Meadow’s POV:

Was there something wrong with me?

I had neverbeled myself as an overly submissive woman. I mean, I talked back to ric a lot of times during sex, even though I got punished for it. But seeing that woman crawl up to Landon in such an obedient manner, watching the way she drank from his ss and the way she flushed in pleasure when he stroked her hair with his hand…

I couldn’t deny that it did something to me. Hell, I wanted to be her. I wanted ric to treat me like that-

like he… like he owned me.

And I knew enough about intimacy to know that that level of dominance and submissiveness between us would take a whole lot of trust. And I trusted him, wholeheartedly. So did he.

But why did it also terrify me? Why did the thought ofpletely surrendering myself to this man appeal

to me and scare me at the same time?

And why on earth did I want so much to be tied up so beautifully like the woman I was watching through

the ss?

When I told ric I wanted to use the bathroom, it was just an excuse to take a moment to myself,

because everything that I had seen so far was so fucking intense. And exhrating.

And then I had walked through this hallway, and I had seen a lot through the windows–including a man

being chained to some kind of X–shaped cross, with what I recognized as a cock ring being used to

control his release.

But what really got to me was the woman suspended in the air, held by ropes and knots that pressed against her skin. And the way her eyes were rolled back in pleasure as her partner fucked her with the

dildo. The total surrender.

All I could imagine was ric tying me up in that exact same manner and punishing me for being a bad girl. And then rewarding me with his cock after I promised not to be bad anymore.

My core pulsed at the thought, and then, I felt it.

The jolt of pleasure that shot through my clit and caused my knees to buckle. However, before I could reach for something ito /isteady myself, ric’s arm was around me, and he pulled my back against his chest, his warm breath fanning my chest as he chuckled. “Careful, baby girl.”

I bit down hard on my bottom lip, leaning back into him as my thighs clenched together. The vibration wasn’t too intense, but with the way I was already turned on before all this, it definitely felt intense.

“That’s… wicked,” I breathed, holding onto ric’s arm on my waist. I started to turn to see if the few

people around us were looking at us, but ric stopped me.

“No one is watching you, baby,” he rasped, voice deeper than before. “They’re all focused on what’s going on inside these rooms. And the lighting is a little dimmer here. But, even if they could see you, would it

matter?”

“I…” My eyes rolled back in my head. I couldn’t think clearly enough to formte a response.

The vibration ceased and I melted back into him. He pressed his lips to my neck. “Don’t look away.”

I didn’t. I watched as the other woman pulled the dildo out of her restrained partner’s pussy, and then she raised it to her mouth and sucked her essence off it. The restrained women let out a whimper just bas /bsomeone else from a nearby room cried out in orgasm.

A soft gasp escaped my mouth.

b“/bIt’s called Shibari,” ric continued.

“What?b” /bI breathed, brows pulling together in confusion.

“It’s ba /brope bondage presentation, baby. You have no idea how much a lot of people want to be tied up like

this band/b… ruined.”

I turned my head so I could gaze into his eyes. He was watching me carefullyb, /bcuriosity swirling in those

blue eyes of his.

Maybe he was watching me to know exactly what I was into?

But if he was doing that, that meant that he must’ve seen me practically salivating over the idea of being

on my knees for him. A shudder ran down my spine and I looked back through the window. “It looks like

bit /bhurts,” I whispered.

ric let out an amused breath. “Lots of people gain pleasure from pain, Meadow.” He paused. “Dare I say

you too?”

My mouth dropped open but no words came out.

ric hummed. “You’ve gone silent.”

The vibrator buzzed against my clit again, this time intense enough that pleasure shot through my G- spot. “Oh!” I gasped, my nails digging into ric’s arms. “ric…”

“The people inside love to be watched.” He continued, like he wasn’t driving me crazy with pleasure.”

They’re called exhibitionists.”

I swallowed. I already figured that out. “So they… mmhm god…” My eyes rolled back in my head. “bThey /b

bcan’t /bsee usb?/bb” /b

b“/bbNo. /bBut they’re aware they’re being watched,” he answered, his hand sliding down my dress slowly. “The people standing here, watching, just like us, are called-”

“Voyagers,” I finished with a moan. “They’re called voyagers. Just like the man who liked watching another man eat his wife out. I know that much.”

The vibration against my G–spot intensified and a sob broke out of my throat. “Please…”

I wasn’t sure what I was begging for. Release, maybe.

But I wanted more than just a release. I wanted to be used, to be owned and imed by him. Right here.

“Please what, baby?” he whispered, his voice all buttery and smooth as his hand ran up my thigh,

brushing against the stockings and the garter. And then between my thighs.

The anticipation was killing me. And so were the vibrations. I could already feel my release within reach. And I could just as easily have grabbed it, but for some reason, I was the one holding back.

Maybe… just maybe, I wanted ric to tell me toe. Nob–/bnot tell.

Order. Command me.

“I don’t…” I swallowed, panting hard. “I don’t know.”

The buzzing stopped then. “I don’t want you lying to me, Meadow.”

b“/bI’m not–Gahh!” I screamed, pping my hand over my mouth as the most punishing tremor shot through my clit, a pleasure so blinding shing behind my eyes. ric rocked his hips against me and I could feel his bulge pressing into my lower back. “You feel that?” he rasped. “That is what you fucking do

to me.”

My tongue dried.

The vibration ceased again. “I brought you here because I wanted you to find what speaks to you,” he said. “I took a great risk bringing you here, Meadow. I wasn’t sure how you’d react.”

My mind shed back to the night he’d told me that he didn’t want to show me the tether room because he was terrified that I’d hate what I saw and that I would leave.

bBut /bI didn’t want to leave this club.

No. Far from it.

“And then I noticed the way you kept staring at Landon’s woman. The way your eyes zed overb, /bblike /byou wanted bit/bb, /band then the way you walked out like you couldn’t believe that you did I knew you bneeded /ba moment aloneb, /bnot because you wanted to use the bathroom.”

bMy /bbreath hitched. “bI /bjust…b” /b

b3/5 /b

+15 bBONUS /b

ric’s hand slipped into the waist band of myce panties and then he cupped me there, letting out a satisfied hum when he felt how soaked I was. And then, he pulled out the vibrator, brought his hand out of my panties and toward my mouth.

For me bto /btaste.

“There’s nothing to be ashamed of, Meadow,” he whispered, using the toy to trace my lips. bMy /beyes fell shut and I leaned back into him. “Not when you’re with me. And definitely not here.”

My lips parted and he slipped the toy into my mouth. Swirling my tongue around it, a moan slipped from

my lips as his other hand returned to my panties and he ran his fingers along my wet slit.

“I built this ce because I know how much people want to do what they want without ever feeling like

they’re being judged.” His voice lowered. “Do you have any idea how liberating it feels? To know byou /bcan do whatever you want.” He removed the toy from my mouth, and for a second, his hand disappeared as

he shoved it into his pockets.

I shook my head, feeling overly emotional all of a sudden. “No. No, I don’t. Oh…” I whimpered when

ric’s fingers pushed through my folds and into my wet core, while his other hand came around my

neck.

My vision turned blurry as I refocused on what was happening around us. The sounds and songs of

pleasure, the distant sound of skin pping against skin. And right in front of us, the two women were bnow /bon the bed, scissoring in such a beautiful, intimate manner.

ric slowly thrust his fingers in and out of my hole. “Well, I do. And it feels fucking euphoric, baby girl.” A gasp tore from my throat as he curled his fingers deep inside of me. “Do you want to know what it feels

like, baby?”

b“/bYes,” I breathed without hesitation.

“Fucking beautiful,” he murmured. “Then tell me, Meadow. What do you want? Tell me… what your kink olliis. Don’t make me force it out of you.” /li/ol

I swallowed. He already knew what it was–of course, he did. He’d been watching me all night.

“Ib…/bb” /bMy lips quivered as ric’s fingers curled against my G–spot. “I want to submit to you.” My voice was barely there. Just a whisper. “I want you to tie me up however you want, to praise me when I do good and

punish me whenever I do bad. I want… I want you to make me yours, ric. Completely.”