I have loved you in my own way
Chapter 98
"Mr. Mo, can we see each other?" Shi Sheng didn''t even hesitate. He made a direct appointment with Mo Yiqian.
"Yes, you can make an appointment. I''ll come over." Mo Yiqian was a little surprised. Does Shi Sheng have something important to say to him.
However, since Shi Sheng has already made an appointment with him, no matter what it is, he will certainly go to the appointment, so when Shi Sheng asked him to meet, he agreed directly.
Shi Sheng was slightly stunned for a moment, and then continued to add: "in that case, if you have time, we''ll meet at the old time cafe in the evening, OK?
"Yes." Mo Yiqian nodded on the other end of the phone. He realized that he was nodding here, but Shisheng couldn''t see him. He touched his nose unnaturally, and then continued to add: "you know, as long as I see you, I have time at any time."
"I''ll see you in the evening." Shi Sheng wanted to say something, but in the face of Mo Yiqian, she really felt some guilt in her heart, and there was nothing to say for a moment.
Before Shisheng arrived at the coffee shop, he began to feel nervous.
It''s the first time she''s ever talked about heathy.
At the moment when Shi Sheng stepped into the coffee shop, he saw Mo Yiqian arrive ahead of time. He sat in a window seat and was waving to her.
When Sheng toward him a little smile, also toward that side to walk in the past.
They ordered two cups of coffee and some snacks.
"Ah Sheng, I don''t know why you are so worried. Do you have any difficulties?"
Mo Yiqian is such a careful person. He can see every tiny expression on Shi Sheng''s face, and he can guess anything on Shi Sheng''s mind.
Of course, this is just one person.
"I... in fact, this time I ask you out, there is something I want to tell you about... The child. You must have guessed his identity."
Shi Sheng hesitated at first, but finally told Mo Yiqian.
Listen to when Sheng say so, you Mo Yi Qian''s face is also tiny a Leng.
He fixed his eyes on Shi Sheng. There was a little joy in his Inexplicable heart. Shi Sheng was willing to tell her such a big secret. Does that mean that Shi Sheng accepted him?
When Mo Yiqian is still immersed in his joy, Shi Sheng''s voice continues to add: "in fact, since you helped me go back to the restaurant to get my wallet, and then went to the orphanage, I knew that you probably had guessed it."
Mo Yiqian has a look of embarrassment on his face. He does these things because he cares too much about Shi Sheng. He wants to know everything about her, but he didn''t think that if he knew these things, he would bring any inconvenience to Shi Sheng.
"I''m... I''m sorry. Sheng hopes you don''t blame me, but don''t worry. I won''t tell anyone about it. "
"How can I blame you? Since I choose to be frank with you today, I naturally believe that you will help me hide this secret. Now I have got rid of Gu Yueqing, but I will never let him know about Xi Xi. "
When Sheng took the coffee in front of him and sipped it slightly, he said firmly.
Listen to Shi Sheng say these words, inexplicable, Mo Yi Qian even feel some heartache when Sheng.
At the moment, he wants to go over to give Shisheng a big hug and tell her that she has her own presence. Don''t think so much about it. As for the secret she wants to protect, he will never say anything.
But from Shi Sheng''s eyes, he didn''t see that Shi Sheng had something other than friendship with himself.
So in this respect, Mo Yiqian is actually a little self abased. He doesn''t want to do something so uncertain.
"What are you going to do after that? Is this the only one with a sense of hope? You''re a woman. It''s going to be hard. "
Mo Yiqian asks Shi Sheng tentatively. Shi Sheng can actually hear the implication. After all, from the beginning to now, Mo Yiqian has never been indifferent to him.
Shi Sheng shook his head slightly, and his brows were full of a stubborn look. "I''ll take Xi Xi''s life abroad and bring him up alone. It won''t drag anyone down."
"Will you come back then?" As soon as the voice fell, Mo Yiqian asked with expectation.
Shi Sheng shakes his head and looks like he is disappointed in something“ I don''t know. I may never come back. " After all, the city brought her too many sad memories.
Shi Sheng didn''t say the last sentence.
Mo Yiqian, looking at Shi Sheng''s appearance, is puzzled. His hand on his knee is slightly tight. Suddenly, he looks at Shi Sheng with firm eyes.
"Ah Sheng, let me take care of your mother and son. I will treat Xi Xi as if I were my own son. I will never let your mother and son suffer any more harm or suffering."
Suddenly listening to Mo Yiqian''s sudden words, my heart is also slightly trembling.
Holding the cup hand suddenly a tight, sitting on the seat hesitated, for a while did not know how to choose.
In fact, from all aspects, Mo Yiqian is the most suitable person.
She also believes that what Mo Yiqian said will treat Xi Xi as his own son. This sentence is true, but Shi Sheng can''t be so selfish. It''s unfair to Mo Yiqian.
An excellent person like Mo Yiqian should be suitable for finding better people instead of wasting time and energy on him.
Under all kinds of entanglement, Shi Sheng still made a decision.
With even some apologetic looking at Mo Yiqian, he said: "Mr. Mo, I want to thank you for your kindness, but I don''t want to drag you down. I think you are worth meeting better people."
As soon as Shisheng''s voice fell, a look of injury appeared on Mo Yiqian''s face.
He doesn''t seem to understand why Shi Sheng did it? Why refuse him?
"Ah Sheng, do you think my words are untrustworthy? I can swear to heaven, if there is half a lie... "
"Mr. Mo, you misunderstood me. I don''t mean that. I just don''t think I''m worth it."
Looking at Mo Yiqian''s serious face, he has to swear. Shi Sheng interrupts his words and feels more guilty.
The more mo Yiqian does this, the more she feels that she can''t agree to Mo Yiqian. Once she does this, she can''t become such a cruel person just like a woman who is using Mo Yiqian.
"Ah Sheng, why do you refuse me? You keep saying it for my good, but you never consider what I said. Your cruel refusal is not for my good at all. "
Mo Yi Qian accentuated the tone, some plead in front of Shi Sheng said.
Shi Sheng shakes his head in front of Mo Yiqian apologetically, with a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth. Gu Yueqing''s heart is half that of Mo Yiqian, so he won''t feel so bad.
"Well, Mr. Mo, let''s call it a day. It''s not too early. It''s time to go back."
Shi Sheng doesn''t want to entangle with Mo Yiqian any more. He hopes Mo Yiqian can understand as soon as possible that there will be no result for them.
After that, he stood up and took his bag to leave.
"I''ll give it to you." Mo Yiqian still does not give up, some stubborn in front of the Sheng request.
"No, I''ll take a taxi and go back. By the way, I''ll go shopping." Shi Sheng refuses Mo Yiqian, turns around and leaves the cafe resolutely.
When Sheng alone, some aimless walking in the street, this may and June days should be very hot, but the heart is like the ice in winter.
I don''t know how long I have been walking. When I look up, Sheng goes to Gu Yueqing''s downstairs.
Looking up at the past, the lights are on. It seems that Gu Yueqing should be at home. Maybe he is cooking for Yan Momo now.
In my mind, when I came home from work, Gu Yueqing would prepare a hot meal for him.
But now, this kind of gentleness is no longer for her alone, she can no longer enjoy that kind of treatment.
Take back the vision, when Sheng self mockery of shook his head, thought she had figured out, but Inexplicable heart or a spasm.
Although Gu Yueqing is still in a silent attitude, Shi Sheng should be able to guess Gu Yueqing''s mind.
From Gu Yueqing''s attitude in the hospital, Shi Sheng should know that the person who should quit in the end is himself.
After hesitating for a while under Gu Yueqing''s apartment, Shi Sheng still walks away quickly. She can no longer have any nostalgia for this place and the people here. She warns herself in her heart.
I think of Xixi in my heart. It seems that she has to take Xixi away as soon as possible. The paper can''t hold the fire. The more she stays in this city for too long, the secret will be revealed one day.
For example, if he conceals so tightly, Mo Yiqian finally knows, and Mo Yiqian can know, that doesn''t guarantee Gu Yueqing won''t know.
When Shi Sheng returns to the dormitory alone, she is still faced with the empty house. She calls Li Guo and they talk for a long time.
It seems that Li Guo is the only one who can accompany her when she is so down.
But Mingming was her best friend at first, wasn''t she?
And since this period of time, Yan Mo Mo has also been pushed off, and started to raise the fetus.
"Yueqing, I want to move in with you." In front of Gu Yueqing, Yan Mo is coquettish and asks to speak.