When I proposed to go to the toy store to buy a 100,000 RPM motor, Mi Cai looked at me with some incomprehension and asked, "Is it really necessary to do this?"@@novelbin@@

"Do you think I'm being childish for competing with a kid?"

Mi Cai was silent for a while before she replied, "It's not childishness. On the contrary, I think this behavior is a disguise after despairing of life."

Mi Cai's words stunned me, and I couldn't help but recall when I had become so boring. To this day, I still remember that after breaking up with Jian Wei, I suffered from insomnia on the brink of collapse, and then used the money I won from the lottery to buy this remote control race car online. In the days that followed, I kept buying other toys. Looking back, I was desperate then. Perhaps Mi Cai was right, all the childishness and boredom were just to cover up the despair.

Feeling a sting in my heart, I subconsciously lit a cigarette for myself, took a deep puff, and then asked Mi Cai, "Why do you think so?"

After a long silence, Mi Cai answered me with a gloomy look, "Because I have experienced that kind of despair, so I learned to play the guitar and entertain myself."

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