This sentence pierced Lin Haihai''s heart like a sharp blade. She was torn by pain before she could think. Her mind was empty, and there was only one sentence left: I have nothing to do with you! I have nothing to do with you anymore

    She turned numbly and saw his distant back. He had nothing to do with her anymore? Is he about to fade out of her life? She was in great pain. On the bright and clean road behind him, drops of red blood were scattered, just like the red plum blossoms in ice and snow. It was dazzling and frightening red! She can''t stand the severe pain. She has the impulse to die for the first time. Yang shaolun, are you hating me? How can you hate me? I really want to go with you! She said in a low voice, accompanied by a series of hot tears.

    She went out numbly, walked all the time, and had nothing to rely on in her heart. How many of these floating beings are related to her? She gave up her favorite man for the sake of the people all over the world. People who knew her greeted her on the road. She smiled. She could give a smile to a stranger. He was the only one. There was nothing else but silence. Is there really such a difficult problem between them, or does she have no confidence in him? From the beginning, I didn''t believe that he had the ability to handle it well, so I repeatedly chose to avoid concessions. If I disclosed the fact that she had been retired early in the morning before Lao Liu didn''t care about her, now everything is different. Today''s things are all caused by her indecision. What right does she have to complain about his irrationality?

    "Dr. Lin!" A cold call rang out in front of him. Lin Haihai subconsciously looked up. It was Nangong Zixuan. The disgust in her eyes did not decrease. She looked at him blankly and didn''t say a word.

    Nangong Zixuan looked at her strangely. Her body exuded strong sadness, enveloping her whole person in sadness. Is it an illusion? Or is she acting? He''s not sure!

    "Nangong Zixuan, I hate it, don''t I?" She suddenly asked, looking at him, her wet eyelashes rolled up slightly, and there was a growing fog in her eyes.

    Nangong Zixuan''s heart was hit violently, and he stared at her, but he didn''t know how to answer.

    Lin Haihai raised a sad smile on his lips, "I hate it very much. I''m the most hated woman in the world. However, I want to tell him that I really love him, love him very much, lose him, my heart will be very painful, so painful that I don''t know how to breathe, but I can''t tell him. Do you know why? Because I am a vain woman. In addition to loving him, I also love the support of the people for me. There are many things I can''t let go of. I can''t walk away. I thought love was not the whole of life, but why did I lose my heart and my chest was empty because I lost him? Do you look down on me because I am greedy for all the vanity of the world? " Hot tears fell out of her eyes, and she didn''t stretch out her hand to wipe it. Her heart was paralyzed, and then tingled again.

    Nangong Zixuan was completely shocked. Looking at the uncontrollable sadness in her eyes, she felt a burst of sadness in her heart, and her voice softened: "are you okay?"

    Lin Haihai smiled bitterly, didn''t answer, and walked forward slowly. She was so depressed that she said that to a stranger, who had always been biased against her.

    Nangong Zixuan followed her, and Lin Haihai ignored it. She wanted to find a place where she could be sad at will. But she can''t find it. It''s like there are people in the world. She can''t find a place to be alone.

    Nangong saw her mind and said, "come with me!" Then, regardless of whether she promised or not, she pulled up her sleeves and left. She didn''t resist and followed him foolishly!

    Through the deep streets and narrow alleys, a unique manor appeared in front of her. Nangong Zixuan looked at her with a judgment in her eyes, "what kind of person are you? I don''t say anything. Maybe I will have a chance to see your true face in the future. Just now, I think you need a place to vent your grievances. This other courtyard is empty, You can stay inside until you want to leave! " With that, he opened the door and made an invitation gesture to Lin Haihai!

    Lin Haihai smiled sadly and said, "thank you, but I''m well, and I don''t have any grievances in my heart. I''m responsible for everything!"

    Nangong looked at her strangely and hesitated for a while. "In fact, the vanity in the world is really not worth nostalgia, far less than a person who really treats each other! Why do you give up the person you love for vanity? It''s stupid! "

    "Whether you are stupid or not depends on how you choose. I studied medicine since childhood. My grandfather told me that learning medicine is to rob life with death and to save the people tortured by disease. When I grew up, I was admitted to medical school and took my first class. The professor told us that doctors are not only a profession, but also a mission. This sense of mission will let us know what to insist on and what to give up in our medical career in the future! Every time I take my life back from death, I know what to insist on! " She said slowly, painfully and without doubt. This is the most cruel choice. No matter which one you choose, it is doomed not to have the best of both worlds!

    Nangong looked at her suspiciously and knew a little about what she said. Is this woman acting? But her sadness and tears are full of her face and can''t be disguised. Who is the man she said? Is she really not a hypocrite? But with only one weak woman, why can the people of the whole capital appreciate it?

    Lin Haihai said goodbye and walked back slowly. The pain at the bottom of her heart was still clear, but she was more determined about her decision. She said silently at the bottom of her heart: if you are willing to wait for me, no matter where I go, I will come back to find you. If you don''t understand my heart and insist that you love me wrong, I can only wish you happiness.

    As soon as Chen Luoqing helped Yang shaolun out of the gate of Linhai hospital, a dark guard went up to guard him. The carriage also arrived immediately. Yang shaolun got on the carriage. At the moment of parting, he couldn''t help looking back to see if she would catch up. There were people coming and going at the gate of Linhai hospital, but there was no beautiful figure. He was silent. He said, "let''s go!" The carriage gradually left the Linhai hospital behind, along with his love!

    Yang shaolun closed his eyes and let Chen Luoqing deal with the wound for him. The blood drops fell unconsciously. The gauze stained with the faint fragrance of medicine had been soaked with blood and fell under his feet like a defeated flag.

    Chen Luoqing''s heart is very bitter. Why can''t he understand the bitterness in Yang shaolun''s heart? But as a bystander, he also believes that Lin Haihai''s practice is right. Now he really can''t walk away!

    "It''s a good thing that she doesn''t go with you!" Chen Luoqing looked at Yang shaolun''s deathly gray face and couldn''t help lightening his actions!

    Yang shaolun was silent. No matter what he said, he couldn''t stop the sharp pain in his heart. For a long time, when Chen Luoqing sighed and thought he would not answer, he suddenly opened his eyes and looked at Chen Luoqing in a stunned manner. There was a sad tone in his tone: "I thought she would choose to go with me without hesitation. I always had this confidence. I thought I asked her to go with me. She would really go with me. It turned out that everything was my conceit, She may never have me in her heart. She never believed me or that I could handle things well. She ran away and forced me to run away with her. She retreated, and I had to retreat with her. She said, life is not only love, well, I believe in her, I force myself not to think of her. Luo Qing, I haven''t seen her for a month. I know I can''t lose her. It''s not an impulse to ask her to go with me. As long as she agrees, I will immediately cut down the mess, put the king of Pingnan down, and then give the throne to my sixth brother, take her away from the world and live our life. As long as she nods, as long as she says yes! But she didn''t. She was silent. She didn''t believe me. She felt that giving her time and then reducing the harm to everyone was the best choice. She paved the way for everyone and hurt me alone! She didn''t leave me any hope. Even when I said I would never see her, she was silent. She was forcing me to be cruel to her so that she could have an excuse to persuade herself to leave me. " Chen Luoqing was shocked. He didn''t know where their relationship was going, but judging from the emperor''s sadness at this time, he believed that he had already made an oath of alliance, otherwise he wouldn''t be so sad today.

    He spoke difficultly: "she also has difficulties in her heart..."

    "Hardship?" Yang shaolun sneered, and his sharp eyes stared at Chen Luoqing with pain. "The trouble is not to hurt our brotherhood. She is afraid that the 100000 troops of the sixth brother will be unfavorable to me and that all the people in the world will suffer from the war. Why is she so self righteous? Why does she always think she can solve everything? I admit that when my second brother came to me, I wavered for a moment and wanted to give up her. Only when I summoned up the courage to pursue our happiness, she gave me a heavy blow. The sixth brother won''t deal with me, and the brothers won''t really turn against me. They just don''t want me to be laughed at and become the laughing stock of the world. " He said excitedly, with a certain flame in his eyes, but the despair on his face was gradually amplified.

    Chen Luoqing is silent and has reservations about what he said. Maybe other princes won''t really blame him, but sixth princes can''t guarantee that they won''t take extreme behavior. The throne is very attractive to some extent, but his wife ran away with others. This can''t stop anyway. What''s more, will he really not pursue this great humiliation if he becomes an emperor in the future? He frowned. The emperor has always attached importance to brotherhood. At this time, he also wants to go away with her at the risk of universal condemnation, which proves that he has broken his boat and wants to have a hard war with King Pingnan. Even if Lin Haihai doesn''t go with him, I''m afraid this war is imperative!