CHAPTER 63: A NIGHT LIKE THIS

"I will stop," Luca said and I turned to look at him.

"It’s not that easy- neither is therapy, I never thought I would ever pay someone to listen to my problem or even talk about it yet I did, I know I can do it," Luca said cutting me off.

He turned to look at me, his eyes warm and gentle and it softened.

"I can not lose you again, I would not take you away from this place, if this is where you want to stay, I would be here with you," Luca added and I smiled.

"How about your pack? You can not abandon them."

"I won’t, I will still take care of them, I can move some of them here to make the work easier, I know I have done a lot of things but I never asked for forgiveness for them, but this, I will, I know I was horrible to you, I should not have done what I did, I should have tried to speak to you."

"All honesty no lies this time Luca, if you lie to me, I don’t know how I would behave, I would never come back to you again and this time you would never find me." I breathed out.

I meant it, I will turn off everything if I have to so he will not find me, I didn’t want lies, my heart would not be able to take it.

"No lies Olivia." He breathed out and I leaned closer to him, without a care for the world, my lips met his, our lips moved against each other, warm and gentle, the tap against the window filled my heart with warmth and happiness.

When he wrapped his hand around me and pulled me toward him, my legs settled beside each side of him, my eyes were on his when I straddled him even better and our lips never left each other.

My hand found its way down to the most intimate part of his body, and my body froze when I touched his clothed bulge.

"Luca." I breathed out, his eyes on mine, his gaze burning into my body and I felt a shiver run down my spine.

"Did you miss me, Olivia? Did you ever think about me every night, did you think about how good I make you feel?" Luca asked, and I looked away.

He used his fingertips to guide my gaze.

"Don’t look away," Luca added and I nodded. "I missed you, I think about you every night on my bed, I thought about how I would have made you scream every night, I thought about how you would whimper against my touch, I think about that all of the time," Luca murmured against my lips.

His hand found its way to my clothed boobs and the other hand came up from behind and in a second, the straps became undone and the dress fell upon my body.

"Luca," I yelled.

"I am glad you wore this." Luca smiled. "It’s easier." He breathed out. How did he know we would even do this, Luca has a type of confidence that I should have in me, he turned out to be convinced everything would happen in his own perfect way and I guess he is right about that.

I glanced at him, with a smile on my face when he leaned in and his lips met my boobs, warm and soft and he swirled his tongue against them, his eyes never leaving mine, and a moan fell out of my lips.

"Luca, touch me." I breathed out, my legs aching against each other as I needed him in the most intimate part of my body, I didn’t wear any panties with this dress because it didn’t feel right, I guess I am glad that I didn’t.

Luca pulled away and he tapped on my legs before I helped him take off the dress, it didn’t matter to me that we are doing this beside the road and anyone could walk up to the car, maybe even the cops, what matter to me is that, I wanted him to touch me, I wanted him to play with me, to make me feel good.

Luca’s fingers flickered against the most intimate part of my body, warm and rough, and a moan fell out of my lips, he started to move his finger even more softly, knowing where to touch and where I needed him.

His finger started to lean further until he slipped a finger inside of me and a moan fell out of my lips, I could feel his cock hardening more against me.

"That is how you make me feel Olivia, when you are with me, he always wants you, he always wants to be close to you, he wants to mark every part of your body." He whispered as he continued to move his finger and I realized I wanted more.

"Let him take control, Luca." I breathed out and his hand stopped in his movement, his eyes were on mine, frozen and his eyes were on mine.

"Olivia, you have no idea what you are saying, I don’t want to hurt you."

"You will never, I want all of you this time, every part of you, and not even a single holdback from you, I mean it when I say I want you to let him take control. I want you to let him feel ever part of me and I would let her be in control too." I breathed out.

I never let my wolf be in control of anything because mostly I am worried she would not be able to handle anything but right now, Luca and I needed to face our fears.

"Your wolf is you Luca and if you love me so does he, if you care for me so does he, and he will not even think of doing anything that would lead to my pain, you and I both know that, so let him take control." I breathed out

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We got to the apartment in no time; he never wasted any time in leading me into his bedroom, it felt good being here, his scent filled the place when he pulled me toward the other side and I watched as his wolf flashed in his eyes.

He flashed again for a moment and his pupils dilated before changing into another different color.

I trust him, I know he will not hurt me.

Luca sucked gently on the nape of my neck, the place where his mark had been on me, it felt good, gentle and warm as he wrapped his hand around me, he pulled me closer to him and I rested on the end.

Luca found his bed between my legs: staring at me for a moment, he didn’t speak, all he did was stare at me.

"How did I get so lucky with you?" He asked and I smiled.

We are better off being with each other, I never thought I would be with someone perfect and here we are

He later another kiss against my body again when he pulled off my dress again, for the second time and hopefully this dress would not be on me for the rest of the night.

"Luca, take me please," I whispered against my breath when he softly moved his hand around my thighs and he pulled down, his face made contact with the most intimate part of my body, his movement very gentle; even more than I had thought he would be.

Is he still holding back?

I didn’t want him to but I can’t force him, I need him to do this in his own accord.

Luca swept his tongue against the most intimate part of my body, his tongue for directly touching where I wanted him to when a moan fell out of my lips, my hands found their place around his hair, as I pulled on it.

"Pull harder," Luca suggested and my eyes darkened. "You are not going to hurt me." He added and I nodded as I tugged on his hair especially when he traced two fingers inside of me at the same time.

Full and ready, he moved his fingers against me, without stopping, my moans filled the air without having a care if anyone was going to hear me or not, I didn’t owe anyone any explanation.

—-

Luca tortured me with his lips; he didn’t let me cum, each time I felt the need to, he would pull away from me, and make me beg, when I asked for it again, he would continue to make me beg, and until I was left breathless.

I watched as he took off his clothes, his member staring at me, calling out my name, begging me to touch it, begging for some kind of release as I stared at the veins throbbing inside of it and my breath hitches.

"No more teasing Luca."

"We will see about that." He smirked.