CHAPTER 192: CHAPTER 192 ORIGINAL SIN 1

"Why don’t you just die! Why did you appear? Your birth is a sin! You have original sin! You don’t deserve to be my mom’s daughter! You’ve brought shame to our family!" The woman’s sharp questioning made Yun Shuangshuang’s heart feel like it was being ripped apart!

Why? Why is her birth a sin? Does her mom not like her either? Does she also think she has original sin? Does she regret giving birth to her? Yun Shuangshuang stared blankly ahead, advancing numbly, completely oblivious to the cars speeding past her!

A piercing screech of brakes sounded, and Yun Shuangshuang felt as if someone was holding her, but in the next moment, a violent impact sent her body flying! Along with Yun Shuangshuang, her mother’s frail silhouette flew into the air!

Her mother arrived! Her mother came rushing to protect her! Does this mean that perhaps her mother doesn’t hate her, doesn’t think she has original sin?

Yun Shuangshuang’s eyes were wide open, and at the last moment before darkness enveloped her, she saw her mother’s blood-covered face with a gentle smile, and her mouth moving silently, saying, "Mom loves you!"

"Ah!"

Yun Shuangshuang woke up from the nightmare, sitting up and panting heavily, her forehead wet and icy, she wiped the cold sweat from her head.

She looked around the low dirt walls covered with newspapers, saw the corner covered in spreading moss, and listened to the clattering of pots and pans from outside the kitchen; a sense of uncertainty about time swept over Yun Shuangshuang!

She lowered her head and stretched out her hand, her skinny little hands looked like those of a child of four or five years old, these were hands that were thin but covered with hardened skin from labor, she uncovered the quilt and pinched her similarly scrawny leg hard, hiss! Yun Shuangshuang inhaled sharply with pain!

Even though her leg hurt, Yun Shuangshuang’s heart was filled with uncontrollable joy! She’s not dreaming! She’s really been reborn?! That woman in the strange space truly didn’t deceive her! She really made her reborn!!!

The moment she confirmed that she was truly reborn, Yun Shuangshuang threw off the patched, thin quilt that couldn’t keep her warm, and without even wearing shoes, she ran barefoot out the door!

The sunlight outside was dazzling, and suddenly running out from the dim room into such bright light made Yun Shuangshuang’s eyes ache, causing two drops of tears to spill out.

But Yun Shuangshuang completely disregarded it, she ran to a tightly locked door, peeking through the crack, inside was a disheveled, somewhat mad-looking woman! This woman was her mother, Feng Jinyan!

Tears fell uncontrollably from her eyes, Yun Shuangshuang held her mouth, silently crying, finally seeing her mother again, this time she would surely take her mother away early, never allowing her to suffer so many years again!

Yun Shuangshuang’s life could be described as tumultuous, she was born deep in Da Shan, in a poor farm family that favored sons over daughters.

Her mother, Feng Jinyan, was a mentally challenged vagrant woman, encountered by her father, who despite her mental state found her pretty, brought her home to be a wife, and the following year Yun Shuangshuang was born!

Because she gave birth to a daughter, the Yun Family was naturally displeased, but after she gave birth to Yun Shuangshuang, Feng Jinyan never got pregnant again, leaving the Yun Family with no choice due to poverty, unable to afford another wife.

But as time went by, and with Feng Jinyan’s erratic behavior, unable to work and requiring supervision, Yun Shuangshuang’s father and grandparents grew impatient and locked Feng Jinyan in an empty room for several years.

Though Feng Jinyan was crazy, she knew Yun Shuangshuang was her daughter, treating Yun Shuangshuang very well, when she was mad she would hit others but never harmed Yun Shuangshuang, always showing a close smile when seeing Yun Shuangshuang.

Since understanding the world, Yun Shuangshuang’s greatest wish was to escape with her mom, Feng Jinyan, from this household, as Feng Jinyan truly had a miserable life here, with Yun Shuangshuang’s father’s terrible temper, taking out his frustration by beating Feng Jinyan.

Because Feng Jinyan couldn’t work, the Yun Family fed her only once every two or three days with leftovers. Yun Shuangshuang, seeing her mom suffer, felt very upset.

But Yun Shuangshuang had no way out; she was just a child, unable to bear anything heavy, having no money, unable to afford the cost of even fleeing by bus, not to mention how to fend for her mentally unstable mother outside.

Yun Shuangshuang’s biggest dream was to grow up and save money; she gathered some common herbs on the mountain and followed villagers for over ten miles to the town’s herbal medicine shop to sell them, saving only a few coins each time.

Slowly saving those coins, by the time Yun Shuangshuang was thirteen, she finally had saved up seven hundred yuan! To a child, this was unimaginably large!

Originally Yun Shuangshuang planned to save a thousand yuan before escaping with her mom, but unknowingly her family noticed her savings and forcibly took her money to buy a second-hand tricycle for her dad, planning to haul goods to earn money!

Yun Shuangshuang was nearly driven mad, her father had snatched away all her hopes of escaping hell with her mom!

Knowing saving more money was futile, Yun Shuangshuang stole the keys to the tricycle and escaped with Feng Jinyan, driving non-stop day and night, Lin Shuangshuang didn’t know where to go, she just kept driving!

Luckily, Yun Shuangshuang’s random driving brought her into a bustling city, with around thirty yuan hidden carefully on her; it barely allowed her and her mom to survive for a few days.

Yun Shuangshuang wanted to sell the tricycle, but others either refused to buy for fear a child was selling a stolen vehicle or severely undercut her price.

Yun Shuangshuang refused to accept; without money, she and her mom would starve, remembering her father bought the vehicle to earn money, she gritted her teeth and began working to haul goods.

Although Feng Jinyan stopped running around since following Yun Shuangshuang, Yun Shuangshuang still tied them together with a rope around her waist, to prevent losing her mom.

Yun Shuangshuang was very young, along with a mad mother, so her business was the worst, but luckily knowing her situation, people would often introduce easier jobs to her, and she arduously earned money little by little.

After two years of driving the tricycle, repairs became too frequent to make a profit, Yun Shuangshuang reluctantly sold it, set up a small stall at the night market selling snacks and accessories, finally earning money this time.

With the money earned, Yun Shuangshuang started a snack shop, then a small restaurant, and by twenty, she owned a medium-sized hotel.

More fortunately, perhaps due to having a better mood from following Yun Shuangshuang out, Feng Jinyan’s mental state increasingly cleared, becoming normal more and more often.

From being able to normally converse with Yun Shuangshuang to helping her with tasks within her ability, until fully recovering, finally one day happily telling Yun Shuangshuang she remembered everything, her past family, all forgotten memories!

At that time, Yun Shuangshuang was ecstatic, completely unaware this would be the start of her most painful phase!