CHAPTER 10: FINDING A MATE, IMPORTANT TALK WITH MOTHER.

" That..agh.." Seeing Fuyu hesitated to tell her Nula thought something before Fuyu again said.

" I just don’t want to get married.."

" He is being quite stubborn and there is no good to push him any further through force." Nula thought before saying.

" Look, I am not going to force anything on you Fuyu. I am just thinking for your own good but since you don’t want obey my words then as you wish. But tell me one thing what’s the reason to not get married, I mean I think kids at your age would be eger to have sex with girls why not you..? You even told you are attracted to girls.." Nula said as she do promised him not to force anything on him but she was super curious to know his reason to not get married.

" What should I tell you, it’s that spirit..I want to follow that spirit’s word so that I can reach immortal world but if I say this to you, you might not understand. " Fuyu thought but didn’t said anything, seeing him silent Nula thought to herself.

" Is it really what I am thinking..this guy..this guy is attracted towards me rather then any other girl..? No..no that’s not possible, this type of thing I only heard in some stories never saw happening in real. And come to think about it I was able to see the lust in his eyes before but when I am talking about it with him. He is rejecting this, but it was sure mating instinct I felt from him before, it’s surly isn’t what I am thinking right..? Because if it is then I need to solve it, Fuyu is like my son, and I don’t want my son to be a laughing stock in others eyes Because of me. " Nula was thinking this as she was worried Fuyu would get bullied about this if it got out so she decided to keep it secret and encourage him to find someone but slowly not rashly so she decided to end this conversation here but as she was about to get up Fuyu said.

" Mother..I.." Fuyu’s serious voice came as Nula who was about to get up froze in place.

" Yes, what happened tell me..whatever the reason is just tell. " Nula encouraged him to tell her about his worried.

" Mother, I said I just don’t want to get married it’s not like I don’t want to mate but didn’t want to married a girl. " Fuyu said truthfully what his plan and intention was.

" What..you want to do mating but not marry..? Well now I understand but why not marry and then enjoy your life..?" Nula asked, " Hah..so it’s like that, not what I was thinking thank god it’s nothing like that, my son is completely fine. " Nula’s spirit lifted up upon hearing this as she got at ease, since it was not what she was thinking because it would be disgraceful for the society.

" I told you.."

" Hmm...I understand but Fuyu you know it will cost us hefty amount of kuri( here’s currency ) to you a young girl just to mate although the amount would be less than marrying someone but giving that much kuri everytime you need to mate. It’s not suitable right..?" Nula asked as she was thinking logically. She wants him to just get married instead of wasting the goods or kuri on those things.

" That’s true but mother marring also gonna cost nearly same we need to take care and feed the girl, which gonna cost the same. " Fuyu asked as Nula narrowed her eyes.

" What do you mean..? You are still thinking of them as burden aren’t you..? Does that mean you also thinks of me as burden for you father..? Huh..tell me..?" Nula asked bit in angry face.

" No that’s not, what I mean.. Anyway forget about it and tell me is there anyway to do it for free..?" Fuyu asked.

" No there is no way, because any girl would demand kuri or goods in return to mate. So..no wait there is a way if you know someone that agrees to let you do it with her without anything then it’s different case. Is there anyone who is in your mind..?" Nula explained as she was thinking of something.

" Ah..that yeah I have." Fuyu said.

" Oh really, that’s surprising. Who is that young girl who would let you do it without demanding anything in return..?" Nula asked as she was curious.

" You.." Fuyu wishpered lightly as he was feeling bit shame don’t know why Vasana should be controlling his emotions right..?

" Wha...what do you say..? You can’t be serious right..? " Nula suddenly asked in loud voice in surprise as her mind raced.

" Oh no don’t tell me, that my suspicion was right. That’s clearly not a good thing I can’t see my son being labeled as disgusting person. "

" Yes, mother I mean I only wants to mate nothing more and you are perfect. You’re not going to demanded me anything, and I can mate with you for free right..?"

" What the fuck..are you on your right mind..? Don’t even say those things, it’s alright if you say that infront of me this once but not infront of anyone say those things. Do you know, people will start to degrading you if they find out you wanted to mate with me. It’s disgraceful for you a young boy to mate with an old woman who is nearly twice of yours age. No I can’t let that happen, even if what you say is right, I wouldn’t gonna demand anything. But the disgrace is real if it spread out you would get humiliated and bullied by others I can’t do that. So think of a other way and remember even if you only want to mate but do mating with a young girl always not a old woman like me who is no longer fertile, already married to someone and had three children. If you had asked this when I was young I might have agreed but not now. " Nula thought as she was worried that Fuyu would become a victim of bully and laughing stock and wouldn’t get any wife in future. So to save her son from embarrassed she decided to not full fill her wish. But give him a other option.

" Don’t be discouraged my baby, you want only to mate right..? I can help you, not by myself but can ask someone young to be your mate." Nula said with smile as she saw him become silent so she leaned towards him to put her palm on his cheek.

" Hmm..." Fuyu just hummed.

" Hmm..so don’t get discouraged..I will find someone for to mate even if it costs us big don’t worry. Alright..?" Nula said with motherly love as Fuyu hmmed again with a nod soon, Nula pulled him in her embrace before comforting him for sometime.