Physician, Not A Consort
Chapter 76
The sky was white with fish bellies, and a round of rising sun jumped out lightly, dizzying the clouds on the horizon. The thin cloud yarn put on a colorful coat, first with soft light, faintly, with a bit of poetry and a bit of elegance. Slowly, the soft light turned into a bright and dazzling light, the clouds also became dark, and the power of the sun was about to spray out, ready to burn.
Lin Haihai put his head on Yang shaolun''s shoulder and witnessed this spectacle. In fact, sunrise and sunset are staged every day. But how long has he not calmed down to have a good look? Yang shaolun put his hand around her shoulder and asked, "isn''t it beautiful!" Lin Haihai slowly withdrew his sight, looked at the handsome man around him and said, "it''s not beautiful. It should be vigorous. Does it feel that the whole person is much more energetic when seeing the sunrise? It''s like a person with an uncertain future. It''s exciting to see the dawn!" Yang shaolun looked at her bright eyes and bright teeth, and her eyebrows were full of vitality. This woman, the only one he really loves! But Li Ming came and was about to leave. The smile on her face came from her heart?
Lin Haihai gently bit his lower lip with a smile on his face. His scallion fingers slipped over his thick black eyebrows and gently bit him on his lips. Nearby, he said in his ear, "smile and say goodbye!" Yang shaolun was stunned and tasted her words carefully, but he found that he couldn''t laugh anymore.
Lin Haihai looked at the scenery in the cave and said with longing: "if one day, we can really come here to live in seclusion, it will be the greatest happiness of my life!" Yang shaolun is gloomy. Her happiness is so simple, but he can''t do anything, and he, even today''s emperor, can''t give his beloved woman a trace of happiness.
"Why are you such a simple woman? If you were greedy and domineering, maybe my guilt would be less. Now, how do you tell me to deal with myself?" Yang shaolun looked at her sadly. Please forgive him that he can''t say goodbye with a smile. He can''t pretend that nothing is happening.
Lin Haihai smiled heartlessly and said, "I''m very greedy, so you have to reward me a lot of money after you return to the palace. You know that Dr. Lin in Linhai hospital is a woman who fell into the eyes of money!"
Yang shaolun smiled faintly. He knew that she loved money and the reason why he loved money. She cherished the people, so she could face parting with a smile because she had more meaningful things to do. "The people in the capital are afraid that they only know Doctor Lin, but they don''t know that there is an emperor!"
"All frustrations can be replaced by love. If you have love in your heart, why worry that no one loves you?" Lin Haihai said solemnly that when she was sentenced by Bai Muyang, the people in the capital came forward for her one after another. Everything she did was recognized and received the best return.
"I will remember your words and turn my love for you into the love of the people all over the world!" Yang shaolun said simply, but his tone was undoubtedly positive.
"Brother Yang, shall I sing you a song?" Lin Haihai looked at the rising sun, emitting thousands of golden lights. The dawn came after all.
"OK, I want to hear you sing!" Yang shaolun''s eyebrows rose with joy. Lin Haihai suddenly regretted. It''s better not to sing this song. She tried to create a beautiful breakup environment and couldn''t break it.
"Forget it, I can''t sing well so that I won''t be laughed at by you!" Lin Haihai reluctantly smiled and said.
"The song you sang at your mother''s birthday party is very beautiful, and your song is very special. I''ve always wanted to listen to it again. Now sing it for me for the last time, okay?" He begged low, but his word "last" broke all Lin Haihai''s disguises. She turned around, tried to control her tears, raised her head, took a deep breath, tried to smile, and then turned around with a smile. When she smiled, in Yang shaolun''s eyes, she turned all sentient beings upside down, too much reluctant, too much helpless, and only turned into a sigh.
She sat on the big stone, facing the rising sun. He snuggled up to her and sat down. She put her head on his shoulder. The golden light sprinkled on her. She slowly opened her mouth and whispered: "please don''t come at dawn, let the dream exist forever tonight, let the truth at the moment be accompanied by a loving love,... No red sun, teach people to separate, and don''t leave at a long and good night, Please order the dawn not to come... "The cool voice is with a touch of sadness, such as crying. At this moment, what an occasion. It''s a pity that the dawn has come, and separation is urgent.
Lin Haihai held back her tears and sang this sad song with a smile. She couldn''t remember the lyrics. I don''t know why she didn''t sing a word wrong when singing. Yang shaolun only felt heartbroken. Although he had known that everything would return to normal at dawn, there was more than a milky way between her and him? But when separation is in front of us, we can''t keep that calm and rational.
Neither of them spoke again. Let them be silent at the moment of parting. After all, at this time, it is superfluous to say anything. Vows are unrealistic. Take care of too much form. Saying reluctant will only add more sadness. Silence is the best way to say goodbye.
When Baizi appeared, they were both flustered. Lin Hai looked at the sudden white shadow in her eyes, and a trace of sadness crossed her eyes. She looked at Yang shaolun''s trembling lips. The sadness in her eyes was so strong that she wanted to pretend that she couldn''t see it. The corner of her mouth moved and pulled out a smile, "it''s going to be late so soon!" A faint word, but ten thousand sharp swords, pierced into their hearts. They clearly saw each other''s bloody heart, but they had to smile on their face.
The white boy scanned the faces of the two people without expression, and finally decided on Yang shaolun. He said, "I''ll take you out first. There are many bodyguards searching on it. It''s estimated that he can see you all at once!" Yang shaolun had no language and looked at Lin Haihai sadly. Lin Haihai tried to pull out a smile: "go, you go up first!" I want to reassure him and give myself up.
"This night, I''ll be happy all my life!" Then he took a deep look at Lin Haihai, turned to Baizi and said, "let''s go!" If he doesn''t go again, I''m afraid he can''t control his tears. He wanted her to remember his smile.
Looking at the sadness at the bottom of his eyes, Baizi sighed secretly in his heart and lifted his arm. He was like a light swallow and disappeared at once. Lin Haihai''s smiling face turned into heartbroken crying, squatted on the ground, covered her face and cried bitterly. Her reluctance and her reluctance can only be buried deep in her heart. But the sad cry made the passing birds sigh.
When Baizi came back, he saw her squatting on the ground and crying in a mess. A trace of anger rose in his heart: "it''s not life and death, are you? If you love him, just stay together. Why do you make yourself a ghost? "
Lin Haihai stood up straight, her eyes red and swollen. She looked at the direction where he had just disappeared and said faintly: "we are not together because we love each other very much!" Baizi looked at her inexplicably. Just wanted to ask what she meant, but she saw her body floating, and the person had disappeared! The white man was stunned and not together because he loved very much? What exactly does that mean? Since I love you very much, why not be together? What a strange human! Baizi thought it was boring. It was better for them to be snakes. They liked it and got together.
Yang shaolun took a few steps in the woods, and immediately a bodyguard found that several unkempt bodyguards saw Yang shaolun walking out of the woods. They were so excited that tears filled their eyes. They had not eaten or slept all day and night. Most of them were drenched in the rain and seriously overdrawn. Now when they saw Yang shaolun coming out safely, their persistence collapsed and fell to the ground, Yang shaolun was moved to look at these hot-blooded men. These were his men. He could not even die. Haihai was right. All frustrations could be replaced by love. Their love was too light compared with the righteousness of these famous families and the well-being of the people. If we insist on being together, the world will be in chaos. Let alone the 100000 troops of the six younger brothers, it is estimated that uncle Huang will seize this opportunity to incite the people to revolt. At that time, the war will be together, the lives will be ruined, the people will be miserable, and she will be happy if she finally gets her wish to be together? She will be accused by thousands of people, despised by the people, and scolded by people stabbing at her spine. How can he be willing to let her bear these charges?
Yang shaolun is very sad. He doesn''t love you, but loves you very much. He doesn''t want to let you suffer any injustice. Put everything in his heart. As long as you don''t forget that there was a man who loved you so much. His name is Yang shaolun. He is not the Emperor, not the emperor''s brother, but a man who loves you. Yang shaolun smiled sadly and said goodbye to Lin Haihai at the bottom of his heart.
Lin Haihai returns to Linhai hospital dejected. The imperial doctor is overjoyed and hurriedly goes up to greet him. Lin Haihai reluctantly smiles and says he is tired back to his room. She returned to the room, sat in a chair, said it was she who wanted to break up with a smile, said it was she who couldn''t cry, and said it was her who wanted to actively face life. It was just her pale appearance in the mirror. Why?
"I don''t know how to say hello when I come back. Let me worry about you for nothing!" Li Junyue said discontentedly.
Lin Haihai raised his head and saw Li Junyue''s heartless expression. Tears trickled down. She bit her lips and just didn''t cry. Li Junyue came forward painfully, hugged her, patted her on the back and asked, "what''s the matter? What happened? " Lin Haihai raised his head, raised his face and choked and said, "big stupid bear, I feel very sad. It seems that I was stabbed several times in my heart. It hurts when I breathe!"
Li Junyue wiped the tears from her face and said, "it''s okay, it''s okay, it''ll be fine in a while!"
Lin Haihai looked at him incredulously, "really?"
Li Junyue promised: "really, I''ve experienced a lot of lovelorn. I''ll cry hard and find someone to fall in love. Soon, you''ll forget who Yang shaolun is!"
"But I can''t forget. Now I think of him like a big stone in my heart. I can''t bear him! " Bitter tears fall, and bright big eyes are now filled with sadness.
"If you can''t give up, why?" Li Jun sighed more and more and said, "it will be painful to be together. Choose a less painful way!"
Lin Haihai smiled on his lips, but his eyes were still filled with tears. He said, "it''s painful to separate and it''s painful to be together, but the two feelings are very different. It''s just a pain for us to separate. If we are together, it''s a lot of people. Lao Liu is so proud. Can he accept his most admired imperial brother robbing his wife? Can the people all over the world understand? It''s hard to guarantee that there will be no people who want to take the opportunity to start a business. Then the poor people suffer. You say that if we push him into that dead corner, it''s us together. How can we be happy? "
"If you insist on thinking so much, it is you who suffer. Love is love. If you mix too many things, it will no longer be simple. In fact, things may not be as serious as you think, unless you don''t love him! " Li Junyue has been moved by Yang shaolun since he met him at the worry free pub that night, so that he now speaks irrational words.
"Love is not the biggest. In front of human life, love is insignificant. Li Junyue, I can''t put him and the people in dire straits because of my own selfish interests. It''s not that I don''t love him. On the contrary, I want to leave because I love him very much! " Lin Haihai said solemnly.
Li Junyue looked at him painfully, sighed and said, "in that case, don''t be bitter. The road is your own choice. Clench your teeth and hold on!"
Lin Haihai''s nose is sour, but his heart is fearless.