jawline. My breath caught in my throat when his thumb gently traced my bottom lip, his gaze slowly trailing to mine.
"Unless I had what? Taken advantage of you? Is that what you mean?" he spoke, his gaze peering deep into mine until I squirmed where I stood. "On the contrary, it was you who took advantage of me. You forced me to give you a piggyback for some hours."
Piggyback?
What?!!!
ATROCIOUS!!!
I could only gape at him like a fish drawn out of water.
A slight headache and a few memories struck me then. I didn’t grasp it clearly, but it was enough. I had been clinging to his back.
I closed my eyes momentarily. Dear lord, he wasn’t lying about this!
"Then you told me you even liked me, that you’ve been keeping it for so long." He murmured, which only added to my panic.
No, it was worse than that, my heart was hammering furiously.
I told him I liked him??!
I wasn’t fully convinced about my feelings for him yet, and I’ve stupidly let my mouth open wide.
My face flamed hotly under his watch. This was so embarrassing, even more so than the fact that I had slept with him.
What must he be thinking now?
Almost every girl or even boy in school liked him; after all, he was Kieran Morrison.
No doubt in his eyes right now, I was no different from every other person in school that he had slept with and dumped.
"Since you like me so much Ollie, why did you dance with a stranger, allowing him to touch you?" Kieran’s voice dropped low and then he suddenly grabbed my butt hard. I shrieked, trying to wiggle away.
KEYWORD: TRIED
His fingers clenched even tighter, the cruel gleam in his eyes threatening a spank. No, I was still sore from yesterday’s hit.
"Kieran, don’t touch me like this, it’s not normal!"
"You are mine. How could you allow others to touch you!" His terrifying tone made me shudder.
There was something mysterious in Kieran’s eyes as he suddenly added, "You told me you like me yesterday. Repeat it to me now, and I’ll forgive you for being such a bad pet."
Since I already stupidly blurted the foolish feelings I’d secretly carried in my heart for eight years last night. There was no harm in just saying it one more time. Except last night I was drunk and couldn’t remember. But now. . .
"Tell me Ollie, repeat your confession from last night!" Kieran’s eyes bore into mine, and a cry tore from my mouth as he squeezed my butt cheek even harder than before.
Was he trying to burst the flesh or something?
Weirdo.
"Yes, even though I like you, Kieran, it still doesn’t mean that I want to sleep with you. We were both drunk, I get it. I’m leaving now," I mumbled in a rushed tone, unable to meet his gaze.
Everywhere was silent. He didn’t utter a word, nor did he let go of his grip either.
Instead, it only tightened until it got almost painful.
"Argh! Let go of my butt!"
With no choice, I met his gaze once again.
It was then that I felt the change in him. The hands around me were so tense. His gaze was deep and intent. He stared at me in a transfixed state.
What was wrong with him? I was beginning to get worried when he kept on like that.
"What did you say?" He bit out.
I stared at him, not sure what he was asking about.
"T.. that I’m leaving?"
Hopefully, if you stop grabbing my butt like a squish toy?!!! You bastard!!
"Not about that. What you said earlier that you like me?"
I couldn’t guess from his tone why he was asking that. Didn’t he already know that I like him? According to him, I had even done a dumb thing by confessing last night.