"So, Will you marry me? "  He asked her.

    ''Huh? What? Did he lose his mind? ''Yan Shu thought.

    ''Does this mean he didn''t listen to her words until now?''

    ''Damn''

    Suddenly the devil inside the Yan Shu''s head popped out. She sat on her right shoulder. She crossed her legs and propped her chin on the back of her hand.

    "See this is the man you chose," the devil said. She laughed out loud as she gazed at him.

    "Can you stop shooting nonsense? Don''t plant black seeds in her mind!" The angel in her mind and shouted at the devil the moment she appeared. She settled herself on her left shoulder.

    "Yan Shu, he wanted to confirm again. Just say yes." Angel said to Yan Shu.

    "So, he still doesn''t believe you, Yan Shu. Why bother him? Let''s go search for another hot guy." The devil said as her eyes sparkled with light at the thought of hot guys.

    "You pervert shut your mouth." The Angel snarled at the devil.

    "Yan Shu, I will remind you of harsh truth. You have to remember that you can''t get close to men because of your phobia. Anyway, I accept he is dumb. But he is hot. Remember the picture of him with a towel tied to his waist. His muscles, c.h.e.s.t, body, his shape. A How handsome he is. Just accept him. So what if he eats you. It will happen sooner or later.  See his pretty face. He looks like a male God. Just accept him....." With these words, the angel went into a daydream as she mesmerized by looking at Mu Sheng''s handsome face.

    Her eyes are twinkling with stars. She is literally drooling at him as she gazed at his handsome features.

    "Someone shouted at me saying that I''m a pervert. But see who is the real pervert. " the devil smirked at the angel as she commented.

    "Who said I''m perverted? I am just admiring his beauty! Okay!" The angel hissed.

    " Then when I said we should look for hot guys. I am also admiring their beauty. Okay! "

    "That not called admiring. Those are called perverted thoughts! Hmph!"

    "Those are not perverted thoughts. Okay! I just had a wide sense of appreciation towards beauties" the devil retorted.

    They continued their bickering until Yan Shu got a headache. In the end, she couldn''t bear their nonsense and kicked them back into her mind.

    Yan Shu took a deep breath.

    "Mu Sheng,  Maybe we should break up. It is good that way." Yan Shu said.

    Mu Sheng is waiting for her answer all this while.  He is anxious. He is worried about her answer.

    He forgot the line in the sea of her words "I will marry only you " Said Yan Shu.

    Sigh...

    He is hopeless.

    "Yan Shu..... What did I do?  You just said so many things about us. You said you want to grow old with me. You want to have children with me. And also said you can''t imagine your life with another man. Where did all those go? Why do you need to reject me?" Mu Sheng started to shake her shoulders?

    He didn''t use much force. But it is still painful to her. She pursued her lips in an attempt to hide her hurt. He doesn''t know that she is hurting.

    She just wants him to notice things and be secured. But in that process, she is hurting herself. But she still chose to bear the pain because he is the man she loved. And she can''t leave him just because he is being ignorant. Right?

    He is perfect in all things except this. Well, it is his flaw.

    Well,  No man exists without flaws in this world.

    But she liked him this way. He is devoted to her. Only to her.

    But it won''t do like this. If Mu Sheng is still being ignorant it will cause a rift in their relationship.

    It has been so many days since they got into the relationship. She is even living with him.

    How can he not be secured?! How can he not be assured? She is hurt now. And still hurting. She wants to yell at him. But she can''t do that. Her heart won''t allow it to do. She is willing to take this hurt because he belongs to her. Today she wants to his flaw.

    "Mu Sheng, Let go of me," she said coldly.

    "No, I want you to stay with me," he said.

    "Mu Sheng, don''t force me to do things. Let go of me " she raised her voice.

    "  I said no!" He shouted.

    "Mu Sheng, will you stop being ridiculous. " Yan Shu said as she started losing her patience.

    "Finally, I became ridiculous to you. I have been waiting for you for the last sixteen years.  My waiting is all waste now. Huh? So now I am being ridiculous!" Said with a mocking tone. Mu Sheng exhaled sharply as his eyes turned bloodshot. His grip on her shoulders tightened.

    "Mu Sheng, You are hurting me," she said as she winced.

    "But you are also hurting me, Yan Shu," he said as he gazed into her eyes with his bloodshot eyes.

    She can see his pain. But he has to experience it. It won''t do good to them if she is the only one who is giving in always.

    "Really? I''m hurting you? Now you are telling me that I am hurting you. Then what are you going to say next? Fine, Then why don''t you let go of me? So that you don''t feel hurt" she said mockingly as she snorted.

    "No, I won''t. I love you!!" he shouted

    "But is this the way you love me. I am living with you now. You aren''t assured still. I kissed you. And you ''saw me'' (1)  completely. And still, you aren''t assured. Just now I said I will marry you but you didn''t listen to me and asking me again. Are you sure you are insecure or are you doubting my love? I should be the one who is angry. But you are the one who is angry at me. "  Yan Shu said as tears started flowing down her cheeks. She gazed into him directly. He saw the sadness in her eyes.

    Mu Sheng finally found his fault. He saw the hurt, pain in her eyes. He regretted his actions.

    He should have asked, "can you repeat it again?" Instead of "Will you marry me?".

    He regretted his actions. He felt like a  sharp dagger pierced into his c.h.e.s.t and stabbing him ruthlessly.

    The woman whom he wants to cherish is in front of him. But he made her cry instead of cherishing her. He felt guilty at his actions.

    " I''m sorry, dear," Mu Sheng apologized to her. This is the second time in his life saying sorry.

    Yan Shu is the only person who made Mu Sheng apologize for two times in his life.

    He wiped her tears. With his hands. He kissed her cheeks. He placed a kiss over her forehead. He hugged her for a while before releasing her.

    He put his hand in his pocket and took out a Serling Silver Polished Locket with a Satin Rose Love Heart at the half part of the heart. It had a silver locket connected to it.

    He helped her to wear it. She smiled at him tenderly. She stroked the locket. She saw a partition in it. She tried to open but it didn''t open. She saw the hook where the chain is connected is different. So she twisted the hook. Instantly the locket opened.

    Once she opened it, the image she couldn''t describe by words popped out.

    It''s a cute picture of him hugging with eyes filled with love for her.

    Biting her lips, Yan Shu tried to restrain her tears from flowing down. But those tears didn''t listen to her. They spurted out without her knowing. She closed the locket. She wiped her tears with her fragile fingers. She stepped forward and gave a light kiss on his lips standing on her toes.

    When she got down on her feet. She smiled at him brightly.

    "Do you feel secured now?" Yan Shu asked.

    He glared at her dangerously before yanking her to towards his embrace. He attacked her lips. It is not like his usual kiss. It is ferocious.

    She felt like she is being attacked by a hungry beast. He biting her lips repeatedly. She felt if this continuous her lips will bleed.

    When Mu Sheng heard her question he felt like he became a joke at her. This woman had the audacity joke at him. How dare she make fun of him with his flaws. He needed to punish her.

    So Mu Sheng yanked Yan Shu into his embrace and then attacked her. He felt her soft lips in his mouth. She is sweet. Her little mouth fitted well in his mouth.

    Mu Sheng roamed his hands on her curves. He slid his hand inside her shirt and pressed her soft bosom with his large hand. His action made her whimpered. He felt like a barrier which he is trying to hold is broken. He pressed her b.r.e.a.s.t with more force. This time she m.o.a.n.e.d loudly. This made him go crazy. He pried open her lips. He slid his hot tongue into her mouth. He started exploring in her mouth.

    When Yan Shu felt his hand on her bust she clutched his shirt tightly. She felt his hand pressing her soft spot which made her let out a soft cry. She trembled at his touch her legs became weak. She was afraid of falling. She held him tighter. She went closer to him. But at this time Mu Sheng pressed her again which made her groan. But it made him go crazy.

    Mu Sheng tried to remove her shirt. Yan Shu was scared of his action. If she didn''t stop him now they will make out here. In this open place. And she had to admit she is seduced by him too. She will not allow it. Her dream of being a v.i.r.g.i.n bride would be shattered.

    She held his hands tightly attempting to stop him. But he tried to do it again. But she didn''t give him a chance. She held his hands more tightly than before. He stopped savoring her.

    "We are in open place" Yan Shu breathed out.

    "Is it okay if we continue this in the bedroom?" Mu Sheng asked as he stared at her with his l.u.s.t-filled eyes.

    yan Shu threw a death glare to him.

    "You better don''t have any thoughts."

    "Are you sure you don''t want it now?" Mu Sheng asked expectantly.

    "Yes!" Yan Shu said hurriedly.

    "I''m hungry Mu Sheng. Let''s go eat." Yan Shu said.

    "Fine," He said as he followed her.

    "Mu sheng?"

    "Hmm"

    "You still think about s.e.x! " she hissed at him and left.

    "..."

    (1) he saw her in chap 115????