Chapter 38 - I have loved you in my own way - NovelsTime

I have loved you in my own way

Chapter 38

Author: 温如喧
updatedAt: 2025-05-18

She sighed, ready to sit down, but received a call from Yan Mo mo.

    "Ah Sheng! Congratulations

    Hearing Yan Mo''s bantering congratulations, Shi Sheng was surprised and said, "Congratulations? Congratulations on what? "

    "You want to keep it from me? I know all about it

    "What do you know? Mo Mo, I can''t understand what you said! "

    "Well, didn''t you go to jinyuewan with Mo Yuqian last night?"

    When Sheng Leng, "how do you know?"

    "Ha ha! Yueqing and I went to jinyuewan for dinner last night. Originally, we wanted to go to a western restaurant, but we heard that Mo Yuqian made a reservation, so we didn''t go. " Yan Mo said a few "tut tut" in a funny way. After a while, he continued: "I guess it as soon as I guess. Your Mr. Mo must propose to you."

    Shi Sheng was stunned, uneasy and worried. His heart seemed to be blocked by a stone, and he was immediately flustered.

    Gu Yueqing was there last night? In other words, he also guessed that Mo Yuqian was going to propose to her? What would he think?

    She a daydream, to Yan Mo Mo nonsense an excuse, then quickly hung up the phone.

    During the period of duty, Shi Sheng''s mind only thinks about one thing, that is to explain this thing to Gu Yueqing, and he can''t let him misunderstand that he has accepted Mo Yuqian''s proposal.

    Although at this time, she did not know why she was so anxious, whether it was for the treatment fee of the Dean, or she just did not want him to misunderstand, she even had no time to think about which of the two reasons was more important.

    After the night shift, when Shisheng came back to the community, there was silence all around him. He could only hear the sound of autumn cicadas on the tree from time to time.

    The dim yellow street lamp shines on her, and the black shadow casts on the cobblestone path ahead. After walking a few steps, her shadow is trampled by a person''s foot. She suddenly raises her head and faces Gu Yueqing''s gloomy face.

    Gu Yueqing stood in front of the apartment door, his hands behind him, his thin lips tight, and then turned around without saying a word.

    Shi Sheng was startled when he suddenly appeared in front of him. He didn''t react until he saw him turn around. Because he was dazed, he couldn''t remember whether he had asked himself to follow him just now, so he subconsciously followed him.

    Gu Yueqing, who was walking in front of her, frowned. He only felt upset after seeing her, so he turned and left. But I didn''t expect her to follow me.

    Opening the door, they went in one by one.

    He stood with his back to her in the living room, waiting for the sound of the door being closed before turning around. His bright eyes were shining in the darkness with only tiny lines of light, and his lips were pursed.

    After a moment''s absence, he remembered what he had heard in the Golden Moon Bay Hotel last night. His calm eyes suddenly became sharp, and the air around him also solidified.

    "Congratulations to you and Mo Yuqian."

    There is no light in the room, only the faint light outside is projected from the balcony. Because of the backlight, Shi Sheng can''t see the expression on his face clearly. He just feels that his mouth is slightly inclined, and his words are more like a kind of scornful irony.

    "Do you think it''s thrilling to follow me home and look forward to a wedding with another man?"

    His tone was cold, like passing through the ice with cold air, which made her body tremble slightly.

    She bit her lower lip hard, trying to suppress her hurt feelings. On the way up the stairs after him, she always thought about how to explain to him, and imagined what kind of mood he would have.

    However, she imagined his anger and made sufficient psychological preparation, but did not expect that he would ridicule himself and belittle his conduct.

    After hearing his words, Shi Sheng stubbornly doesn''t want to explain anything to him.

    Gu Yueqing stares at her tightly, he is waiting for her explanation, even if she thanks, or she refutes her words, he is willing to accept. But she just bit her lip and kept silent.

    Seeing that the bright red lip petal was bitten by her with strange paleness, he came forward to her with an arrow step.

    Shi Sheng''s back bumps into the door panel and makes a "bang". She stares at the man in front of her. The close contact burns his anger on her. The hot skin irons her cold texture and makes her shiver slightly.

    Her cold and affectionate lips pressed down, straight in, domineering and cold, without a trace of pity and emotion, her struggle for him is like a stretch of general.

    I don''t know how long later, Gu Yueqing, who was standing beside the French window on the balcony, didn''t say a word. The cigarette between his right fingers was emitting smoke.

    The vulture''s eyes are focused on Shi Sheng, who is curled up on the sofa. She hangs her head, and her empty eyes don''t focus on the ground.

    His heart was aching, like a thin rope pulling his heart. The friction between his heart and blood vessels made him feel unbearable pain. Looking at her like this, he felt chagrined at his impulse just now.

    When Sheng looked at the ground, he thought a lot about the University, Gu Yueqing, Yan Momo and the orphanage.

    Just after the pain, her heart began to empty, like a hole that would leak, and the cold wind was blowing everywhere.

    "Gu Yueqing." She spoke faintly, but did not look up at him.

    After hearing her voice, Gu Yueqing did not respond to her, but still kept the posture just to see her.

    "We''d better not meet again in the future. Thank you for the treatment fee you paid for the Dean during this period. I''ll return the money to you as soon as possible." As she said these words, her heart sank.

    As early as when Yan Mo came back, Shi Sheng had made up his mind to get rid of Gu Yue. However, they are always entangled,

    The reason is still chaotic. Again, such disconnection will only cause more harm to each other and more people will be injured.

    She can always find a way to pay for the treatment of the Dean, and she can borrow money from the bank even if it''s not enough. But Gu Yueqing and her, is must as soon as possible end urgent matter.

    "For the sake of each other, it''s better for us to get rid of everything."

    She spoke very slowly and clearly. Gu Yueqing stares at her, silent. Until the cigarette in his hand burned out, burning his fingers, burning between, he almost reflexively dropped cigarette ends.

    He tilted his head and took a look at the cigarette end which had been burnt out but still had a slight light. It seemed that some part of his body was suddenly lost. It was so empty that he wanted to reach out to catch it, but his body was too stiff to move.

    "Good."

    A moment later, he seemed to hear his own voice.

    When Sheng heard the words, he felt relieved and lost himself. She stood up from the sofa, ready to leave, but Gu Yueqing stopped.

    She raised her head and saw him walk into the room quickly without saying a word. After a long time, Gu Yueqing came out of the room when she almost suspected that she was just hearing something.

    "Here''s five million." He said and put the check in his hand on the coffee table.

    "Just take it as the compensation for you being with me in the past three years."

    In autumn, it''s time for the hospital to promote the doctor in charge. Shi Sheng is always conscientious in the hospital, and the director also recommends that she prepare for the exam.

    "Senior, I will be busy recently, so you don''t have to accompany me again." Shi Sheng said on the phone.

    Since the last time he slipped away from Jinyue Bay, the next week, Mo Yuqian returned to his usual habit. He would punch in the hospital every day to accompany her. As usual, his colleagues in the hospital gave them a look of admiration.

    In their time together, Shi Sheng is often absent-minded and always feels sorry. Until the day before yesterday, maybe Mo Yuqian mistakenly thought that she was absent-minded just because of the proposal, so he suddenly showed his mind to her again the day before yesterday.

    Hearing that he repeatedly indicated that he was willing to wait for her to forget Gu Yueqing''s words, Sheng felt heartache.

    "Never mind. I''ll wait for you in your office when you are busy."

    When she came back, she had a serious conflict in the bottom of her heart, and was soon suppressed by guilt.

    "Recently, the hospital is going to promote the doctor in charge. I need to prepare for the exam, so I need to study behind closed doors during this period." She explained.

    "So it is. Well, why didn''t you tell me such an important thing earlier?"

    "I just decided to take the exam, too."

    "I support you. How about making good preparations and inviting you to dinner after the test?"

    She replied with a smile, "I should have invited the seniors."

    "Ha ha, it''s all the same. Then study hard. I won''t disturb you any more. "

    "Well."

    She hung up and stared at her mobile phone for a long time. She didn''t know why. Suddenly, Gu Yueqing''s last words that night rang out again: "it''s just like the compensation you''ve been with me for the past three years."

    She shook her head hard in an attempt to get the sentence out of her head.

    When Li Guo came to the library, he saw her standing in front of the library door and shaking her head. The horse''s tail, which was high and high, also swung from left to right.

    "Ah Sheng, what are you doing?" She stepped forward, frowned and patted Shisheng on the shoulder. After hearing the sound, she looked at her hand with regret and thought: it seems that her strength is a little big.

    Shi Sheng''s action stops. He presses her head, which has been thrown a little dizzy by her. Seeing the strange expression on Li Guo''s face, he realizes that he has just done something embarrassing.

    Pretty face dyed a layer of crimson, she cleared the throat, "the neck is a little sour, I heard that a shake can relieve the pain."

    "Is it?" Li Guo glanced at her suspiciously.

    "Come on, let''s go in." Then she put her hand on Shi Sheng''s shoulder and raised her chin slightly towards the library door.

    "Well."

    Shi Sheng found several books on the bookshelf and began to study them seriously. In fact, she is not very interested in whether she can pass the promotion examination. The main reason is that her salary can go up a little after she is promoted to a doctor in charge.

    At the same time, she also hopes to be able to distract her attention and stop her wishful thinking with the help of test preparation.

    When she heard Gu Yueqing say that the five million yuan was used to compensate her, her heart was more painful than ever. She couldn''t tell exactly what it was like. At that moment, she had difficulty breathing.

    Even how she came back from Gu Yueqing''s home at that time, she was confused. Her steps were floating, and her body was empty and powerless, which made her feel like she was about to disappear in the world.

    By the time she really recovered, she was lying on her bed, and it was already dawn. She almost suspected that she had just had a dream, but there was a real five million check beside her bed.

    When Li Guo came over with the book, she noticed that Sheng was in a daze again. She knocked the table gently and called out in a low voice: "ah Sheng!"

    "Well?"

    Shisheng tilts his head and looks at it. Li Guo suddenly feels bad with his dull eyes.

    "Ah Sheng, what''s the matter with you?"

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