''What are you doing!? You are lying to yourself!'' Motus screamed at the top of his lungs, the tamer of his is becoming stubborn again because jomel right now is frozen on the spot.

    He is stopping his urges and take advantage of the vulnerable girl in front of him because the girl he is looking down on earlier had an expression that is similar to him, it''s like him and the original owner of this body, Francis.

    The face of endurance and determination, even though she is crying and looking pathetically weak, had an expression that is stopping him from Motus''s action, the expression he is wearing now is hopeful and she is accepting this fate so she is enduring.

    Jomel respect that, He is just a simple man, he learned what is an honor from the tikbalang general he fought in the past, and now he respects the spirit no matter what for it is, especially the fighting spirit, and this girl right now, right here has a spirit.

    ''Don''t be a hypocrite! Isn''t this what you wanted?! An adventure, ladies, and power!? And one of them is in front of you?! It is for free! And you can have her plus she is your type, you can practically do anything you fantasize to her…!'' Motus tried to sway him over by the temptation, but Jomel''s mind is as firm as his spirit because he had something that is his life rule, his boundaries!

    ''Yes, I want it but this is not the way I want it to be?! And I will stop you, even if it costs me my life…!''Jomel retorted back, he is guilty but this is outside his boundary!

    He may see himself as good or evil but he will not see himself breaking his promise! And that is the only thing that is making him endure the loneliness, the endless massacre, and the boring fight between him and the wendigo, and if he breaks it down, there is no worth of him from living!

    Fenliar and Hella are looking at this scene, they were frozen shock, the expression of the man-beast in front of them because the left side of the man-beasts face is smiling but is angry while the other one is angry too but has a serious expression and his eyes are glinting with some sort of light, the meaning of a clear determination behind it, and now they wonder what is the reason.

    Suddenly,

    "Do you have any idea what you are doing?! You will be invincible! Her power, her energy formof will energy has the power to stop anyone from using or manipulating time and space! And if you don''t take it, you will lose something precious again like your f*ckin Empterror…!!" The man-beast left side screamed out loud!

    "I don''t care! I will not believe you, you''ve been deceiving me the entire time…!" The right side replied with a high amount of anger in his tone, Jomel retorted Motus again and screamed " I will trust no one! Especially you…!!"

    "Re he he he we are a lot like each other, deep inside I know how greedy, how voracious you are and that is imprinted on your very soul and being, I like it, but what you are doing right now is foolish…! And because of that, we will die Re he he he you are rendering my evolution" After that the face of the man-beast to his left side fades away slowly.

    Jomel had taken control of his body again, he slumped down to the floor kneeling…

    Blerrghh!

    He released a high amount of blood from his mouth for some unknown reason, but deep inside is happy, It''s just a little bit painful right now, but he can make it.

    ''It''s so painful, I can''t move'' Another batch of blood came out of his mouth, and he noticed that the volume of the blood he is releasing had a lot more than the last time ''Is this what motus is saying…?''

    ''I am I going to die, just because he couldn''t complete Motus evolution…?'' he sighs, his vision is becoming more blurry and his entire body felt like it is weakening ''Whatever, it is what is then…''

    He muttered, "I, never regretted it…" He is reminiscing the past, he tried to brave his heart but it seems like being transported to another world is not an occasion to be celebrated from, all those struggles and painful moments…

    ''Is life really like this, no matter what world you are in, no matter how wonderful you think it is, is it  suffering?'' Jomel asks himself.

    He tried contacting Motus but he feels like the life of Motus is slowly fading away, his usual smile even when he is asleep, is gone, and to jomel, it is so peaceful, just like him.

    ''Are we like each other…?'' judging from the expression of Motus right now, he felt for the very first time in this life, that they are like each other, it feels like all the struggles, all those experience is the most beautiful in life.

    The process…

    ''It is the most beautiful thing in life, the process all of the process'' Jomel thought to himself seemingly convince that it is the process.

    He felt like his breathing is slowly getting shorter…

    Suddenly he heard something, it is slowly walking towards him, then she saw the shadow of the woman, but this time he can''t react even a little.

    Earlier…

    While jomel and Motus were in a heated argument,

    ''What do you think..?'' Fenliar asks.

    ''He is trying to stop his beast from doing us…'' Hella innocently answered.

    ''Oh what is this, you sound like you like the idea and the little hella is becoming lewd…'' Fenliar teased hella and continued ''So what should we do..?''

    ''I, but, they said they need to or they will die…'' Hella stuttered and is blushing and her answer sounds like a little bird, that slowly became silent before she finished.

    ''So'' Fenliar waits for her decision…

    Hella contemplated for a moment and replied ''I will do it...''