Qu Yunxia had a good sleep when he got home, but he got a call from Pei Tianyi in the morning. In a daze, Qu Yunxia picked up his mobile phone and didn''t see who the caller ID was, so he picked up the phone in his pajamas.

    "Hello." Qu Yunxia''s lazy voice reached the man''s ears through the phone, tickling his heart.

    "Well, are you still sleeping? I thought you were up. "

    "Ah, it''s you. What time is it now? Am I late?" Qu Yunxia recognized that it was Pei Tianyi''s voice. He thought that he had overslept and didn''t go to work. Pei Tianyi called her specially.

    "No, no, it''s just that I have other things today, but if you''re still sleeping, forget it."

    "What''s the matter? If there''s anything I can help you, just say it. You''ve helped me find a job." Qu Yunxia looked at the time and confirmed that he was not late. He yawned and said.

    "It''s no big deal. I''m going to volunteer in the orphanage today. I think you''re very interested when I do this. So ask if you want to come with me

    "Volunteers! Shall I come and see you now? " Qu Yunxia really thinks this matter is very meaningful, and he is very willing to do it, so he is full of energy.

    "Don''t come here. I''ll drive to your house. Just give me a seat."

    "Well, I''ll hurry up and try to wait for you before you come."

    Qu Yunxia hung up and jumped out of bed, humming songs all the way. It seems that he is looking forward to this day.

    Qu Yunxia is in a good mood all the way. The way to the orphanage is not long or short. In addition to the slight traffic jam, there is still a distance on the road. Fortunately, Pei Tianyi is chatting with Qu Yunxia and doesn''t feel that the time is too long.

    The gate of the orphanage doesn''t look gorgeous, but through the wall and gate comes the children''s laughter.

    "The children are very happy here, as long as they don''t mention their parents, but they all have no parents. Fortunately, sometimes they don''t compare with each other, and they are better. That is, when they grow up and leave the orphanage, they don''t know what will happen." Pei Tianyi sighed a long time.

    "We have to accept this reality. Isn''t there someone else who will come to adopt a child? That should do less harm to children. "

    "Well, it''s rare. Who is not forced to adopt a child? What''s more, whenever someone is adopted, I feel very sad with the yearning and envious eyes of other children."

    Qu Yunxia doesn''t know how to answer Pei Tianyi''s words. She has nothing to comfort, so she can only listen to him quietly.

    Into the orphanage, the children see Pei Tianyi, are happy to rush up, Pei Tianyi affectionately holding the children, Qu Yunxia see a warm heart.

    Pei Tianyi says that he can''t help much. After all, the small hospital he runs now can''t make much money, and can''t give too much money to the orphanage. He can only help a little. Qu Yunxia follows Pei Tianyi up and down, cleaning the orphanage and helping the children cook. Although he is tired, looking at the innocent smiling faces of these children, he feels sad That little tired also disappeared, the only thing left is their love.

    After taking care of the children, Pei Tianyi takes Qu Yunxia to stroll around the orphanage. But Qu Yunxia is a little strange. When cleaning the orphanage today, she sees that Pei Tianyi is busy. She doesn''t ask, what''s the matter with this half withered and half flourishing tree?

    "This tree..."

    "Well, it was caused by a big fire." Pei Tianyi''s eyes showed a little bit of sadness, which seemed to be a bad memory.

    "Fire?"

    "Well, when my father was the head of the orphanage, I was still young. Because my father was the head of the orphanage, he often came here to play. My father was a very approachable person, so he could talk to or listen to every child in the orphanage equally.

    My father really loves these children. He remembers the names of every one of them, remembers what he likes to eat, and even remembers who has any weakness in his heart, what he fears and what he likes. I get along well with the children in the orphanage, but I don''t know as well as he does.

    But a big fire, can you imagine? For a moment, everything was gone. The children he loved, the people he was worried about, and as the Dean, he felt guilty, even if the fire really didn''t blame him.

    After the fire, my father was on the verge of collapse. In the next few days, he asked a psychiatrist for counseling, but it didn''t change much. He had insomnia, smoking and drinking all night long, and had to rely on sleeping pills to sleep for a while, but he still talked about the dead children in his dream.

    Once I saw my dad at the door of the room and fell asleep on the bed. I went in to cover him with a quilt. I opened the door and saw bottles, cigarette ends and medicine scattered all over the floor. When I went to the bedside, I saw my dad murmuring something and tears came out of his eyes.

    I looked at this scene at that time, and I couldn''t help crying. I couldn''t help anything, I had to be anxious, you know? It''s helpless. I bent down to cover his quilt, heard what he said, he said, girl, the dean''s father is sorry for you, did not take care of you, is the dean''s father is not good, you are so afraid of the dark, the following is so dark, the dean''s father is sorry for you, sorry.Nannan is a little girl in the orphanage. I can''t remember her name. She was only 6 years old, but she was sexually assaulted by her stepfather when she was 4 years old. Later, she was accidentally run into by her mother, and she was crazy to chop her stepfather to death. Without time to dodge, she said goodbye to the world, and her mother was in prison, so my father was very fond of her.

    Mingming is 4 years old, and her memory is not complete, but she can clearly remember how her stepfather sexually assaulted herself, and she doesn''t want to believe other people''s frightened eyes. So in the orphanage, she only wants to be close to a man like my father, and even I can''t be close to her.

    My dad must have loved her so much.

    That day was just one of them. Later, my father talked in his sleep more and more frequently. Everyone yelled, Xiaohong, Xiaoyong, Renjie

    Then my dad was overwhelmed and killed himself. " Pei Tianyi said that, his voice choked.

    These past events, dust laden for a long time, and today to mention the past, the heart of the share of desolation has come back.

    Qu Yunxia wants to open his mouth to say something, but he can''t say anything. He can only pat him on the shoulder to show comfort.