CHAPTER 341: CHAPTER 341: I LOVE YOU (115)

Shen Congmo’s eyes reddened, "If... if you really had a good reason for aborting our child..."

She least wanted his sympathy and pity.

"I didn’t have any difficulties, it’s strange, we’ve come to this point today, is there any point in discussing this now?" Long Fengxi curved her lips, "I have already put an end to all my emotions for you in my heart, and drew a full stop for myself."

Even if it’s hard to let go, one must do so.

Even if one is unwilling, one must accept it.

Even if it hurts, one has to tell themselves, what isn’t theirs can’t be forced.

"Can emotions really be controlled and ended like that?" Shen Congmo tightened his grip over her shoulders, "Feng Xi, I won’t ask anything else, I just want to ask you, did you love me when you aborted our child? Please tell me the truth, don’t hide anything from me."

Long Fengxi’s eyes filled with tears as she looked at him, "Yes, until the eve of your marriage, I still loved you. But from the moment you held a wedding ceremony with another woman, you are no longer the man that Long Fengxi could love. Cong Mo, I’m fine, you should live your own life well too. Perhaps Jin Miaomiao is the one who is most suitable for you."

The fact that they could still meet and have this conversation, Long Fengxi thought, was incredibly difficult already.

She never thought he would come to find her.

Her heart suddenly felt much lighter.

Seeing that he didn’t speak, Long Fengxi continued, "In the future, I will look for a man who truly understands me, tolerates me, and pursue my new life starting clean of you."

Shen Congmo watched her leaving the car, tears involuntarily sliding down.

...

When Long Fengxi entered the house, Lu Youyuan was about to leave.

"Why are you awake?"

"I saw lights on in the living room and your room door was open, so I thought you went out, and I was about to look for you."

Long Fengxi stood there, her eyes red, "He came to find me."

"What did he say?"

"He asked about the child. I didn’t answer him truthfully, it’s not important anymore. He’s married now and has a wife. He shouldn’t have come."

"Come inside, it’s cold outside."

Long Fengxi entered and sat on the sofa as Lu Youyuan poured her a cup of hot tea.

She took it, her hands gripping the warm cup, and suddenly her tears broke.

She leaned onto his shoulder, crying so hard she could hardly catch her breath.

Lu Youyuan patted her shoulder, "It’s all in the past, life might be a bit hard for now, but it will get better soon."

"In the future, can I still speak of happiness? Who would sincerely want me?"

"Of course, there will be someone who will like you, you don’t need to be discouraged."

Long Fengxi sat up straight and looked at him, asking with a sobbing voice, "Doctor Lu, you are so gentlemanly and gentle, so good at cooking and taking care of people, are all those women blind? Why are you still single?"

He laughed out loud, "That’s what I’m saying."

"Next time you have a blind date, I want to go with you, I will tell your date how warm a man you are and make her hold onto you tightly."

"I actually have been arranged for several blind dates by my family these few days, why don’t you come with me and see."

"Alright, it’s settled then."

She wiped the tears from her face, "Crying in front of you is a bit embarrassing."

"It’s not just this once, it’s okay, not everyone gets to see your true emotional side, I’m honored."

Long Fengxi stood up, "It’s late, I’m going back to bed to sleep, you should continue sleeping too, good night."

"Good night."