Meadow’s POV:

A shiver of anticipation ran down my spine as I felt the leathere around my second ankle.

My core pulsed nonstop, my body squirming as his words settled into my mind.

“So what’s the safe word?” I breathed.

ric didn’t answer right away. Instead, he walked to the side of the bed. I followed him with my eyes, twisting as much as the spreader bar would allow. His hand disappeared behind the headboard, as if he was looking for something.

And then I heard a sound.

It was a soft click, followed by a low whirring sound that had the hairs at the back of my neck standing at attention.

“What is that?” I asked. My voice was shaky despite my attempts to make it sound firm.

I twisted some more, watching the headboard…slide open as the sound deepened.

What kind of headboard was this?

My heart rate quickened, pulse hammering against my ears as a set of chains descended from the now open headboard. There was a ck leather cuff attached to the end of each of the chains.

I realized with a start that he was going to use those on my wrists. But that wasn’t even the shocking part.

My tongue dried in my mouth. “You… have those built in?”

ric spared me a nce. I couldn’t read the expression on his face until he smirked, amused. “Of course

I do.”

He tugged one of the cuffs free. “Hands above your head, baby.”

I wasn’t sure why I hesitated, but I did. My gaze darted between the restraints and his hands. If ric did this to me, I wouldn’t be able ito /itouch him. I had already seen the earplugs and the blindfold. The bar between my ankles was already keeping me wide open.

A sensory deprivation test. All I needed to do was feel.

“Hesitating is against the rules, Meadowi,/ii” /iric said, voice so deep and low. “Don’t make me punish you

for it.”

I lifted my arms, my core pulsing at the thought of him punishing me with his beltb, /bor other things from the tether room. The padded leather closed around one wrist with a sound click, and then the other. I was

able to rest my hands on the pillows above my head, but that was as far as I could go.

ric finally stepped back from me, watching me carefully, his gaze dragging over my naked, vulnerable body slowly, and when he looked in my eyes, another rush of heat flooded my core.

The way he was looking at me–like I was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. And like he wanted to eat me up.

And then he picked up the blindfold, and he came close again. My chest rose and fell harder with every single shallow breath I took.

ric leaned forward, one knee on the bed. He reached for my hair, pushing it away from my face. “You have no idea how fucking phenomenal you look right now,i” /ihe murmured.

I swallowed as my eyes fell to his chest, and down to his pants where his bulge pushed against them.” You haven’t… You haven’t told me the safe word.”

His eyes shed for a second, and then-

“K?fig.” His tongue rolled around the German word deliciously.

My brows furrowed. “Kay–fish?”

ric let out an amused breath, scraping his teeth across his bottom lip like he was trying so hard not tough. “Sure.i” /i

“Well, how do you iexpect /ime ito /iremember that?”

“If you think you’re going ito /ineed it, then you better not forget it,” he replied simply. “I’m going to blindfold you now, baby. Lift your head for me.”

My breath stuttered as I did as he said. The softness of the fabric over my skin made me let out a little moan as ric tied it into a knot behind my head.

“Kay–fish,” I repeated, testing the word on my tongue. “What does it mean?”

“I’ll tell you after,” he murmured, right before I felt a sharp smack on the inside of my thigh, very close to

my pussy. “Too many questionsb, /bMeadowi./ii” /i

I yelped, but the sting was gone almost bas /bsoon as it appeared.

And more heat spread to my core. “Got it,” I breathed. “I’m sorry, daddy.i” /i

I couldn’t see him right now, but I could tell that he had paused. And in a few seconds, I felt his hands

against my ears. “Let’s see if you’ll still have that smart mouth on you by the time I’m done with you.”

The foam grazed my skin. “Repeat your safe word.”

“Kay–fish.”

“Good girl,” ric murmured.

The foam sealed my earspletely until the only thing I could hear was my own pulse thudding in my

skull.

I couldn’t see anything, hear anything else. My hands and legs were tied and I was renderedpletely immobile. Left vulnerable for ric to do whatever he wanted to me.

And if I didn’t pass this test, he wouldn’t let me see the darker side of him. I wanted to, badly.

I gasped as he pulled on one ankle, spreading the bar even further. And then his fingers started to glide from my ankle up toward my thighs. His movement was slow and I whimpered beneath his touch. I

wanted more.

This way, I wouldn’t even be able to hear anything he would say to me–if he was even going ito /isay anything at all.

“Oh my god,” I moaned when he slid one finger between my folds and inside of me without any preamble. And then he pulled it out, leaving me squirming. “Please…”

He hadn’t even started with me and I was already a mess.

The next thing I felt was his finger on my lips. He was smearing my juices over them. I parted my lips slightly and he stuck his finger in for me to suck.

I moaned, swirling my tongue around his finger, and then he pulled it out. However, before I could stick my tongue out to lick my lips, I felt something warm and wet on it.

ric slid his tongue along my lips, and then he kissed me once before pulling away. I whimpered.

More.”

A few minutes passed by without any contact from ric. My chest was rising and falling heavily, my core pulsing, aching to clench around him. Around his fingers… his cock.

‘Whatever the oue is, I’m still going to fuck you.‘

I was going to lose my virginity tonight. Going to finally feel his thick cock pushing through my folds. His piercings…

My mouth watered just thinking about what bwas /bwaiting for me at the end of this. Thinking about my husband fucking me. Taking what was his.

I couldn’t-

I jolted as something buzzed against my stomach. “ric!” I gasped. “Oh my god, is that…” I trailed off, my back arching as he circled a vibrator on my abdomen, moving slowly toward my chest.

A vibrator.

ric had a goddamn vibrator. Of course he did.

Every single nerve lit up as the vibrations moved to one of my breasts. My nipple.

I cried out, squirming and pulling against the cuffs instinctively. The spreader bar widened even more and I could just imagine the smirk on ric’s face.

The vibration wasn’t even intense. It was mild, but right now, all I could do was feel, so even the mildest pressure could feel intense.

It wasn’t long before ric started to move it down my body, my ribs, my abdomen. A warm feeling spread through my insides, following the movement of the vibrator. The lower he went, the more I

whimpered, wanting it to get to the ce where I ached for it most.

I bit down on my lip, bracing for it to finally touch me…

But it didn’t. Instead, it moved across my hips, and then back to my stomach. “Seriouslyb?/bi” /iI muttered in

frustration.

The next thing I felt was a smack on my thigh. An act of punishment. This time, it was sharper, the sting

radiating straight into my core. My hips jerked, but before I could cry out in pain, I felt the buzz directly

on my clit.

“Oh, fuck!” I heaved desperately as my back arched. “ric!”

The bed dipped near my legs as he pressed the vibrator near my clit. I could hear the faint hums, but

other than that, there was nothing. I could feel the smug control in the way ric held it there, not quite giving me the pressure I wanted. Craved.

My toes curled.

“Please, daddyi…/ii” /iMy whimper came out sounding pathetic. “More.”

His touchpletely disappeared.

“No!” I breathed. “No, no, don’t stop.”

I was nearly a sobbing mess by the time I felt a pressure against my folds again. Not the vibrator this

time. It was thicker.

I stopped breathing. Instead, I bit down on my bottom lip, small cries escaping my mouth as ric pushed the toy in slowly. Not all at once, just… inch by inch.

This wasn’t like bhis /bfinger. It was slightly thicker and firmer, and it felt foreign as well. I had never used a dildo before. My legs strained against the bar.

ric paused, his hand resting on my hips, letting me adjust to it. I felt warm air on my skin right before his lips pressed against my pelvis.

He was kissing me there. Telling me to rx. To trust him.

‘That’s it, baby,‘ I imagined him murmuring into my ear. ‘I’m only getting you ready to take me.’

My mind shed with the thought of his cock recing it, thicker and harder and…so much more. I couldn’t wait. And then the toy started to move again, shallow at first, and then deeper, stroking in and

out of my slimy walls until I was panting for more.

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