Chapter 93

MEI TREVOR

"… I''m not sleeping in the same bed with you!"

''Wow''

It has been hours since I''ve been arguing with Donna. She''s like a solid rock in her stance.

''Darnit''

"And what do you suggest?" I shouted back.

"Should I sleep on the cold floor?"

"… and what''s with this resort?"

"They don''t even have extra mattress!"

I could hear Donna sneered at me at that.

"And why are you complaining to me?"

"Do I own the place?"

''Gosh''

She''s really pissing me off.

"Wether you like it or not, we are sleeping together!"

And I made Donna''s eyes round with that. I know I constructed my sentence wrongly but I won''t retract it anyway.

''Hahaha''

"In your dreams!"

She eyed me right there while hugging herself as though I''m going to ravish her.

''Wow''

"Huh, what''s this?" I smirked.

"Huh…"

"This is what most straight girls'' problem is…"

"You automatically think WE WANT YOU."

"Goodness, we have taste for goddam sake!"

And with that, I know I hit a nerve.

It''s not like Donna isn''t beautiful but I''m not admitting that in her face.

''Bleh''

She snickered at me and I could tell she''s fuming in anger.

"Huh, just right back at you, you SHRIMP!"

And that … hit a nerve on me.

I surveyed my body from my toes to my busted breasts.

"Me?"

"A SHRIMP?"

I can''t possibly accept that.

Just as much as my body is to drool for, my face is to die for.

''Goodness''

"And you… BIPOLAR!" I snapped back.

And that enraged Donna even more. Her chest was rising and falling in anger.

''Hahaha''

And I''m enjoying that.

"What did you just say?"

"BIPOLAR."

I reached out a pillow and took a step backwards towards the door.

I could already feel the change in Donna''s energy, going darker.

''Hahaha''

But I''m not scared. I just felt like running away.

"BIPOLAR, BIPOLAR, BIPOLAR…"

"BIPOLAR!..." I shouted again before finally getting out the door.

[*******]

So here, I ended up in Erika and Andy''s room.

As much as I regretted barging in, I can''t really undo it anymore.

I was really sorry.

''And readers, forgive me, okay?''

So I was lying in bed with the both of them cuddling at my side.

''Damn''

I did not gave a thought before coming over in their room. I was so occupied of pissing off Donna and wanting to get some sleep that I forgot the state of my heart when it comes to Andy.

And of all time, sleep did betray me.

So I was wide awake, staring at the ceiling with the two love birds at my side.

''funny''

But it wasn''t that bad after all.

I have this feeling of fear before, that I avoided meeting Andy if possible.

A lot of Erika''s invitations were bluntly rejected by me in the past months so as not to ignite the fire I have been quenching.

I was scared that if I meet Andy even once, my buried feelings would come alive.

So it took my all when I accepted Erika''s plea of getting everyone together for a drink one night.

And again, everything wasn''t really bad as I thought it would be.

Surprisingly, it didn''t hurt anymore.

Yeah, I''m not hurt anymore.

Was it just INFATUATION?

No…

I know for myself that it was LOVE and it''s real.

You know it''s real when it hurts.

And it seriously hurts at that time that it made me devastated for a couple of months.

And now…

Guess this is what it felt like of someone who has moved on.

I know now that it''s over.

Well, it never really began but in my heart I know it did.

And now it''s over.

So I guess this is ''closure''.

Moving on isn''t easy. I''d been sad, angry, devastated but with all my might I continued to live my life without Andy and tried to erase even the thought of her.

It was hard but then... time really heals all wound.

And here I am now, I just woke up one day… not loving Andy anymore, that way.