The storm had been building since dusk.

By midnight the horizon was gone. Clouds pressed down so low they felt close enough to touch, and the sea rolled beneath me like a living thing trying to throw us off.

I was alone on deck. The others had gone below to secure the cargo, crates of salted fish and timber bound for the coast. The old brig was heavy with it, her timbers groaning as each wave struck. Rain came so hard it felt like gravel against my skin.

I clung to the wheel and tried to keep her steady. The lantern at the helm was nearly drowned out by spray, its flame shrinking to a trembling bead of light behind the glass. I leaned over it and saw the compass needle still trembling north. It meant nothing now. There was no direction left, only survival.

Keep her straight into the wind. Do not give the sea your side.

That was what my grandfather always said. I could still hear him, his voice steady even over the storm in my memory. When I was a boy, he would take me out in weather that sent wiser men running for shore. His hands would rest on mine at the tiller, teaching me to feel the pull of the current through the wood. “The sea gives,” he would say. “And the sea takes. Remember that, lad.”

I had remembered. Tonight, it felt like the sea was here to collect.

Another gust hit, stronger than the last. The mainsail cracked like a whip, the sound sharp and wrong. I braced my feet, fighting the pull of the wheel as the ship leaned, her starboard rail dipping dangerously close to the water. A barrel broke loose and slammed against the side before vanishing into the waves.

I grabbed the rope that controlled the sail, thick hemp, soaked and heavy, and hauled with both hands. The fibers tore into my palms. My shoulders screamed. Inch by inch, I got it down and looped the line around a wooden post to lock it. The sail still fought me, alive and wild.

Lightning burst across the clouds. For an instant the world went white, every detail carved sharp. Rain turned the air solid. Ropes snapped and thrashed. The canvas shuddered. The deck came alive with water. I saw the mainmast flex, too much, the wood bowing under the strain.

“Hold together,” I muttered, though I could barely hear my own voice.

The next wave slammed us broadside. The deck tilted hard. My boots slipped and I went down on one knee, catching myself on the edge of a hatch. Water surged over the boards, cold as a knife. When the ship righted, it left me gasping.

The wind shrieked through the rigging above, a sound like a dozen screaming voices. The compass lamp sputtered, then went out. The darkness deepened, complete and total.

I pulled the hood tighter around my face and clipped the safety line from my belt to an iron ring fixed in the deck. I should have done that sooner. The line would keep me from being thrown overboard, at least for a little while. Always too late with the good ideas.

Rain poured down harder, soaking me to the bone. The wind was a wall pressing against my chest, forcing me to lean into it. I could barely see the bowsprit through the black haze.

Then I heard it, a low crack, deep and sickening.

I looked up. The mast, the tall main pole that held the largest sail, was splitting along the grain. Each gust widened the gap, the fibers showing pale against the dark sky. Another crack followed, sharper.

“No,” I said aloud, though the sea did not care.

I stumbled forward, gripping the nearest rope, pulling myself toward the mast. The deck pitched under my feet, throwing me off balance. My coat filled with water, heavy as lead. Every step was a fight.

When I reached the mast, I tried to ease the line holding the sail. If I could loosen it, maybe the pressure would ease. But the rope had swollen from the rain and locked in place. I yanked once, twice, felt the burn rip open the skin of my palms.

Another flash of lightning lit the world, and I saw the mast’s fate in that instant. The crack ran down its base, the wet wood gleamed, and the whole thing was about to tear apart.

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“Hold!” I shouted, though it was useless.

The mast gave way.

It snapped just below the crossbeam with a sound that seemed to split the storm itself. The top half fell forward, pulling the torn sail down with it. The lines tangled around my legs. Before I could react, the falling rigging dragged me down. My back hit the deck hard enough to drive the air from my chest.

I cut myself free with the small knife I kept in my belt, sawing through the rope until it parted. The broken mast hung half overboard, still attached by a mess of lines. It acted like a lever, the sea pulling at it, dragging the ship down by the bow.

The deck tipped steeply. I clawed for anything solid. My fingers brushed the edge of a hatch frame and slipped. The world lurched.

Then I was flying.

For a split second there was no sound, no motion, only the shock of weightlessness. Then the ocean hit me like a wall.

Cold. Pure, merciless cold. It took everything at once, breath, sight, thought.

Salt water rushed into my nose and mouth. My ears filled. The sea rolled me over and over, stealing any sense of direction. My heavy coat dragged me deeper. I kicked, desperate for up, but every stroke felt weaker than the last.

Up. Find the surface.

The light above flickered dimly, pale and far away. I pushed toward it. My lungs screamed for air. I broke through the surface with a gasp that felt like fire.

The wind tore the air from me again. Rain hammered my face. Waves rose taller than houses and broke over me, shoving me back down. I fought my way up once more, coughing, blinking salt from my eyes.

The brig was gone. I turned in a slow circle, searching, but saw nothing but black water and flashes of lightning far off.

A shape drifted nearby, the broken half of the mast. I swam for it, every stroke a fight against the current. My right arm burned from the earlier blow. The pain was a good sign. It meant I was still alive.

I reached the timber and grabbed it with both hands. It rolled, slick and heavy, threatening to crush me, but I wrapped my arms around it and held on. The rough wood bit into my skin.

The rain had a rhythm now, relentless but steady. The sea roared around me.

The sea gives, I thought. The sea takes.

Grandfather’s words again, cruelly fitting.

The waves lifted me, dropped me. I clung to the mast as if it were part of my own body. Each crest showed me a glimpse of the endless dark, each trough hid it again.

My fingers had gone numb. I could barely feel the rope I used to keep hold. Every muscle trembled from the cold. I tried to keep my breathing steady, to time it between the waves, but every one came sooner than I expected.

The lightning flashed again, revealing a mountain of water rolling toward me. It rose higher and higher until it blocked the horizon. I had time for one breath.

Go under. Let it pass over.

I pushed off the mast and dove. The water swallowed me whole. The force of the wave pressed down on my back, squeezing the air from my lungs. I kicked upward, but the current caught me and spun me like a leaf.

My shoulder screamed as I flailed. My chest was burning again. I broke the surface for half a second, caught one mouthful of air before another wave slammed into me. The mast was gone.

Panic flooded in where air should have been. I reached blindly and found nothing but foam. The sea pulled me down once more.

I cannot die like him.

The thought came from somewhere deep, fierce and certain. My grandfather had drowned in a storm just like this, alone, his ship found days later, his body never recovered. Not me. Not like that.

I fought toward the light again. My arms barely moved. The cold had reached my bones.

When I surfaced again, I was gasping, half-blind, barely able to keep my head above water. My coat dragged me down. The waves towered around me, endless, uncaring.

I stopped shouting for help. There was no help left.

The storm rolled on, merciless. Rain drummed against my face, and the wind screamed its own language. My strength was gone. My mind began to drift, slipping between moments.

I thought of home, of the cottage near the harbor, of my mother’s hands wringing a towel at the window the night she learned her father’s ship had gone missing. I had promised her I would never sail alone. That had been years ago.

Lightning cracked across the sky again, bright as the sun, and I saw the next wave coming. Taller than the rest, smooth and black. It rose up, silent and sure.

There was no running, no diving, no trick left to play.

I looked up into the boiling clouds and thought of my grandfather’s face, the lines around his eyes, the smell of salt and tar, his calloused hand on my shoulder.

I cannot die like him.

The wave struck.

Water rushed into my mouth, my lungs. The world spun. My body went numb. I could no longer tell if I was sinking or floating. The roar faded to a hum.

The pain in my chest softened into warmth. The light above flickered, then vanished.

I cannot…