Music For My Unspoken Words.... Chase Me For Your Second Chance
Chapter 347
He will never know what he has lost because he never truly knew what he had. ---- Alfa; The ravenwolf
That scene was like a slap on Louie''s face. He still gets jealous of those lovey-dovey acts of Luna with Francois. Even though it is a normal gesture for married couples, but his heart still aches and his brain still can''t accept the present. ??
After Louie sang "When you''re gone" by Avril Lavigne, Audrey announces again that he and his band still have to sing two other songs.
Then Audrey whispered to them that Dimitri and Francois granted his wish for the other songs, but this time Audrey tells Louie that the must be not the unspoken words of regrets, but rather the unspoken words of his true and undying love to Luna that he didn''t find a time to express it. Louie nods his head and asks for a 3-minute break as he will ask his friends if they could play his two chosen songs.
At the table of the Knights, Cassie and her sisters together with their fiancées'' are just watching Louie and his friends. Then suddenly Cassie''s eyes took a glance at Luna as she reads her body language. "Louie might think that Luna already forgave him because she was civil unto him, but the real score was that Luna is studying him, studying his every move that he might do in the future. Luna''s motto was just like what Paulo Coelho said; ''Forgive but do not forget, or you will be hurt again. Forgiving changes the perspectives. Forgetting loses the lesson.'' In the eyes of everyone, they might think that she is now softening her heart, but my best friend is different, especially now that she has the HADES" Cassie cuts the silence on their table as she observes her best friend being lovey-dovey with Francois.
The Knights'' brows furrow, for they thought that Luna already forgets the past, but after hearing Cassie''s words they begun to feel pity for Louie. Luna is like a tiger, she will first observe before she attacks the opponent. It is one character that Scarlet and even Duke Lawrence taught her.
The Wu triplets remembered that when Louie signed the divorce agreement, he already shattered Luna''s heart into pieces, or maybe he didn''t think that worst scenario that time, for he was so madly fooled by Sofia. And Luna is still hoping that he will change, but the truth was, at the time, she already had these feelings that she is already shattered into pieces and she didn''t just like to accept the fact because she is still hoping she can change Louie''s perspectives towards her.
Luna was shattered into countless pieces, she tried to pick up the pieces while trying to move on. She lost herself to Louie because he made it seem safe and so easy in front of the Elders, but only to find out that it wasn''t so safe and easier just disappeared with a single phrase. We all know that "It''s over" when Luna already asks us to help her. She asks us if we could book a train ride going to another City and she will try to start anew there. She didn''t want to inform the Cheung Elders, nor ask for their help, for she knew that the friendship bond between the two Elders might be ruined by her. Luna had lost her sense of self after the divorce and who she was meant to be devastated by, but we told her that she needs to be strong and prove to Louie that she is different from what Suzy and Sofia had told him.
Louie thought he wanted something different, believed that Luna wasn''t good enough for him, he thought he was the one who deserved better. He thought that it is only Sofia that he wanted and he hurt Luna so badly, and she paid the price for that. He couldn''t have been more wrong about who she was and the strength she had he lost Luna. Especially when we informed him about Luna''s "demise" and we didn''t even inform him where we buried her ashes. Luna stopped living her life and started to stand up on her own feet and she wants to be out in the cage that Louie has built up.
After the divorce, Luna opened her eyes and see the real Louie Chen was, how monster he was, and what he wanted in his future, for Louie, Luna was an object, a toy, or a hobby. He needs Elder Chen''s inheritance, power, and position in the company and Luna was the only one who could give it up to him. Luna was the trump card of the Chen''s especially if their best friend gave birth to an heir.
But that all changed on a snowy Christmas Eve, that she cried so many times and very hard. Louie did a major favor for their best friend, by setting her free, pushing her away because he never really understood the beauty of her soul- who loved him unconditionally. Luna was just worried about the people that she will leave behind, the servants who become her family for nine months living at Villa 7 that she treated at home with them and not with Louie. Because every time Louie visits the Villa, it becomes a hell house for Luna.
The love she had known wasn''t really loved at all and it was bending to his needs in his way without getting the respect she needed. Maybe that time Luna''s love didn''t love at all, and infatuation maybe and it definitely wasn''t a two-way street. She decided that she''d rather be soul food than eye candy. Luna''s journey in marriage life that time wasn''t about becoming anything, it was about being unsuitable for everything that wasn''t really her- and never was. She''d rather be loved for her scars and flaws than admired for fake perfection, beautiful chaos instead of a blatantly boring relationship with Louie.
"Louie just can''t accept in his heart that Luna was capable of finding and deserving of so much more. Like Viscount Francois. He may set in his mind that it was only him that Luna loves and the world of Luna revolves around him. But he was wrong. Louie must admit what lies in the truth, no matter how harsh it is, instead of the lies that he had imagined that soothed his heart and mind. He just realized that true beauty isn''t about a pretty face and a nice figure, but rather it''s the depth of ones'' soul and love in your heart. And the most beautiful makeup for a woman isn''t found in a store, but in the passion of her heart, depth of her character and the allure of her soul" Jessica''s voice was heard by them as she speaks what''s on her mind.
"Luna didn''t just survive the fire, she became more than a candle in the wind as she roared like a damned wildfire a phoenix as we may say. Luckily for Luna, Louie''s mistake was her blessing, for she had found the prince charming---a king who could protect and love her deeply. It woke her up to the gorgeous possibilities that lay before and within herself. That beauty without depth is just window decor. With all her mysterious scratches and disastrous dents, she d.e.s.i.r.ed to be loved for who she truly was. And the person who d.e.s.i.r.ed her, love her and cared for she had already accepted her flaws, her past, and from the inside and out of her personality, Viscount Francois didn''t flutter an eye and look into it. All he wanted was to love her with all his heart" Alexei informs them.
Alexei stared at Louie as he was busy talking with his friends, " Louie, never really know how strong Luna was back then when they are still together because he hadn''t made the effort to truly understand and appreciate her. Louie probably won''t ever know who really Luna was or even what he wants or whether it was her or someone else, she knew he had too enveloped up his arms to care and love more about someone else than he did for Luna. And the thing about strong women like Luna? Is that she does what she has to do, she turns their pain into power and never looks back in the past. But she will make the past, her main goal to get even" Alexei said to himself as he holds Cassie''s hand and c.a.r.e.s.ses it.
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