h4Chapter 330: Chapter 330 Anxiety and Fear/h4

Gu Qixiao didn’t want things to end up like this either.

But for some reason, he just couldn’t stop thinking about it.

It was as if Ji Yu was the one in this rtionship who could leave at any moment.

Ji Yu found it rather helpless, "Gu Qixiao, shouldn’t you have a bit more confidence? You probably have more than a few admirers yourself, so why do you act so insecure? I will stay by your side. Even when I recover my memories, I will still love you."

Gu Qixiao was clearly an amazing person—so why did he seem so different when it came to love?

"I just feel like I let you down before. That matter has always been my fault." If only he’d known back then that Ji Yu was his wife and pregnant with his child, how could he have given up so easily?

Thinking about it now, there’s still a lingering sense of guilt in his heart. It’s something he can’t quite shake.

"I want you to live well. Gu Qixiao, you didn’t owe me anything. Back then, we had no feelings for each other. How could such a situation lead to us being together?"

Ji Yu didn’t think that this was ever about anyone owing anyone. At least, deep inside, Ji Yu didn’t me Gu Qixiao.

"If I genuinely felt ufortable, how could I possibly be with you? I’m not the type to seek pain."

She knew that in her lost memories, she must have loved Gu Qixiao too. Otherwise, it wouldn’t be possible to feel that overwhelming connection the moment she saw him again.

"Gu Qixiao, you have to believe in our rtionship. Just because I’ve lost my memory doesn’t mean I’m not the same Ji Yu. What you’re seeing now is the truest version of me."

This wasn’t something that could possibly change.

Ji Yu looked at Gu Qixiao, and suddenly, Gu Qixiao felt like his past self might genuinely have been a little foolish.

"Looks like you still have a lot to learn when ites to this. Otherwise, with thoughts like these, who knows when you’ll start self-inflicting emotional pain."

It was her first time encountering someone like Gu Qixiao.

Gu Qixiao couldn’t help but smile, "I’ll do as you say."

After this little incident, the two of them seemed to gain a clearer understanding of each other’s personalities.

That afternoon, Ji Yu still had to go to Congxin, so after chatting with Gu Qixiao for a bit, she left.

The people at Congxin were practically overjoyed seeing Ji Yu return.

"Sister Yu, you’re finally back! You have no idea how worried I’ve been about you during this time." Tian was visibly relieved upon seeing Ji Yu. God knows how anxious he’d been since she hadn’t returned.

"I’m back." Ji Yu didn’t have deep impressions of them, but seeing them brought a natural smile to her face. Perhaps it was because that sense of familiarity simply couldn’t be wiped away.

"Sister Yu, what happened to you during this time? Didn’t you say that even if you went out, you’de back regrly?"

Ever since Ji Yu disappeared, everyone at Congxin had been on edge. Now that she was back, they finally felt reassured.

"I went through some unpleasant things, but I’ve recovered now. Can’t you tell there’s nothing wrong with me?"

She knew her rtionship with Tian was fairly good, so she decided to be upfront about her amnesia.

"My professional skills are still intact, but there are many things I just don’t remember."

Tian was visibly shocked. He hadn’t imagined that Ji Yu had lost her memory.

"What’s the n now? Sister Yu, I think you shouldn’t tell everyone about your amnesia. During the time you weren’t here, people were already anxious and uncertain."

If the amnesia were revealed, it might cause even more panic, or worse, make people suspect Ji Yu might havepletely forgotten the past.

Ji Yu hadn’t intended to broadcast her amnesia to everyone anyway. She simply understood that with someone as close to her as Tian, it was better to be honest—he’d surely figure it out eventually.

"I’ll need your help keeping it a secret. Over the next while, I need to get familiar with things here again, so I can blend in smoothly." She was here to find reliable allies and familiarize herself with the hospital, so everything could proceed more efficiently.

Naturally, Tian couldn’t refuse her.

"Sister Yu, just leave this to me. In the meantime, you can shadow me and explore the ce. Honestly, most people here don’t really dare approach you."

Ji Yu wasn’t too surprised at this and figured her position here must still be quite formidable.

"Sister Yu, does President Gu know about your amnesia? If he does, he must feel devastated—he waited for you for so long only to hear this news."

Tian also understood just how deep their rtionship went, and to have such a situation arise was surely unforeseen.

"He knows about my amnesia, but it’s not as bad as you’re imagining. Actually, this could be a chance for us to be even better. It might even serve as a fresh start for us."

Ji Yu didn’t think the situation was all doom and gloom. She had already had a good talk with Gu Qixiao. As long as theymunicated openly, there wouldn’t be any issue.

"That’s good to hear." Tian had been nervous for their rtionship but finally rxed after hearing this.

"Sister Yu, you and President Gu must not let this issuee between you. It took so much to bring you two together, and even if it’s a fresh start, there can’t be any distance caused by the amnesia."

It’d been such a long and hard journey for them to be together. To break apart because of amnesia would be too tragic.

Ji Yu chuckled, "I’ve been thinking about this a lot. In my heart, I feel familiar with him. I just don’t remember the things we’ve been through before."

Since she couldn’t recall the past, instead of searching for lost memories, she’d rather create new ones. Didn’t things feel pretty good the way they were now?

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"It’s good you’ve thought it through. Honestly, I was just worried something might happen to youter. Fortunately, your mindset seems pretty stable right now."

Tian still found Ji Yu’s amnesia rather shocking.

"Whether I remember the past is something that can only happen naturally. I just want to create some beautiful new memories."