CHAPTER 30: DRIVEN OVER THE EDGE BY ELISS’S IRRESISTIBLE BOOBS (2)

«If it’s my breasts you want, then take them, Aoshi... they’re all yours,» Eliss whispers — her face contorted with uncontrollable desire, her eyes half-closed, glazed with a lustful shine. Then, with a swift motion, she pulls her tank top off from underneath and lets it slip to the floor beside the futon.

And now, nothing stands between Aoshi’s disbelieving, awe-struck eyes and the sight of Eliss’s bare, glorious breasts. Even without any kind of support, they hold their perfect shape — firm and full, like sculpted marble, their size nearly that of two ripe melons. Their flawless curves and proportions are so breathtaking that even the most jaded plastic surgeon — a man who’s seen every kind of breast under the sun — would have fallen silent in awe.

T-These... these are real... actual, living boobs! Beautiful, perfect, divine boobs! They’re so gorgeous I can barely hold back tears. I feel like a tourist seeing the Sistine Chapel for the first time — I’m seriously going to lose it! This... this is my chance! I just hope things don’t get so out of hand that Raelor bursts through the door, pissed off and ready to use that deadly magic of his to chop my head off... or worse!

Eliss reaches forward, placing her hands behind Aoshi’s neck — he’s still dazed, shaken by the sight before him — and gently pulls his head toward her chest, pressing his lips right against her stiff, pointed nipple, almost like a mother guiding her newborn to nurse.

«Lick me, Aoshi... bite me, suck me... I want you to do whatever you desire with me,» Eliss whispers, her voice a blend of sweetness and irresistible seduction that shatters the last of Aoshi’s restraint. He parts his lips just enough to let her nipple slide between them, then closes his mouth eagerly, beginning to nibble softly, timidly, as if afraid to hurt her — while his hands move instinctively to her breasts, squeezing and kneading them with growing fervor.

«Aaaah... y-yes, Aoshi... just like that... aaah... it feels so good...!»

The more Eliss moans and begs him to keep going, the more those words fuel Aoshi’s fire — what had been a faint, flickering spark just moments ago now blazes into an untamable inferno, the kind that could reduce a whole forest to ashes in minutes.

His tongue begins to swirl wildly around Eliss’s nipple, teasing it with the tip, wrapping it like a serpent coiling around its prey. Thick drops of saliva slide down the generous curves of her breasts, tracing their way along her skin before dripping onto her smooth thighs — barely covered by shorts so tiny they hide little more than a pair of panties. Driven by raw, primal instinct, Aoshi opens his mouth wide like a starving predator lunging for its prey, devouring as much of that soft, irresistible flesh as he can, sucking greedily while Eliss keeps pulling his head deeper against her chest.

If someone had told me a month ago that I’d be holding and licking the breasts of the most beautiful girl in existence — and that she’d be the one begging me to do it — I would’ve called them insane. A month... yeah, it’s not long, and yet it feels like I’ve known her forever. It’s like we’ve lived together our whole lives... and when she’s gone... yeah, it won’t be easy watching her leave forever, seeing her walk away, growing smaller and smaller beside Raelor as she waves goodbye. But who am I kidding? Once that charm spell is broken, she won’t even look at me again. That night by the river, she said she wouldn’t be angry even after coming to her senses — but honestly, I doubt it. Still, it’s not like she left me much of a choice — she practically rubbed herself half-naked against me! It’s only natural I’d react like this, no matter how hard I try to hold back! Raelor hasn’t stepped in to stop us, even though we’ve gone way further than ever before. I guess that means he understands the situation — that he decided not to punish me. Maybe it’s a sign his trust in me has grown enough to let me hold, kiss, and suck the boobs of the very girl he’s supposed to protect — the princess of Ravessia herself. Thank you, Raelor, for letting me live this dream moment. I’ll never be able to thank you enough!

«A-Aoshi... I love it when you touch me like this, when you do all these naughty things to me...» Eliss moans, her voice trembling at the peak of pleasure. «I don’t ever want to be apart from you again! I want to stay like this forever — with your lips and hands wrapped around my breasts. I love you, Aoshi... I love you so much!»

«M-Me too, Eliss... I—»

But just before finishing that sentence, Aoshi suddenly freezes — paralyzed on the spot as if struck by lightning.

No... no... no... you’ve got to be kidding me. I can’t believe I was about to say that... Damn it! Damn it! I knew it! I knew it would end up like this! No, it must’ve just been the heat of the moment — all the things she kept whispering, moaning in my ear, the overwhelming rush of everything. She said she loved me, and instinctively I almost...

No. This isn’t good — not good at all.

«M-My love... did something happen?» Eliss murmurs, both worried and embarrassed. «Why did you suddenly stop like that? And why do you have that gloomy, serious look on your face? Did I do something wrong? Say something wrong? Please, talk to me — you’re scaring me...»

«You’re not the problem, Eliss. I’m the problem...» Aoshi mutters, then lets out a long sigh of resignation. He slowly pulls away from her chest, sliding back carefully to avoid straining his still-sore back — battered earlier by Renji — until he lies flat again on the futon. «Anyway... don’t make promises you know you can’t keep.»

«Promises...? What promises?» Eliss whispers, her voice heavy with melancholy. Then she lies down beside him, face to face. Her hand gently caresses his cheek — soft and smooth as velvet. Finally, she leans in and plants a tender kiss on his lips.

«That’s exactly what I mean...» Aoshi murmurs. «I already asked you, please, don’t use words like forever so lightly. You know, when someone hears that kind of thing every day, there’s a risk they’ll start believing it’s real...»

Aoshi’s expression hardens — his eyes resolute now. «Eliss... I made a mistake letting things go this far. I shouldn’t have. I know that because of that damn charm spell, you say and do things you don’t really mean — things you’d never do otherwise. So I can’t blame you, and I can’t expect you to be the one to step back. That’s why I’ll be the one to do it.»

«I see... so it happened,» she murmurs. Instantly, her mind flashes back to that night by the river — to Aoshi’s words about stopping if he ever realized he was starting to feel something more than just physical attraction for her.

Yeah... I did promise him that, didn’t I... Eliss tells herself, torn between the quiet joy of knowing that Aoshi has started to feel something real for her and the crushing guilt rising from deep inside — from the true Eliss, buried beneath the charm spell’s influence. Just a moment ago, when he froze, I’m sure he was about to tell me he loved me... At this point, as much as it hurts, pushing him any further would be selfish, even if I know I’m just one step away from making him fall for me completely. It’s going to be painfully hard, but I have to hold myself back. Otherwise... otherwise I’ll have to make a drastic choice. One so damn difficult, one I’d never want to make for any reason — but if things don’t change, I’ll have no choice but to do it... to keep him from suffering.

«I’m not completely sure,» Aoshi replies. «It might’ve just been an instinctive reaction — a reflex to your words and... the heat of the moment. But either way, if we keep going down this path, it’ll only lead to one inevitable outcome — and it’s one I’d do anything to avoid.» He finishes, turning onto his side, his back now facing Eliss.

That small movement — turning away — is almost unconscious, as if inviting her to wrap her arms around him, to hold him tight. But she doesn’t. And when Aoshi hears Eliss shift and rise from the futon, he lets out a long, quiet sigh of relief — almost grateful that she didn’t give in to his moment of weakness, that unspoken craving for an embrace you don’t ask for from someone you don’t truly care about.

I... I have to do something, and fast, before this tiny spark of affection I’m starting to feel for her turns into something bigger. I don’t know if I’m strong enough to stop it on my own, but if I’m not, then I’ll have to make sure someone else can. Someone who can break into my heart and fill it so completely that there’s no room left for Eliss. It sounds insane, ridiculous even... but maybe the only way to stop myself from falling for her is to fall for someone else first — before Eliss completely claims my heart. Though honestly, I’ve got no idea where to even start. It’ll be hard enough just to find a girl who’d actually fall for me in the first place. What a damn mess I’ve gotten myself into...