Yan shu is still admiring the ring before her eyes. She forgot that she is mad at Chen Mu Sheng. Suddenly she heard him calling her name.

    Her slowly trailed from the ring to his face. Their eyes locked.

    " Yan shu..... You don''t know that you are the warmth in my life that God sent me.

    Yan shu do you know when I was low you are the one who came to me. You comforted me without your knowledge.

    When I was alone you accompanied me. When I was sad you are with me. When I was in pain you healed me.

    Yan shu do you know you were the only one who wished me to have a good and happy life in my entire life.

    You are the only one who made feel comfortable. You made me feel that I was not alone.

    I was happy with you being with me. But we were separated by my biological family without their knowledge.

    One day I heard that you are bullied and was slapped by your friends in your school. I came rushing to you with medicine in my hand. But I was late your brother is already taking care of you.

    I regretted for not being with you at tat time. I regretted for not able to protect you at time. I regretted for my absence at that time.

    After seeing you were fine with your brother I left. When I went home that day I was scolded by parents and grandparents for not minding the side effects of my jaundice. Because I left when it is cold I got fever.

    Seeing my condition worsened my parents, grandparents, doctors and relatives everyone called me stupid, idiot. But none of their words affected me.

    I was happy because you are fine. Even though I cannot see I used to find as many as chances to see you. I joined the same school you are as your senior.

    I used to see you running in the school tracks. I used to see you chatting with your friends. I used to see you eating in the school canteen. I used to see your disappearing silhouette when you are going home.

    After completing my studies I left the school. But I was afraid of your safety. I was rest assured because your brother is there.

    I was happy at least for seeing you. I spent many years watching you from distance. But suddenly you disappeared. " tears pooled in his eyes.

    He broke their eye contact. He turned his head and took a deep breath. He again locked his eyes with her. He continued

    " Anger, despair, disappointment, sadness, pain, grief everything came in to me. I became mad. I entered into a dark way and became an inhuman. I did many inhuman things. After few months I left that life.

    Do you know Yan shu when I heard that you are disappeared I felt like someone is stabbing my heart with a sharp life mercilessly. I felt like my heart is breaking into thousand pieces.

    I even imagined a worse scenario of loosing you. " tears poured out his eyes Continuosly like a endless stream at that thought only.He stayed quite for some time. He didn''t dare to continue those words. After a while he continued

    " I was not able to sleep, eat or work. I only hoped that since I failed today to find you at least I would find you tomorrow. That was my motivation at that time.

    But all my hopes are merely hopes you know. Whole world said that you are dead. They said I was a stupid person to wait for a dead person. "His tears flowed again in front of her again.

    " But you proved that the whole world is wrong Yan shu. You appeared like a warm sunlight into my life again.

    Do you know how happy I was at that time. I stayed awake the whole day. I was afraid that those all ill be a dream. If that was a dream I was unwilling to wake forever.

    I was relaxed when Jichen said that it was you for real. " he smiled as his tears dried.

    " Even though I found you I felt like the girl whom I met in the past and the one in front of me are different.

    There are lot of things that I don''t know about you. I felt like I was a stranger in your life. How hard I tried to know you that hard I failed.

    I don''t know what happened to you in the past.But I don''t want to push you to the end to tell me. I will wait until you tell me on your own.

    In this past five years many men came to you. But you rejected all of them. I felt I had a hope. I hoped that you will accept me.

    But Yan shu whenever a man approaches you I used to be scared. Because I was a coward. I was afraid that you will allow him into your life instead of me.

    Everytime a man approaches you I was scared of his mere presence itself. I used to compare him with myself to check whether I am lacking in anything.

    I did everything to be perfect. I did everything to be qualified with you.

    Now I think I''m qualified to be with you .

    Allow me into your life.

    Allow me to accompany you at your lowest times.

    Allow me to accompany you to share your pain with me.

    Allow me to feel jealous on other men who is trying to woo you.

    Allow me to feel happiness of being with you. Allow me to destroy all the insecurities in my heart by accepting me.

    Allow me to stay with you until I take my last breath.

    Allow me to share my life with you.

    Allow me to be your husband. " he said as he stared into her eyes as if he is seeing through her soul.

    He is afraid of being rejected again. He clenched his left hand at his back. His whole body is trembling from nervousness.

    Yan shu who is listening to his words from the start is trying to hold her tears. But at the end could not hold back anymore. Tears streamed out of her eyes uncontrollably. She allowed them to flow until they dried by themselves.

    She settled her emotions quickly. She wiped her tears. As She didn''t apply any make up she looked more radiant under moonlight.

    She bent down on her knees. She cupped his face with her both hands and kissed his cheeks at the traces of his tears.

    " I will allow you into my life to share my rest of my life.

    I will you to pamper me.

    I will allow you to spoil me.

    I will allow you to share all my greivences with you.

    I will only allow you to be my husband. " she said to him as she stared onto his eyes with utmost sincerity.

    Chen Mu sheng who is shaking because of nervousness unclenched his hand. He felt relivead when he heard her words. He is assured now.

    Finally she became his woman. Only his women. He took Yan shu left hand into his he wore the ring to her ring finger.

    He kissed her lips lightly. Slowly his movements became faster. He delved himself inside her. He savored her.

    Yan shu didn''t stop him. Since she allowed him into her life. She allowed him to do whatever he wants.

    They both explored each other for long time. He left her when they are breathless.

    They are finally stable. He cannot control himself in kissing her again. When his is about to kiss her again.

    He heard her stomach growling. She lowered her head and looked up with pitiful eyes like a lost puppy. She said "I''m hungry".

    He chuckled at her. He took her down. By the time they reached the dining room down they saw that dining table is set for them with all dishes.

    The mansion is still lit with candles. Table also lit with candle. They had their first official dinner under candle light.