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Ring Of  Chaos

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Author: jokere
updatedAt: 2025-07-14

Lina

    Since I was a kid, I''ve been waiting for my dad with my mom

    Dreams have been making me stay up all night , looking at the sky and praying to see him

    To touch him to hold him, I felt like I wanted him to carry me

    The kids around me all had both parents. I was the only one without a father

    All their father''s played with them

    And I didn''t have a father to play with me

    I was dreaming of the day I''d meet my father

    I hope he''s handsome to deserve my beautiful mother

    But to Be nice from inside and out

    To hold me in his hand and call me, my angel

    But after I met him

    My mother was killed because of something he had

    Since that day

    My life has changed

    Everything''s changed

    I started running away

    I started hiding

    I hated my father since that moment. I didn''t want him to return any more

    He took the smile off my face

    Until I met the Joker

    He took care of me. He taught me how to live, not by words, but by actions

    He held my hand and took me out of danger with a smile on his face

    He was looking after me and telling me

    That the strong people are the ones who survive

    So I got stronger so I can stay by his side

    I loved him more than anything in the world

    I loved him more than anyone I''ve ever known. I liked his courage, his intelligence, his wicked behavior, his strange behavior

    The blows that hacked my body were really painful

    But what was more painful than it was the Joker''s desperate eyes

    He doesn''t know what to do

    He can''t do anything

    He sees me die in front of his eyes

    But can''t save me

    It''s the second time I see him like this

    I wanted to tell him that it wasn''t his fault

    He made my miserable life happy for a while, so I was grateful to him

    I was happy to have him around, making my dark life beautiful and nice

    He made the world full of colors in my eyes for the first time

    When he was smiling, I felt alive when he was talking to me, that was all I wanted

    When he was carrying me and taking care of me when I was sick, I felt like I was in heaven

    He was the one I''ve been waiting for since I was a little girl

    He is everything to tome

    When I looked at his naked muscle-filled body, without him noticing i smiled

    He was full of scars and traces of war. His body was sexy and powerful

    I remember all the moments we shared together

    How happy i was with him

    Now, when I look in his eyes that is sinking with grief. I Can feel my weakness and I wanted to cry

    I want to tell him not to be sad that I didn''t die because of him

    I don''t want him losing himself because of me

    And because of this fucking traitor

    I didn''t think it was important that I went to my thoughts to be him.

    I didn''t expect him to be like this . There''s something wrong here

    There''s something different about him

    His eyes and the way he looks at me

    Is there someone who can act that good?

    But who cares now?

    I don''t know how much hole he had made in the leader''s heart

    But I''m sure that''s old enough to swallow the world

    A degree that made his eyes never close

    As I remember everything

    I still don''t know what I can do right now

    Can I stand on my feet and head over to him and whisper in his ear?

    Don''t be sad it''s not your fault

    I was happy enough with him and I don''t want much

    He''s the only one who made me smile with all my heart

    I''m not asking him to save me

    I''m ask him to save himself

    I didn''t expect that after I got the map part to stop moving

    For Zed to stops, too

    The leader stopped moving and talking as well

    The only one who came near me laughing and talking

    As He telling us that this was his plan from the beginning to get here for the remaining part of the map

    I was surprised by those words. I couldn''t believe my ear

    And I couldn''t believe myself

    Am I dreaming?

    Is this just a nightmare?

    I thought it was a joke

    But it wasn''t a joke

    It''s true

    A fact I knew after he told me that he was taking me and the map part with him

    A fact I knew after I spit in his face

    His looks changed as if he was a different person from the beginning

    As he hacked his black dagger in my body

    I knewIthis wasn''t a dream because of the pain and fear I''m feeling right now

    The traitor from the very beginning was Shard

    The Basterd that fooled everyone

    That son of a bitch made us think he''s the big brother who was scared for us

    But actually

    He was just a crazy lunatic. I didn''t think he was gonna do this.

    I was looking at the leader as I was thinking about all of this

    How does he feel now?

    He''s definitely in pain

    But I couldn''t think of anything else after that

    Because the pain in my body was stronger than any other pain

    I was so hurt why I do I always have to hurt like this

    Why can''t I rest?

    Why?

    after I completely lost all my energy

    As blood came out of my body with my last scream

    Everything suddenly turned black all around me , there''s no more light around me

    Darkness is the worst thing in this world

    And death is worse than it because it''s complete darkness forever

    A sign came up in front of me

    \u003cthe retrievel is complete.\u003e

    Done.

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