CHAPTER 82: 82: WANT

Sue

I was breathing hard, and my brain felt like goo in my head right now. I was still clutching on Landon’s arm and I didn’t want to let go even though his lips were no longer on my throat.

I felt so embarrassed right now. How the hell am I wet? I was throbbing between my legs as well, my core aching while my breath grew more choppy. At that moment, Landon’s arm around my waist tightened, then I was being tugged even tighter just as his lips met my jaw again, making me shudder hard while my eyes fluttered a little. He trailed his lips downward, over to the spot behind my ear, then I was gasping as he bit into that spot there.

He let out a low groan against my skin, one which made me grow more feverish on the inside while my stomach clenched even harder.

"Fuck, stunning." He breathed out, his voice heavy and thick and it made a shiver roll down my spine as I felt myself slowly melt against his chest.

A whimper bubble in my throat when his hot lips ghosted over my earlobe, and when he sucked my earlobe into his mouth, I cried out sister whine a shrug of heat rushed through my entire body. This was so crazy. Why was this happening to me right now? We were just supposed to be in close proximity, that is all. We weren’t supposed to be doing this right now, and I most definitely wasn’t supposed to be feeling aroused, or like I might faint if he stopped doing whatever it is that he’s doing to me with his lips. My brain couldn’t even formulate any other coherent thoughts except Landon and what he was presently doing to me.

"Stunning..," Landon breathed as he ghosted his lips downwards till he was breathing right over the sensitive marks on my throat and I was crying out and shuddering as a searing heat shrugged through my clenched stomach from my throat. He let out a low cuss, then he was growling and I was moaning loudly, the rest of my thoughts completely falling away.

His leg slid between my legs, and his hand on my waist moved up, to weigh into my hair, which he used to pin my head in place, then he was trailing those hot lips of his up my throat and jaw, the slowness making me tremble, tight before his lips were ghosting over mine, making me tremble all over while whimpering.

At the back of my mind, I was fully aware that I was supposed to shove him away, and roll over to the other side of the bed. After all, I hated him and that wasn’t changing anytime soon, however it just feels like I might faint should I do that right now, and my limbs so so felt numb and heavy, like they might not even cooperate with me should I try to pull away right now.

God. I’m so stupid, but for the life of me, it seems like I’ve completely lost all control of my body, mind and soul. Landon now seemed like the only thing I cared about right now, like this kiss which was just a breathe away from me, might be able to instantly make me feel whole.

My eyes fluttered again and a breathless sound spilled past my tooth when Landon pulled on my hair, feeling drunk of his scent and his breath which was ghosting over my nose and lips right now as he panted above me, his eyes dark and intense as he reverted me, seeming like he was fighting against himself on the inside.

"Please." The word spilled past my lips before i could stop it. I didn’t even realize where it came from. One moment I was desperately wishing he’d just kiss me, and in the next moment I was begging like a whore that has completely lost all her shame.

But that seems to be what did it for him, cause he was cussing as he shrugged forward and crashed his lips over mine. His lips felt soft and hard at the same time, tentative and careful, but also controlling and dominating at the same time. I whimpered ijto the kiss as it slowly got deepened, feeling as tingles started from the edge of my spine, getting thicker and thicker till it was in all of my pores, till it felt like I was literally choking on it.

I whined softly as the kiss deepened and grew dirtier, making me moan as it felt like I became more lightheaded as the seconds went by. Landon was sucking on my bottom lip and biting on it between different intervals, pulling out wrecked sounds from me which I was trying to stifle or swallow back down, but he pulled them out and swallowed them over and over again, making it seem like my entire body was being set on fire. His tongue licked into my mouth and it felt like I might faint from the amount of pleasure that shrugged through me at once, and when he sucked on my tongue, I almost combusted. The scream I let out was cracked around the edges, which he let fill the air between us this time instead of swallowing then like he had been doing since, and I wished to die from shame at once.

"Fucking hell." He breathed out, his voice harsh and gravelly as he spoke and I kept gasping for breath in order to regulate my pounding heart, to no avail. How could that work, when his scent was filling up every inch of my lungs right now, which was once again preventing me from thinking about anything but him right now.

I could feel his eyes on me, and that was what prompted me to force my eyes open. As expected, he was staring down st me, his gaze dark and intense, his face unreadable and his lips utterly swollen , a subby which made my stomach instantly clench tightly.

He was panting a little, and when his hand in my hair loosened and came around to wrap around my face, a shrug of warmth spread through my face and throat at once. His touch felt like electricity to me at this moment, and I tried to figure out if this was how it used to feel, or if this was just because of the bond that now connects us together. I didn’t know what was the answer between the two, I just know that I liked how his touch makes me feel right now.

His thumb began to ghost against my cheek, then my bottom lip and inhaled sharply, blinking up at him and trying to regulate my pounding heartbeat as he stroked over the bottom lip.

"You look so stunning right now." He whispered in a ragged breath that had my chest clenching a little, while the spot between my thighs ache even more.

His thumb on my bottom lip, pulled downward, then he pressed said thumb against my teeth till my mouth soundly fell open, then he slid the finger in and pressed it down over my tongue. I whimpered from the sensation that a thin just caused, then he was letting out a low panting sound as he slowly pulled the finger out.

After that, he leaned down and took my lips In a toe curling kiss that had my mind going blank as I completely melted into the kiss again. I clicked into his arm tighter, tightening my legs around his larger ones as he began to rub his tingle up against mine, over and over again, sending a delicious sensation through my entire body as he kissed me even deeper and deeper.

Fuck.

Is this how it feels to be kissed? To be completely devoured by the lips? It feels like I was being wrecked in such a way that I never even knes was possible.

Then I never wanna stop doing it cause it feels so damn good...

The hand that was previously in my hair, was now sliding around my throat, and as the hand settled firmly against my throat, his thumb pressing right into the mark he gave me, it was like I automatically slipped into an unconscious state where nothing else existed aside from pleasure and more pleasure. It was completely dark around me, but I could feel pleasure washing all over my entire body, making me let out low choked sounds, sounds which were being eaten from my lips as they were forming in my throat. I let out a loud moan as I shook underneath the hard body I was still pressed against, feeling like I might die if I don’t get touched even more. It felt like I wanted more, more and even more. I don’t even know what it is that I want, but I just know that this isn’t enough anymore, cause now I want more, so much more...