I have loved you in my own way
Chapter 25
Yan Mo is surprised. She has always been used to Shisheng''s listening and enlightenment, but now she tells herself that she has changed and will not be there all the time.
"Mo Mo, I think you should also change, let him know that you are not an idle young lady, you have matured, and you are a mature woman with independent feminine charm, eh?"
"Ah Sheng, I understand a little, but I don''t quite understand." After hearing this, Yan Mo thought over her words repeatedly, "what should I do?"
Shi Sheng took a deep breath, "first of all, you should transfer some of your thoughts on Gu Yueqing to your work. Since then, you won''t feel sad because of his sudden cold and heat. Second, you should..."
She listened to come down, although she said these words of the starting is for Yan Mo Mo can find himself, but she also don''t know whether this suggestion is right or not.
"What is the second? Why don''t you say it? "
"Second, if you change your face, maybe you can give him a new look."
"Freshness..." Yan mumo repeated these three words.
"You are not much different from you in college, but Gu Yueqing is a successful person now, and if you are still the same, it''s hard to make him feel about you again."
Shi Sheng continues to make it up according to her own ideas, but these words are just to give her motivation.
In fact, Gu Yueqing will not change his own thoughts and decisions because of a little change of Yan mormo.
However, when she thought of the photo in his wallet, she couldn''t help laughing at herself. Gu Yueqing''s invariability may be just for her.
Yan Mo Mo is special to him.
"I seem to understand!" When Yan Mo pulls up Shi Sheng''s hand, a strange light shines in her delicate eyes. "Ah Sheng, you''re right. In fact, I feel that I care too much about him recently, but I don''t cherish him. From tomorrow, no, from today, I''ll ignore him! "
"Just understand." When Sheng looks at her face excited appearance, but how also can''t lift spirit.
She felt like a bad person who lied for her own purpose.
In the face of Gu Yueqing, she lied; Facing Mo Yuqian, she also lied; Now, in the face of Yan Mo, who is trapped in love, she is still fake and true.
Yan Mo Mo is still vowing how to change his image, how to make Gu Yueqing fall in love with him again, but Shi Sheng''s heart is becoming more and more empty and heavy.
After dinner, they sat by the river for a while before they were ready to leave.
On the side of the road, Shi Sheng waves to stop a taxi. "Mo Mo, get on the bus. Go back and have a good sleep. Everything will be fine."
"Well," Yan Mo Mo sat in the car and looked at her pitifully with a flat mouth, "don''t you really go back with me? I want to talk to you again. "
Shisheng smiles, "no, I have something else to do. Next time."
"All right."
After waiting for Yan Mo''s car to leave, she sent a text message to Li Guo, and soon her car appeared in front of her.
"To take you back to your dorm?" Li Xi takes a look in the rearview mirror. Although she can''t see Shi Sheng''s face from this angle, she can''t help looking at it.
Li Guo takes a thoughtful look at Shi Sheng, who is still in a low mood. "Don''t you have to go through the Fashion Park on the way back to the dormitory?"
"Well, are you going?"
When Sheng hears speech, also feel surprised, side face looks at Li Guo, "how?"
Li Guo embraces Shi Sheng''s arm, "you haven''t been to work for so long. I still have a lot of gossip to share with you. Let''s go for a walk in the Fashion Park and have a chat. "
"Where do you get so much gossip? Why don''t you go back to your dorm? " Shi Sheng was amused.
It took about an hour to get to the fashion park.
After walking in the park for a while, Shi Sheng and Li Guo found a dessert shop nearby and sat down for a rest.
"The desserts in this shop seem to be quite expensive." When Sheng looked at the price marked on the menu, he couldn''t help saying something.
Li Guo rolled a white eye, "this is the house Mo Yuqian ordered last time!"
"This is the online red shop. Everyone in our hospital knows it. You are the only one who doesn''t care about anything."
Shi Sheng is surprised. He didn''t expect Mo Yuqian to spend so much money last time.
"Ah Sheng, would you like to think about it?" Li Guo bit the spoon absently, and his eyes glanced to Shisheng from time to time.
"Think about what?"
"My brother!"
"LIGO, stop it." When Sheng raised an eye long her one eye, "you say again, I take seriously."
"I mean really, not joking!" She put down the spoon, leaned forward slightly, and looked serious.
Shi Sheng stops and looks at her in amazement. He notices her serious expression and realizes that it''s not a joke.
"We don''t fit in." Shi Sheng sighed softly, "Li Guo, you know my present situation. I don''t want to implicate big brother Li Xi."
"But..."
"Also, I have always regarded elder brother Lixi as my elder brother. I have never had any other thoughts. I can''t force my feelings. Do you understand?"
She looked at Li Guo''s eyes seriously, but she was thinking about whether some of her actions would be misunderstood. Otherwise, how could Li Guo have such an idea.
"Then you can''t live alone all the time?" Li Guo is still not reconciled, pursed his mouth, a pair of unconvinced appearance.
"Li Guo!" Shi Sheng stares at her in disbelief and interrupts her decisively.
"Ah Sheng, I really think about you."
"Not good." Shi Sheng didn''t turn his head and looked out of the glass window
She has no gu Yueqing. No, it''s not that I haven''t, it''s that Ben has never owned him. She didn''t know what else to look forward to in her life.
After listening to her words, Li Guo couldn''t calm down for a long time, and he began to regret why he made this suggestion.
She just can''t see it any more. It''s really not worth it to see Shisheng spend her whole life in love with a man she shouldn''t love.
She sighed deeply and bowed her head heavily. "I''m sorry, I won''t mention it again."
"Well, thank you. I know you do it for my good." Shisheng sighed, "it''s not too early. We have to work early tomorrow. Let''s go back to the dormitory early."
She understood that what Li Guo said today was out of concern and worry for her. All her thoughts and stories were only heard and understood by Li Guo.
As a bystander, Li Guo may really hate her and watch her struggle.
"Good." Said, Li Guo then stood up, "hoped that tomorrow will not be too busy."
When they walked out of the door of the dessert shop together, the whole sky was completely dark. Under the bright yellow street lights, people were gathering.
Just after a few steps, Sheng''s phone rings.
She took out her cell phone, a string of numbers were displayed on the screen, and the bell rang continuously, but she didn''t move any more.
When Li Guo saw that she was staring at the screen of her mobile phone and didn''t hang up or answer, she stepped forward to look at it. She only saw a string of strange numbers and didn''t mark her name. She was puzzled and asked, "whose phone is it? Why don''t you take it? "
"Gu Yueqing."
"He? Why did he call you? " Li Guo frowned and scolded in his heart: this half hearted man even dares to call Shisheng. No one is really thick skinned!
"Just hang up! Why do you answer his phone? "
"Li Guo." Shi Sheng looks at the number displayed on the screen of her mobile phone. When she hesitates, the ring suddenly stops. She feels relieved and lost.
"It''s dead. Leave him alone. Let''s go."
When Sheng just raised her foot, the phone rang again. She looked at Li Guo helplessly, hesitated for a while, and then scratched the connect key.
"I''m so determined not to change!" Li Guo sighed.
The dark night is like a thick ink that can''t be dissolved. It''s depressed and makes people feel almost breathless.
Gu Yueqing sat in the car, his left hand on the steering wheel, his cold eyes staring at the door of the hospital.
The black shirt and the dark night seemed to be integrated, which made his whole body send out a strong cold. The neckline was slightly open, and the tie seemed to have been pulled by violence. It was slanted around his neck, which made his face even more impatient.
For a whole week, Shisheng''s phone has been on standby. Restlessness and anxiety, like the rising tide of the sea, rushed to him from time to time.
His restless mood attacked his whole body and mind. Before it was time to get off work, he rushed from the office to the hospital where Shisheng worked. He waited outside the door for two hours, but did not wait for her to appear.
The neon lights on the street light up. Gu Yueqing angrily lights a cigarette and holds it in his hand. He remembers the scene of two people''s hair trigger in the office that day. When waiting for the red light at the intersection, he presses her phone number again. This time, the voice of the phone finally stops prompting the standby status.
However, until the voice prompt sounded, the soft voice did not appear.
From that day on, Shi Sheng seems to have completely disappeared from his life.
But doesn''t she want money? She deliberately took the video, but she still hasn''t got five million. Will she give up easily? He never took the checkbook with him. That day, he consciously took away the check with five million, which was sure that she would ask for money again.
Gu Yueqing doesn''t know whether this idea is self-confidence or an excuse to comfort himself. What he has to admit is that for Shi Sheng, he now finds that he doesn''t know her at all.
With the green light on, Gu Yueqing habitually glanced in the rearview mirror and saw a thin and weak figure appear on the street corner. An unknown light flashed in his cold eyes.
He quickly turned around at the corner of the street, stopped at the side of the road not far from the corner, picked up his mobile phone again, and then walked down from the car, step by step close to the familiar figure.
"Where is it?" The chilly eyes stare at a beautiful shadow near the corner in front of her. She seems to be more haggard after a week''s absence.
Outside the dessert shop at the corner of the street, Shi Sheng stands in a daze, with her mobile phone stuck to her ear. Li Guo stands beside her in a ready posture.