CHAPTER 200: NYARLISSE AND NYZZORALETH

"Nyzzoraleth, where is she? Where is Shizune and what have you done to her?" I question impatiently as I invade Nyzzoraleth’s house, seeing her sitting at a table drinking something from a cup while looking at me with a mocking smile.

"Nyarlisse, why all this impatience? Moreover, have some manners, don’t invade others’ homes as if it were your own," she asks insincerely, her disgusting smile filling me with hatred.

"Where is Shizune! You didn’t return her to me! You said you were just going to talk, so why hasn’t she come back yet?" I hadn’t noticed until recently, Shizune’s presence has completely disappeared and that bothers me.

"Return? You talk like she’s an object," Nyzzoraleth says with a cynical smile on her face.

"You understood well what I meant, don’t try to distort my words, and besides, how I treat her is not something you should care about or be concerned with." Shizune is mine and the way I treat her is only for me and Shizune herself to respect.

"Ah, but I do care, after all she is my herald, so sometimes I need to choose what best benefits my servants, you understand?"

"Hmm, but if you’re really talking about your ex-girlfriend... She left you after I told her the truth, and then I sent her to another world so she could continue spreading chaos, after all she is my herald."

"And as my herald, I’m the one who commands her, I deny any relationship between you two, I won’t allow my herald to date a disgusting bitch like you," she says, putting the cup on the table.

"I’M GOING TO KILL YOU!" I rush towards her, punching her as the reality shatters, completely destroying the entire area, and she is thrown back even as she defends herself.

"HAHAHAHA, COME AT ME, NYARLISSE!" She laughs like the lunatic she is as she transforms, her body expanding while she covers the entire area, she’s in a smaller and more compact version, but it’s undoubtedly her true body.

"You damn disgusting worm." I feel the hatred taking over my body. How can Shizune believe this bitch? How can Shizune be so ungrateful to flee from me without me even having done anything?

’I should have locked that ungrateful one in a cage, it was my mistake to have let her stay free, how could I have been so foolish!’ As they say, love blinds, I let her audacity and her charms deceive me.

"...I’m not going to waste time with you." Nyzzoraleth rushes towards me, but I hold her head, pushing it back, the entire reality reverberating with her movement.

Nyzzoraleth’s current size is like a large mountain, but her true size is as if there were several planets in a line that easily span across a galaxy.

"You’re as disgusting as always, you filthy and greedy worm, don’t think I’m going to let this pass! I’M GOING TO GET HER BACK!" My hands break Nyzzoraleth’s natural armor as I change her direction, throwing her head to the side.

She begins to devour the space, entering a hole like a damn worm, while her gigantic body quickly follows her, she’s obviously just playing.

Soon she emerges from another angle and strikes me with her gigantic paw, throwing me against her body that gives me another blow, she’s so annoying to fight, soon she begins to enter holes in space.

Making it impossible to know the beginning, middle, and end of her body, she’s just making me waste time while her body completely disappears through the holes in space.

’The more time I lose, the harder it will be to find Shizune.’ Fuck the rules, I’m going after her personally now, Shizune will regret having abandoned me, she will pay dearly for letting my kindness pass.

’Cowardly and fleeing bitch.’ Nyzzoraleth has disappeared, entering a hole she created, I no longer feel her presence, and I won’t waste time pursuing her, I wouldn’t even be able to really kill her and the fight would take too long to end.

I know this is probably what she wants, she hopes I’ll lose my cool and follow her, but no, I need to be rational and use anger and hatred as fuel to hunt Shizune.

Moreover, her true form is horrible to face, this giant worm that only knows how to eat is very versatile in causing destruction and fleeing, and splitting her into pieces only generates more of these things to fight.

"..." I drift in the remaining fragments of reality, why did she abandon me? Didn’t she realize how much I loved her? Why did she choose this dark bitch Nyzzoraleth?

"You will pay dearly, you will regret irritating me, Shizune." I murmur, full of hatred, love and hatred easily go hand in hand, and now Shizune has managed it, she not only abandoned me, she betrayed me.

I showed my most vulnerable and sentimental side to her and she simply abandoned me, she trusted Nyzzoraleth more than me who was trying to take care of her.

Moreover, if she erased my mark, she must have related to Nyzzoraleth and even eaten from Nyzzoraleth’s body, she betrayed me in every possible way, how dare this lustful bitch relate to another entity?

’Nyzzoraleth will also pay, of course, she knew! It’s all her fault! She’s the one to blame for this! She’s trying to steal Shizune from me.’ She knew Shizune would accept her, she also manipulated Shizune, who was still undecided on which side to take and was under the influence of my aura.

She just deceived her to irritate me, she doesn’t even like Shizune the way I do, I’m the one who loves Shizune the most, she just wanted to cause chaos between us as if it were an amusing pastime.

I begin to take on my true form, my body expanding as I tear the space to open a path and go directly after Shizune, normally according to the rules I couldn’t go to mortal planes after something.

At most I could send an avatar, but I don’t care anymore, I don’t care about the rules, I don’t care about any of this, I only care about Shizune, I’m going to get her back and make her understand that I’m the best.

I am the only one who can have her, and she will know it for better or for worse, even if I have to make her understand it in the worst possible way, my tentacles bend the space as if crushing a door while a trail of destruction follows me.

"Nyzzoraleth won’t stop me." Nyzzoraleth made a mistake, she underestimated what I can do, she thinks I won’t be able to get Shizune back from her claws, but that’s where she’s wrong.

Chaos cannot exist in a planet where only the purest love exists, as soon as I find the damn planet where Shizune is, I will make all beings have the highest degree of pure love for everything, making this world a utopia free of chaos.

And with that, Shizune, the only one who came from the outside, will become vulnerable for me to recover her, and not even Nyzzoraleth will be able to prevent this, and if she appears to try to stop me personally, I will destroy her.

[This is an emergency order to all my heralds, those who find a cursed girl named Shizune who has connections to death and chaos must report to me immediately]

I issue a forced order to all my heralds, any of them who see Shizune will notify me, I’m done being patient, if Nyzzoraleth wants to compete, then I’ll show how foolish she was.

’I refuse to accept Shizune as her herald, Shizune is mine and only mine.’ Even if I have to break Shizune, I’ll make her lose any connection to Nyzzoraleth, this has already gone beyond just love.

It’s personal, it’s a challenge to my existence, no one abandons me and flees with my enemy as if expecting me not to go after them, even if I have to destroy entire universes, I will recover her.

I am the one who represents love itself, there is no being more suitable than me to be with Shizune, she refused my kindness and now she will only pay the price of having abandoned me as if I were disposable.

’Just wait a little, Shizune, soon I will find you and bring you back by force, and we will spend eternity rethinking your mistakes and deepening our love.’

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"Is something wrong, Shizune?" Yar asks me while I feel shivers.

"No... it’s just that... I feel that something very bad has gotten furious with me and is now trying to hunt me down, you know?" I say as Yar looks at me strangely.

"I think we can’t read horror books close to bedtime anymore," she says as if I were a child.

"Please don’t talk as if that’s the reason... it’s just a feeling, you know?" It’s like when you feel that something bad is going to happen, because of everything that’s happened to me, I’ve become somewhat good at predicting bad things like this.

"Well, don’t worry, no one’s going to hurt you here!" Yar says with conviction while I smile at her.

"Thank you, it’s just a feeling anyway, you don’t need to worry about it," I say, returning to eat my food without caring about this unpleasant feeling that something has started to pursue me.