strongChapter 903: Chapter 603: Sorrowful Heart, Fleeting Moments, Lasting Affection (29)/strong

    That night, Yang Su intended to give herself to Chang Linsheng, but he stopped at thest moment!

    He held Yang Su deeply, inhaling the scent of her body, closing his eyes. He said, “Susu, you are too good, so good that I’m afraid to enjoy it!”

    Yang Su bit her lip, her face blushing and aggrieved. If she was good, then enjoy her, what was he afraid of? What was he afraid of?

    Yang Su was not opposed to having a rtionship before marriage. She felt that whether such things happen or not was rted to feelings, not marriage.

    If they truly love each other and are sincere, wanting to give each other a lifetime, then why restrain? Love should be free, should be spontaneous!

    Of course, if she decided to give herself, she would definitely think thoroughly and trust this manpletely. Otherwise, no matter how much love, she wouldn’t do it!

    Besides, Yang Su faintly felt that Chang Linsheng seemed to still have unresolved issues, like what Chu Qing mentioned about that “child”!

    Does he not know, or is he hiding it to avoid hurting her?

    Yang Su leaned into Chang Linsheng’s embrace, her body curling up, feeling extremely peaceful with the touch of their skin!

    She held his hand and asked, “Chang Linsheng, I want to be with you for a lifetime. What about you? Do you want to be with me for a lifetime?”

    Chang Linsheng listened and smiled with pursed lips, tightening the arm holding her, “Fool, since I’ve chosen to divorce ande to you, it naturally means I want to be with you for a lifetime. If I only desire a fleeting moment, even if I’m married, I could still coax you into my bed! Do you believe it?”

    Yang Su furrowed her brows, “Why is it that men’s thoughts are so impure, being with a woman always leads to… the bed! There are many things men and women can do together, that… thing isn’t necessary!”

    “Of course it’s necessary!”

    “Then why do you…”

    Why not touch me?

    Yang Su pouted her lips, her face rosy, and stopped her words!

    But without asking, Chang Linsheng knew, he sighed and held her tighter.

    Actually, he really wished he could have her right now,pletely have her, make her a part of him, but he couldn’t be so selfish!

    Until he’s 100 percent sure he can marry her, he can’t touch her!

    She can be impulsive at a young age, he is thirty-three, a mature man, he can’t!

    “Susu, in a while, I’ll visit your parents!” Chang Linsheng said.

    “Ah?” Yang Su was a bit stunned, looked up at him, “Why are you in such a hurry?”

    Chang Linsheng said, “I’m naturally in a hurry, afraid I’ll miss you, won’t find another as silly as you!”

    Yang Su: “…”

    Darn, what does he mean, she’s silly? How is she silly?

    Yang Su released his hand, reached out and pinched his neck, naturally not really pinching, but the momentum was strong.

    She gritted her teeth, “Exin clearly, how am I silly? How?”

    Chang Linsheng didn’t speak, just looked at her with a smile, that smilebined with his extremely handsome face, was irresistibly charming!

    Yang Su couldn’t help herself, her mouth went up to bite him, but the man quickly turned the tables!

    Yang Su knew what he wanted to do, her heart was incredibly tense, but she didn’t stop him, instead, bravely…held tight!

    Then, she heard Chang Linsheng’s low, unbearable voice. She was a bit worried and quickly asked, “What’s wrong? Did I hurt you?”

    Chang Linsheng kissed her nose tip and said, “It’s toofortable!”

    Yang Su: “…”

    Her dark eyes trembled, and she spoke with a blush, “Actually, Chang Linsheng, you can…”

    “Shh—little girl! Don’t tempt me!” He pecked her lips gently and said, “I really might not be able to resist!”

    Yang Su returned his kiss and actually already saw how strong this man’s resistance is!

    Many men, not to mention facing someone they don’t love, as long as it’s a woman, under such stimting temptation, would definitely go for it!

    Chang Linsheng, he is different.

    He’s a good man, enduring for many years, never dependent on love or marriage,ter not believing in love or needing marriage.

    His change of thought was all because of that woman he actually didn’t love, yet lived as husband and wife for eleven years!

    Chu Qing!

    Yang Su suddenly felt very resentful toward Chu Qing!

    Especially resentful!

    She didn’t know what kind of feeling she had, dodged his lips, and bravely said, “Chang Linsheng, let’s do it! I want to be your woman!”

    “Susu…”

    Chang Linsheng panted lightly, sweat dripping from his forehead, he was in deep agony, agonizingly painful!

    “I want to marry you, in this life, I just want to marry you. Unless you don’t want to marry me. You don’t love me…”

    “No, I love you!”

    The man stared at her, his gaze deep and bright, he paused for a moment, Love, a word he once thought he’d never say in his lifetime, he said it today!

    True feelings, from the heart!

    He indeed loves her, loves her deeply, can’t express that feeling, but he just loves her!

    “I love you too, Chang Linsheng, I love you too…um…”

    Before he could speak, he leaned down and sealed her lips, starting to kiss her fiercely!

    In this regard, she knew nothing, nor did she know what to do. She was very nervous, extremely nervous!

    But at the same time, she was filled with anticipation because she truly loved him so much, without even knowing why. She couldn’t figure it out, nor did she want to!

    Anyway, she had fallen in love, and there was no forgetting it!

    She wanted to give him everything, and also wanted to receive his everything, to meld into one, to be one person!

    Yang Su was fully prepared, and perhaps Chang Linsheng had also made all the preparations in the shortest time. They thought that night would be different for both of them, but in reality, it wasn’t.

    The reason came from a phone call. The call was for Chang Linsheng.

    Initially, the two of them nned to ignore it, but the phone kept ringing persistently. Eventually, Chang Linsheng gave in, got up, put on a bathrobe, and went to get the phone!

    Seeing the number, his dark eyes turned a shade deeper. He told Yang Su it was a work call, and he would take it in the study room!

    After that, Yang Su waited in embarrassment for him to return. The passion previously aroused by the man cooled down little by little. Waiting and waiting, she got bored and started browsing Weibo to read the news!

    Until finally, unable to bear the fatigue, she fell asleep!

    (Why was she fatigued? The only exnation is that forey is also very physically exhausting! →_→)

    Chang Linsheng returned an hourter and found Yang Su sleeping soundly on the bed. He walked over, turned off the overhead light, leaving only a dim wallmp, pulled up the nket, and got into bed, carefully holding Yang Su in his arms!

    Yang Su obediently snuggled into his embrace, her warm breath fanning his neck. Chang Linsheng took a deep breath, trying to calm down, and fell asleep holding her!

    …

    The next day, when Yang Su woke up, she instinctively stretchedzily. There was no one beside her. She frowned slightly and suddenly opened her eyes wide.

    At that moment, she had already been dressed in pajamas — that man was rather considerate!

    But it seemed likest night they didn’t… go through with it?

    Damn it!

    Yang Su pinched herself, feeling utterly annoyed!

    At such an important moment, how could she just fall asleep like that!

    Oh my god, when exactly did she fall asleep? Why didn’t she have any impression at all!

    Yang Su quickly got up. She didn’t bother to wash up and headed straight for the living room and, sure enough, found Chang Linsheng in the kitchen!

    Yang Su felt a bit embarrassed. Although she had agreed to take care of breakfast and dinner when she moved in, he had been doing all the cooking!

    Chang Linsheng nced at his watch, his beautiful eyebrows frowning, “Darn, you woke up ten minutes earlier than I expected, and breakfast isn’t ready yet. What should we do?”

    “…” How could he even predict when she would wake up? (⊙o⊙)

    Yang Su cleared her throat, “…Uh, it’s okay, I haven’t washed up yet!”

    “Oh!” Chang Linsheng pursed his lips, “I see!”

    Yang Su: “…”

    Conflicted, she really wanted to ask him when she fell asleepst night.

    In her impression, it was at least twenty minutes after he left because she still had some memory before that, but after that, there was nothing!

    But if she asked, would Chang Linsheng think she was really looking forward to doing that with him?

    After pondering for a bit, she decided to just let it go!

    Yang Su turned around, preparing to go back and wash up!

    “By the way!”

    Suddenly, a voice came from behind, it was Chang Linsheng!

    Yang Su turned her head to look at him, “…What’s up?”

    “Last night, I’m really sorry…”

    Yang Su: “…”

    It was clearly she who fell asleep waiting for him, so why was he apologizing?

    Could it be that he was apologizing for not making her his woman? Ahem!

    Yang Su blushed, quickly waving her hand, “It’s okay, it’s okay, no need to apologize. This kind of thing, well, maybe it’s all about fate. Fate hasn’t arrived, that’s all…”

    After saying that, she ran off quickly with a red face!

    Chang Linsheng: “…”

    …

    When Yang Su came out again, she had changed out of her pajamas and into her home cotton clothes!

    Chang Linsheng ced the dishes on the table and said to her, “Hurry and eat. There’s a bit of snow umtion outside today, but the sun is out. By noon, it should mostly melt, so we need to hurry!”

    Huh? Yang Su was stunned for a moment, only then remembering it had snowedst night, and quite a lot!

    Thinking of this, she hurried to the balcony. As she opened the door, she eximed, “Wow”, a world of white met her eyes. Although it was a bit thin, the world had truly turned white!

    Chang Linsheng frowned, “It’s cold outside,e in quickly!”

    Yang Su turned her head, her big eyes shining with a bright ck light, her face flushed, and she said, “Chang Linsheng, what a beautiful world, a white world, I really like it!”