CHAPTER 36: I BELONG TO ALPHA LUCA

"I hurt you," Luca spoke softly touching my forehead. Completely ignoring the words that escaped my lips.

"Luca- why didn’t you just leave any anyone else would, why did you stay, why did you let me hurt you?" He asked cutting me off.

"I wanted to. You would never leave me if I were going through the same and I am barely hurt." I breathed out still staring at him, the words radiating through my head.

His eyes met mine, but why was not saying what I wanted to hear.

"Luca, you marked me." I breathed out, my eyes filled with tears, I placed my hand on my neck, feeling it, feeling the sensation flowing through my body, I didn’t even realise when he did that.

"Olivia- no Luca." I breathed out.

"I didn’t choose, my wolf chose you, I hurt you Olivia and the only way to protect you from me again is by making sure that you are mine fully, I kept my promise to myself, this is not how I wanted to do it, but yesterday." He said when his eyes met mine.

He didn’t mean to, his wolf chose and mine accepted even without asking me, she accepted him wholeheartedly, we were connected.

"Last night you didn’t leave, he thought you would leave you stayed with him, you took care of him and do you why I am not as I buried as I use to be, because he listens to you, he listened to every word that escaped your lips, he wanted to hear what you had to say and he didn’t let himself get hurt because of you," Luca spoke and tears slipped out of my eyes.

"This should feel wrong, I am not meant to have another mate, it was either Conrad or no one," I whispered, It has always been like that. I am an omega, I could only have one mate.

"Maybe there is so much more you don’t know about," Luca spoke, he moved closer to me and his hand softly touched my face, his eyes were on mine for a moment and he leaned in and his temples rested against each other.

For the first time, I felt like this was the right place.

"You have a white fur, you are unique, I don’t think you are what you are meant to be, my wolf took you in because he as story care, he saw the way you wanted to tend to me and he saw your bravery and strength, you didn’t run away, you didn’t hide, you stayed like a queen to defend him," Luca spoke.

He pulled away for a second and his hand made contact with the nape of my neck, Conrad’s mark had been erased.

What didn’t I know about myself? What didn’t I know about my wild because up until now, I thought I would never find a mate again.

"She chose you." I breathed out referring to my wolf when he leaned in and he placed a kiss on my neck, his tongue swept through the mark for a moment, and when he pulled away.

I saw the image of his wolf in his eyes, he stared at me like I was his and I could feel mine doing the same too.

"Because it is right doesn’t make it wrong, you have always been mine from the moment I saw you, and now you are fully mine," Luca spoke, and I felt a wave of emotion wash over me.

We are two broken people trying to mend our hearts, we are two broken people who have no idea what the future holds for you, we are two broken people who have been betrayed by the people we think could be perfect for us.

I stared at him when he leaned in and he placed a kiss on my lips. His lips softly moved against mine when he wrapped his hand around me and he gently placed his hand around my waist.

My breath hitches, I never felt like this when I was with Conrad. Why did he become my mate if it was not meant to be, if we were not meant to be, if this is what the moon goddess always has in store for us?

"Luca, we can’t."

"We won’t if you don’t want to, I may have made you my mate without asking but not this, we will wait unto you are real".

"No, it’s not that." I blushed, it was not that. "You are I buried, I don’t want- I have more strength than any wolf you would find." He said cutting me off.

His eyes were on mine.

I felt this fire rushing through our bodies and my eyes closed for a second.

"Say the word, Olivia." He whispered.

The words, I thought about him, I thought about the things we shared, how he made me feel, how he never made me feel scared, that monster husband of mine could have sold me to someone worse, who won’t ask if I am ready, with Luca it’s different, if my wolf accepted Luca it’s only because it meant something.

"Make me yours Luca. In all senses, in all ways, makes me feel everything that’s in my mind, show me how much you have been waiting for this, how much I mean to you?" I breathed out.

Just like he has been waiting for his whole life, Luca wasted no time in leading us to the bed, his hand rested on my waist when he placed a kiss on the nape of my neck, I lay on the bed as he placed a kiss on every part of my body.

The scars on him are not scary, they are a symbol of his strength, they are a symbol of everything he has become; the things he has gone through, they are are symbol of who he is and what he has become, they show his strength and his power.

Luca may be keeping some things from me but I trust Luca and I know he has his reason for doing that, I know he will never of anything to hurt me, nor even when he has no idea what he is doing.

"Luca hold me." I breathed out when he pulled me closer to him, and he placed another kiss on my chest, I didn’t even realize when all of my clothing left my body as I stared at him.

"Your body, your soul is mine," Luca spoke and I smiled, it felt good when he said that. Because this time it didn’t scare me. It felt like a promise

Luca placed his hand against my nipple buds, playing with them softly when he moved me even closer to him, my legs spread across the bed as he gently placed a kiss on my cheek and his fingers found their way to the most intimate part of my body, his lips covering mine in a moan.

"Don’t hold back, I don’t know if the whole house cares about you. No one will say a word about it and I need them to know you are fully mine." He demanded

"But Luca." I breathed out when I felt a spank on my ass, he is not going to have it otherwise and maybe I should not care.

He thrusted his finger softly inside of me, his thumb suit massaging my clit as he rides me into a world I have not seen in a long time, my hands shook when I felt the need to touch him.

"I am yours." Luca breathed out assuring me that when my hand found its place on his cock, it was a gentle touch, my eyes were on his, and this may be the most intimate thing I have shared.

Conrad is not so big on foreplay, it’s always sex for him.

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He worshiped every part of my body, he wanted me to beg bin to fill me up and I did, I begged him, I called him names that he wanted or hear and I didn’t hesitate leaving my mark on him, for the first time I am not scared to be seen, I am not scared to be heard, I am not scared of showing this side of me because I wanted him to see it all.

"I want to see your face when I make love to you for the first time." Luca breathed out, he stared at me with a smirk on his face when my legs rested against each side of his body, and I had a smile on my face for a second.

"Are you sure about this because you may think I am possessive but once we do this, it’s going to be even more than that."

"I want this." I breathed out when he pushed inside of me, I held on to my breath for a second, adjusting to him for a second before he buried himself inside of me.

I belong to Alpha Luca.