CHAPTER 87: SHE IS WITH MY CHILD

Luca’s POV....

"Speak." I gritted my teeth, I didn’t mean to scare the doctor yet I couldn’t seem to help it, the way he stared at me, I was worried he would have bad news for me.

"She- don’t make me yell at you or threaten you," I said cutting him off and he nodded.

"She lost a lot of blood, she won’t be awake till tomorrow morning, she is fine."

"But," I asked.

"She is pregnant." The doctor said, and I stared at him, my heart skipped a beat.

"I- what did you say?" I whispered, the thoughts that filled my mind, I didn’t even know if I was ready to hear what he had to say to me.

"Is, she one month pregnant and she has been for a while, she lost a lot of blood Alpha and she needs to be on bed rest for a week, for the sake of the baby, or" he said and I shook my head.

It’s not going to happen if that’s what he is thinking.

"I know with the war and everything that is going on, a lot of things are happening but she needs that one week rest, she can only leave the bed for minor things like using the bathroom and maybe a bath, she can’t stand on her feet longer than fifteen minutes." He explained.

"Anything else I need to know?"

"She should not be stressed, aress could take a toll on her baby and to be honest I am surprised as to how the baby is still alive because of the fall she had, but it’s a miracle and miracles don’t happen twice." The doctor explained

This is his way of telling me, if I am not careful I will lose my kid this time.

"He has my blood." I breathed out.

"Just be careful, I will prescribe some vitamins, I will have one of the maids bring it up when you move her, just be careful." He said again and I nodded.

He has worked for me for years; he had taken care of me when I needed someone and he could be like family, he is one of the few people tang can say how I feel without the thought of being killed.

I guess this time he is worried.

"Can I see her?." I whispered and he nodded. "Do not tell anyone about this, if anyone asks, she is fine, she needs a lot of rest because she broke her ribs and she can’t leave the bed or else the stitches will come off, I don’t want to have to hurt you doctor, and I would hate if anything was to happen to your family too, you protected my family and I will do all I can to make sure yours is safe," I explained and he nodded.

"You have my word Alpha, no one is going to know about it and the vitamin, it doesn’t say anything, it’s for immune and strength." He explained and I nodded

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I headed into the room, it was warm, I wasted no time in heading toward her, she had a bruise on her face, her arm was bandaged and her head was covered in bandages too, my eyes filled with tears as I stared at her, I was unable to speak or utter any words when my eyes landed on her stomach.

"This is not how I wanted this to happen. I could have lost my baby today, because of me, because of the horrible things I bring to the table, because I am not a good person, and because all I bring is danger, would you have forgiven me if you found out that the baby died because of me?" I whispered staring at her.

Even though she is unconscious, it didn’t stop me from wanting to speak to her, it made me feel like she would not be awake and I hate it, it made me feel scared.

"I didn’t prepare for this, I always thought we would have our first kid when we leave this place, when we pick out the perfect house, when I make sure that all of our damages are healed and the danger is over and I don’t have to worry about anyone or anything." I breathed out. "Now we have a baby coming our way and I am happy," I whispered.

I am mostly scared, but I need not to show her that when she wakes up, because she needs me to be strong, I am scared that my uncle is not going to wait for a week before he attacks again, I am worried that even after a week, she would end up getting hurt because of me, because of the danger.

If he ever finds out that I am about to have my first baby, he is going to lose his mind even more, whatever it is he was planning before, he would take his mind off it and he would only think about killing this baby.

"Our baby." I breathed out as I placed my hand on her stomach, "o know you would lose your mind when you wake up and I tell you about it and I am even more sure that, you would be more scared than I am, the image of your accident would flash through your mind and the thought is losing the baby would make me hate who you are." I breathed out. "But I am here to stop all of that thought from happening. We didn’t plan this yes but it’s happening and I will work harder to make sure my uncle is dead." I breathed

That’s when the thought of Ares came into my mind, he would hate that she is carrying my child too; he is meant to be my brother nas yet he behaved like an enemy, what would he do if he found out about the baby? One thing is certain though, I am willing to hurt him to make sure we are all safe.

"You know I always imagined when we have our first baby, you will be the one to tell me, it would be as perfect as I imagined it and we would spend the rest of our day celebrating our little bundle of joy, e exam even laugh about when we talked about you being pregnant but things are different now, I am the one going to tell you and the situation is different, the terms are different and so are things and not only that, I can imagine how it’s going to be, you are going to be shocked, you would be in tears, not only because you are happy, but because you are scared." I breathed out.

I held her hand softly and I had prayer that she will joke her eyes, she would yell in shock if she could hear me right now, she would and over and over again if I am joking about it and not only that, she would tell me to please tell her it’s not true, not because she doesn’t what it to be, but because she is scared it would be.

"Maybe when you wake up, we can have our little celebration, it’s not ideal but I will treat my baby better than my parents do and not only that, we would love him or her so club, it scares me even thinking about it that one day we would have this baby here with us and the time is going to be here in eight to nine months, I imagined this every time like this, when I was younger, I would think about being a father and I would hate the thought of it because of my father, but when I met you, I knew every part of you has to be mine and there is no better joy than having a kid that is half yours and half mine, a temper like mine needs your gentleness to calm it down," I explained.

I leaned in toward her again and I placed another kiss on her face when I heard a noise coming from outside, a knock filled the room and I glanced at the door.

"Take the things up to my room, make sure everything is comfortable for her," I said to the guard,

I am going to be the one to hold her, to make sure that she is safe, I carried her off the bed and I led all of us upstairs, where she always deserved to be, where she would be, I made sure the doctor made everything better before they headed out of the room.

He behaved the way I wanted him to without raising any raise for alarm.

I would have to make sure this house is even safer and better for her, and I have to make sure that when she wakes up. She will have all that she desires and she will be happy.