CHAPTER 239: END

"Do you like this, Shizune?" Nyar asks me hopefully as she offers me a beautiful plate of food.

"Yes, it’s delicious..." I say as I eat. After hours of sex, she becomes gentle and peaceful like this. The sense of connection in our carnal relationship seems to be something that helps her.

"Hey, Nyar, have you already got my present for me?" I ask, and she avoids my gaze, but nods.

"Yes, I did it, it will arrive soon..." She speaks not so enthusiastically, but it was my request, and she only accepted it to try to gain affection.

"Great," I say with a smile. I made a very specific request to Nyar, and she said she would do it, but it would take time. The request I made was to gain a student.

But not just any student, but an old friend that I would like to give a new life Lyuei, the friend I had to kill with my own hands, of course, it’s been a long time.

Her soul has "reset," she no longer has any memories, but I want to give her a life as my student, and thus I will make her one of my heralds, and not just any herald, but one of the closest ones.

Nyar didn’t even get jealous, because she firmly believes that I will never betray her, and she’s right, we’re married and I share my life with her forever.

I learned from past mistakes, so I obviously won’t make such a mistake again. Our relationship is complex, but functional to the extent it can be.

"Thank you so much, Nyar," I say, going to her and hugging her, which practically makes her melt in my arms with pleasure.

"I’m glad you liked it," She says, hugging me tightly as if she never wants to let me go. Since I’m short, her breasts are above my head.

"Can I go now?" I ask, and she lets me go without any real desire to do so. Soon I start walking to go to my garden.

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"Okay, Lyuei, do you understand?" A maid says, and I nod.

"Yes, I understand, boss," I say rigidly, but with enthusiasm in my voice. I heard that I will be the apprentice of my own life, and when I received this news, I was so excited that I didn’t sleep for days.

"Okay, then put on these clothes here. You need to understand some rules before going. First, Miss Shizune, who will now be your master, is a calm girl who prefers silence," She says as I take the clothes and start to get dressed.

"So no mess, behave properly. Second, Miss Shizune is married to Miss Nyarlisse, which means that if you make a mistake, Miss Nyarlisse will punish you severely."

"Third, never be rebellious! You are going with the function of learning and becoming a herald of your own life, an important task that will automatically make you a goddess of life, so please be responsible."

"I know, I know, boss. I won’t cause any trouble," I say seriously. I know how important all this is, and I will be very careful without a shadow of a doubt. I don’t want to cause problems.

I don’t know why my own life chose me as a herald, but I take it very seriously. It’s an honor that I don’t deserve, but I’ll do my best to deserve it.

"It’s good that you know..." The maid looks around, seeing that no one is watching, and pats my head.

"I’m proud of you, little one. Being called by those at the top is an incredible thing. I wish you a prosperous future."

"Oh, boss, you’re so sweet and..."

"Now go away!! Hurry up before I kick your butt there!" She cuts off my speech, hiding her feelings and showing the same tough image I’m used to.

"O-Okay, boss! I’m going right away!" I say, starting to run quickly and entering a door. As soon as I enter it, I appear in the house of Nyarlisse-sama, who is the wife of my new master.

"...Is this the house?" I appear in a very elegant house, and I immediately see a being with a chilling aura.

"So it’s you..." She speaks only that while I look at the ground with fear. Her judgmental gaze is heavy. I feel as if thousands of planets are being placed on my back.

"...N-N-Nyarlisse-sama, I’m Lyuei," I bow, lowering my head.

"I know who you are. Come on, Shizune is ’excited’ to see you," She speaks as she starts walking. She doesn’t seem to like me much.

"What do you think about serving Shizune?" She asks me.

"A-Ah, I think it’s amazing!" I say excitedly.

"Great, then would you like to be with her romantically?"

"Never!!!" I speak quickly.

"Shizune-sama is life, and besides, she is your wife. I would never commit such a sacrilege, Nyarlisse-sama," I say seriously, and this reduces the weight on me.

"That’s good, I like that you know your place. Shizune is my wife, so if you mess up, make her sad, or try to tempt her in a bad way, I’ll kill you. I swear I’ll make you wish you never existed," She speaks with a sinister tone that makes my body shiver completely.

"U-Understood," I say, trying not to attract more hatred. Soon I notice her stopping in front of a door.

"This is my wife’s garden. If she’s not with me, not in the kitchen, and not in the office, then she’ll be under the tree in the center of the garden. You can go, I’m busy now..." Nyarlisse-sama speaks as she leaves.

Already excited, I open the door and go skipping to the place where my new master will be, and as I approach, I see a beautiful girl with black and green hair. She looks at me, and I see her two different-colored eyes one a vivid green and the other a dark, lifeless black. The girl gives me a gentle smile.

"Good morning, you’re Lyuei, right? Come, I’m working, but I think we can introduce ourselves," She speaks, and I quickly approach.

"Master, thank you for choosing me," I bow to her, thanking her.

"..."

"There’s no need to be so serious, Lyuei. Just...treat me like an old friend. I’m happy to have you here," When she says this, I look into her eyes, and they have a good shine.

"Me too, I’m very happy to be here," I say with a smile, ready to embark on a journey with my new master.

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The End...

Note from Galaxy: So I would like to explain a few things. This is the end of the work, as you can see, and I have things I need to clarify.

First about this ending, I know the ending may seem a bit "bad" for some, as if the work started confusing, continued confusing, and ended confusing.

However, there are reasons for this, and explanations I need to give. First, I apologize if you made it this far and feel that it was not worth your time. I admit that the idea of the work is better than the way I executed it.

It happens that I made a mistake in one thing when making the work, I failed to add "continuity" correctly. It happens that most of the worlds did not have time to really have development.

Each world would need at least 40 to 60 Chapters to have a good real development, but considering the theme of switching worlds along with the fact that someone is always killing Shizune, it was difficult to delve into a world when it would soon disappear.

And that’s why the work focuses more on the message itself, and I admit that maybe I didn’t deliver the message in the right way.

This work aims to show something about the life of everyone in general. It shows one thing how actions sometimes have consequences that are simply unequal.

Even the smallest of actions, whether for good or for bad, can generate a huge catastrophe that affects those close to you or even more than that.

Of course, it doesn’t necessarily mean that if you betray someone, that person will turn out to be a cosmic being who will curse you. It’s just that a single action of yours can generate results that you don’t want.

Undeniably, as confusing as the work may have been during its course, it always maintained an essence. Each of Shizune’s actions generated a reaction, and often a reaction that she didn’t want.

Even if she did good or bad, in the end, for "life" itself, actions, regardless of whether they are good or bad, always generated a consequence, and this consequence is not always fair or your choice.

And that’s why they say there is no perfect plan, because life is uncertain, and this was the message the work was supposed to convey, showing how each of Shizune’s actions generated something she didn’t want.

Of course, the message was buried in some silly mistakes I made, but I don’t hate what I did. The novel may not be what I expected, but it’s through mistakes that we learn.

Thanks to this novel, I learned some new things, and I thank everyone who accompanied me and dedicated their time. I will use what I learned to improve in future works.

I hope this message of mine helps clarify some things about everything that happened during the time this work tried to deliver.

I know that for many, Shizune ending up in Yui’s place while marrying Nyarlisse and gaining Lyuei as a disciple may seem absurdly random and even stupid.

But there is a context for all of this. First, Shizune being the new life is like a symbol of "exchange." Her curse is no longer to die and reincarnate with someone obsessed with her, but now to have eternal life while dealing with her choices in a better way.

While she ends up with Nyarlisse, it shows how for some people, the pain of an act masks the pain of other things, so her choice to stay with Nyarlisse starts more as a form of self-punishment.

The last Chapter ending with her gaining Lyuei as a disciple symbolizes a new "attempt." I once heard that failure is our greatest teacher, and although I don’t remember exactly who told me that, I remember the lesson.

Shizune is literally someone full of wrong choices, someone who made many mistakes throughout the work, and now it’s time for her to teach another, to teach about how the mistakes shaped her and how not to commit exactly the same mistakes.

And of course, the fact that Sayuri doesn’t have a "real" punishment symbolizes how life is not always really fair and that those who commit the mistake sometimes get away without any notable punishment.

Well...I think that’s it for the explanation here. I sincerely thank everyone who didn’t abandon the work and made it here. I hope this work has at least helped to pass your time as something that entertained you.