CHAPTER 80: CH 80

As my mind wandered around with many different thoughts, I don’t even realise when we reached my room, I lay on my bed as soon as I enter inside and feeling the soft and comfortable bed, my tiredness take over me as before I could realise any thing else, I feel in the deep sleep.

But of course just before that happens, I don’t forget to hold onto Cairda very tightly so as not to let her escape till I wake up and it was only after doing all that did I fall asleep.

( Cairda’s POV )

’What should I do now?’ questioned Cairda to herself in her mind.

Currently, she was held tightly and was being used as a pillow as alex hugged her very tightly in his sleep.

Even though her face was still now covered with a black mask but under that mask was a beautiful face which had a big blush and her heart beat was nearly double then it was normally.

It was the first time she had been held by a man in a position like this, and this cause her mind to go into overdrive and think of the solution as what could she do now.

Initially, she tried to break free from alex arms but failed to do so as the strength with which alex was holding her was just too much for her to break free from.

That’s why, after struggling for a while, she gave up trying to break free from the force that held her after she understood that the strength of alex is a lot that her and what she expected it to be.

After she gave up the thoughts to break free from the grasp of alex, she snuggle inside his body so as to not fall down from the single bed, her ears fixated on his broad chest and she could hear his loud heart beat very clearly.

Cairda signed when she understood that struggling is useless and she is not going to break free from alex’s strong hands as she decided to rest a little.

To be honest, it was a rare moment for her to have some rest as she is always busy with something like her missions or some tasks other homely tasks from the moment she left her home or more like she was kicked out of there.

But that does not matters anyway, it isn’t going change anything as it is just an exile of 2 years and a year had already passed already, even though she still have difficulty remembering all things because of her messed up memory.

At best, she remembers the basics every human knows about like life ,death, manners, sex, male, female, etc and she also remember her close family members and thier blue faces like her mother, father, her sister and that she had a younger brother, that’s it.

Except it, she remembers that she is the second princess of the kingdom of darkness, also known as The Cursed Princess, Cairda Darkness.

Anything else she don’t know about it, whenever she tries to remember anything, she is not by a headache making her give up on that thought, she don’t know what that is but has understood that her family is the one who is behind all of this.

As for the questions like why and how they did it, she has no idea about all of it. All she know is that they are strong people and she also need to be strong enough to atleast protect herself after a year when they will come to take her.

This is the reason why she joined this organisation which is famous in the under world for having a lot of strong people at its sleave.

As she was thinking about all these random things after when she had already gave up of any thoughts she previously had to again try and break free from the strong grasp of alex which was holding her as if she is a toy.

But she don’t say anything about it, instead she was amazed how strong her was compared to her meager strength.

She has now realised that now she is a lot stronger than her previous weak self but she still isn’t strong enough to be able to break free from this hold.

She had been with alex for about four months now and it was the first time she has realised the true extent of his power.

Even though he has trained a lot for the past few months, the gap between them is still big. Her resolve to get stronger grows even increased a bit with this.

Even though, she has grown close with alex in the past few months, there is still a lot both of them are hiding from each other, like she had been hiding things including her gender and unlike her who knows both of his life, he don’t know what she does when she is not on duty.

As her mind wandered around many different thoughts, she don’t even came to realise when she started snuggling inside his body so as to herself even more comfortable and not fall down from the single bed.

Her face was near his chest as she wraps her arms and legs around his body and hugged him tightly, her ears was now on his broad chest and now she was able to hear his loud heart beats very clearly.

Her was was now fully red and when she tried to make it her normal cold face even under her mask, she failed at it very miserably.

It was the first time she has came this close to a mana as far as he could remember as even though she has a father and a younger brother, she don’t remember much about them, or more like nothing except thier name and relation they share.

Even in past year where she has been away from all of them, she does not have much much any long interaction with men’s, at best it was a simple talk she had without this mask behaving as a normal girl.

Though she still had some long time interactions with alex since he is like a master to her... of course a master as he is teaching her fighting skills and art of assassination which she is about to master, according to her.

Strangely though, she does not felt anything like disgust when she killed people, it was as if she is still affected by her past memories and consider death of a person to be a natural occasion which happens to everyone that is living.

Her mind wanders at many different topics and then, it came back to the topic from where it all started, Alex’s heartbeat.

’lub-dub, lub-dub, lub-dub’

Cairda does not realise how much time had passed as she kept hearing the heart beat while alex was sleeping soundly.

Just hearing to the sound which repeats again, again, and then again made her more comfortable and feel safer from the dangerous outside world.

As the feeling of comfort increases, sleepiness take over her but all of that was removed when alex arms against her tightened as the tight bra which was holding back her chests opened up as a sudden gap opened up between both of them when a couple of mountain emerged from Cairda chest.

The scene was a erotic one but unfortunately, alex was in a deep sleep and the only one who was watching it is Cairda herself, the good thing is that there are camera in the room.

Seeing what happened, Cairda face was now fully red from the embarrassment she was feeling as she slowly looked up and left a sigh of relief when she saw that he was still sleeping.

She don’t know what would have happened if he was awake and saw what just happened, she doesn’t even want to think about it.

She kept starring at handsome face and soft skin which might be even better than her, to check that, she removed her gloves and touch his handsome face and reach to the conclusion as it was indeed better than hers.

Her hand moved around his face for some more time and when she touches his lips, she felt a jolt of electricity throughout a body.

She kept staring at his lips for sometime as her hands rubbed his soft lips.

Slowly her other hand moved and remove the mask leaving behind a drop dead beautiful face with long blackish purple hairs different from his light purple one, big purple eyes and an erotic face. Slowly, she moved and her lips finally connected with that of alex.

That night, a girl learned the art of kissing.

(Just wait guys, some hot stuff is coming up. Hehehe.)

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Cairda is a character based on Akeno from Highschool DxD. (I just love her so can’t stop myself make a character like this, I am not a masochist though.)