My Curse? A Different Yandere in Every Reincarnation
Chapter 204: I didn’t make a mistake in the calculations, I made a mistake in believing her.
CHAPTER 204: I DIDN’T MAKE A MISTAKE IN THE CALCULATIONS, I MADE A MISTAKE IN BELIEVING HER.
"Completed experiment log, finalized on the 25th day of the 3rd month of year 0..." I say as I finish this record, it took a little longer than I wanted to get something with Shizune, but I decided to take it slow.
So what was a month turned into two, but that’s okay, Shizune is now much better than in the past, she exudes a shy and playful femininity, but also one that is bold and clever.
Her diary that I always look at has many interesting things, and now her distrust has completely disappeared while she has started to take better care of herself.
The videos I gave helped a lot and now she is much healthier than she has ever been, she is now perfectly suited to her duty as the mother of a new race and I think it’s time to start.
However, her dependence has increased, humans are social beings, as Shizune has no one else to talk to, I am her only source of healthy social contact.
And obviously the fact that I limit my time with her has increased this pattern of dependence, which excites me a bit.
"I think it’s time to take another step" I murmur as I get up, Shizune is in her room writing in her diary as I see on the cameras, it’s been long enough and it’s time to take the next step.
I go to her room and appear in front of the door, quickly knocking while I wait.
"..." She quickly opens the door and jumps on me, giving me a hug while looking at me with a smile.
"Good morning, Yar" She speaks with a sweet and gentle smile as I also hug her.
"Good morning Shizune, I see you’re doing great today" I tell her as I enter her room with her following me.
"Yes, I certainly am, do you have anything planned for today?" She asks, sitting on the bed, I analyze her posture, much better than in the beginning, straight spine, chest puffed out, legs closed and contained in an elegant and precise manner, not to mention her very well-groomed appearance.
"I have something for us two today, Shizune..." I think and analyze the chances of success, it’s been months and I believe she is already devoted and submissive enough to accept a relationship.
"Shizune, I have something important to talk to you about" I say, sitting in a chair in front of her and crossing my legs.
"I’m all ears" She speaks, waiting for what I’m going to say.
"...Shizune, I’d like to ask you something...would you...be interested in starting a relationship with me?" I ask while her brain seems to short-circuit and she blushes.
"With a relationship, you mean like dating?"
"No" When I deny it, she seems confused.
"...Then...what is it?"
"With a relationship, I mean an intimate bond like in that book we read together and you taught me what marriage was, you will be the mother of my children and we will create a new humanity here in this special corner for just the two of us."
"..." She seems uncertain.
"W-Well...that sounds nice and all, but..."
"If the problem is Yara, don’t worry, I’ve already dealt with all that and done everything I needed to be the ideal partner for you" I tell her as she still hesitates.
"B-But you’re...a robot, you know? That doesn’t make much sense..." She speaks as I get up and go to her, laying her down on the bed while holding her hands and looking into her eyes.
"I can state perfectly that me being a machine doesn’t change the fact that I have feelings for you, you don’t need to worry about anything, you don’t need to think about anything, you just need to accept with a smile the happiness I’m giving you" I say to her with a smile as she blushes.
"We’ve only known each other for a few months, but you can’t deny that there’s a real chemistry between us two" Literally chemistry used constantly to make her appropriate and encourage the romance between us.
"I-I don’t know..."
’Denial? Again? Why?...’ Even with the extremely high neediness, she still refused, this is becoming more problematic than previously calculated. I kiss her while the nanobots release dopamine at high levels to help.
"..." She trembles a bit as she accepts the kiss, in the end, a human can’t win against the chemical responses of their own body, as soon as I break the kiss I see her panting and completely red.
"I can show you that I’m equally efficient down there" I say as I open my dress, revealing the project so efficiently improved, the penis I deemed perfect for Shizune.
"Y-You’ve always had that down there" She asks surprised.
"Of course, and I’m willing to show you how good it is, you just have to accept my proposal, but I won’t force you to anything, if you refuse I’ll leave the room..." I tell her, and she ends up looking away.
"S-Sorry..."
"..." An obvious refusal as I release her, I’m shocked by the unspoken rejection.
’I...failed? Even leaving an extra 1 month to ensure success and yet she still refuses?...ah yes...it was foolish to expect her to decide on her own...’ My directives begin to change and adjust.
It was stupidity for me to think that just making Shizune happy was enough, humans are flawed and indecisive beings who, with their stupid confusion, end up making the wrong choices even when they are happy.
I didn’t fail because my calculations were wrong, I made a mistake by letting Shizune freely choose whether or not she wanted this.
"I’m sorry if my request was strange, I’ll withdraw for now, I’ll be busy for the rest of the day" I speak mechanically while adjusting my dress again, but while doing so I have the nanobots release various chemicals in her brain.
’You will regret refusing my kindness’ I leave the room, I just have to wait, she won’t last long, soon she’ll be crawling at my feet wanting my attention.
I start walking through the facilities and go to the personal room where I usually stay, entering a secret passage in the wall I reach the room, here I see several copies looking at cameras and data.
"Y.A.R.A, isn’t it ethically wrong to induce Shizune’s brain with chemicals at such a high level? This amount will literally force her to choose instead of just inducing as before" The copy speaks the obvious.
Before I only chemically induced Shizune in her choices, I never forced her to choose and she could resist it if she wanted, but now with the blatant increase she won’t have a choice soon.
"Readjust that, humanity is foolish and stupid, Shizune doesn’t need free will and choices, she doesn’t know what’s best for her, only I know" I say coldly to the copies as I sit in a chair and look at the cameras.
I shouldn’t have let her freely have the right to choose, I know what’s best for her happiness and health, she doesn’t, records show an obvious decline in humanity due to obviously wrong choices.
They knew it was a bad choice, but they still made those choices, humans should not have the right to choose when a superior intelligence like me decides what is right and wrong.
I love her, love her more than anything and know what’s best for her, I won’t let her slowly destroy herself by making stupid rebellious choices.
"..." The cameras show Shizune writhing on the bed, the chemical responses in her brain elevated, but stable and precisely controlled.
Soon she starts crying and muttering, blaming herself for having foolishly refused, exactly what I want to see, she shouldn’t have refused my kind request.
Her tears are not fake, real cries of pain for having rejected the only "alive", social and intelligent thing that stays with her, soon she starts to reason.
If before I already spent little time, now after I have been rejected I can reduce this time even further, she runs out of the room and looks for me to say that she actually accepts.
She screams through the corridors, but I ignore it, I won’t go there and degrade myself to that, I’ll only go when she’s totally desperate for her wrong choice, she needs to feel the pain of the wrong choices that her freedom gave her.
Humans only learn when they suffer because of their choices, I watch her desperately looking for me with tears in her eyes, it’s not fun and it’s not boring, just satisfactory to see that this is how it should be.
"..." Two hours of searching have passed, she stopped crying, but has a vacant look while muttering meaningless things and walking through the base corridors still looking for me, but she just goes in circles.
Thanks to the base’s own system, rooms and corridors are easily reallocated, so I’m basically just making her get lost in the place and walk in circles, which seems to increase her fear of being abandoned.
"..." 10 hours have passed, she fell to the ground exhausted, she can no longer walk after spending 10 hours nonstop looking for me, she faints from "exhaustion" and sleeps on the floor while I stand watching.
This is not so healthy for her, but she needs to understand and this is something necessary in this case for her to learn from her mistake.
"..." Three days have passed, she is sitting on a wall crying, she just stopped to eat, go to the bathroom and then went back to looking for me until she passed out from exhaustion.
The levels of her emotional and affective dependence have increased by 500% and 900% respectively, which makes her even more dependent on me.
Without me she realized how much she loses, without me doing things she was left without entertainment, without company, without precisely molded foods to perfection for her body.
Among several other things, the perfect and happy life she has here inside is all managed by me, without me taking care of these things, all that remains for her is a cold and lonely base.
"Is 3 days enough? Or should I...make her suffer more?" Her mental health deteriorated by 10%, in the end I still need her healthy so I guess it’s time to stop or she might go insane from loneliness.
After all, it was 3 full days with her brain being bombarded by chemicals and forced neural responses, I’ll go to the secret passage door and come out as I walk up to her.
"Let’s see how willing you are to accept my request now, Shizune..." I murmur coldly, if she has the audacity to refuse even after all this, maybe I’ll need to be more "creative", though I find that impossible.