The Villainess Wants To Retire
Chapter 237: Fire and The fool
CHAPTER 237: FIRE AND THE FOOL
ERIS
He had gone into the Pit. The actual, swallowing dark where fallen things festered.
Not some poet’s metaphor for hardship, but the true prison-realm, the bile at the bottom of creation where corrupted spirits gnawed on the memory of grace.
And Soren, whose soul was winter-forged, whose breath was the north wind given form, had descended into that consuming heat like some fabled knight from a cautionary tale... the kind who earns a song only because he does not live long enough to learn from his folly.
He would be unmade. Consumed. The Pit was not a place but a living hunger, a conscious maw that fed on alien magic as a lamprey feeds on lifeblood.
It would drink his ice, his frost, his very essence, slowly, thoroughly, with a relish that transcended mere annihilation.
The terror that rose within me had claws. It dug into the cage of my ribs, a visceral, squirming thing that stole my breath and made thought a distant, brittle thing.
All that remained was a screaming imperative: move, act, reach him before the man to whom I had pledged my future was reduced to a screaming echo in that endless furnace.
The demons encircling me faded into irrelevance. Phantom shapes. A problem for a later self, if a later self existed. Because Soren’s light... that unique, crystalline signature of his power... was guttering deep below. It danced erratically, a moth battered by a hurricane, its edges fraying as the Pit began its slow, digestive work.
I fixed upon that light, tracing it through strata of stone and madness and reality grown thin as rotten cloth. Deep, so deep. Its movements spoke of a desperate, losing dance. The rhythm of a last stand.
He was drowning. My glorious, reckless Emperor was being extinguished in a realm that was the antithesis of his being, worn down by the sheer, screaming wrongness of it.
I had to reach him. Now. Before the corruption took root, before the Pit digested his soul and left a hollow thing wearing his face.
The great wound in the world yawned before me, the mother-fissure from which all lesser tears had wept. Demons shifted to bar my path, some dull instinct sensing my intent.
I unmade them. Not with spellcraft, but with a glance. A thought. The fury within me, no longer bridled, yawned wide.
They came apart into swirling motes of ash and dying ember, their forms erased by a heat that remembered it was divine before men learned to fear it.
The edge of the abyss breathed its hot, meat-scented breath upon me. An invitation. A threat.
Within me, the last of the seal surrendered. Not a breaking, but a dissolution. The two halves, already sundered, simply ceased to be, like mist before a noon sun. The cage was empty because the prisoner now stood at the gate.
Pyronox rose. Not a presence, but a tide. His consciousness filled me, a mountain deciding to occupy a valley. The weight of it drove me to my knees. It was ancient, furious, and vast beyond the comprehension of the thing that housed it.
But I wasn’t done yet.
Let me through.
The plea was not sound, but the shape of a thought forced through a psyche cracking under strain.
The dragon stirred.
The sensation was not hearing, but a subsonic knowing that made my teeth ache. Amusement, dark and curious, bled through the connection.
For the winter-child?
The concept carried the weight of eons, of a being to whom our lives were brief, bright sparks.
For him. There was no point in deception. The god in my blood felt the truth of it before the thought had fully formed.
Then we fly.
Agreement came, laced with the sharp aftertaste of terms unspoken but understood. This cooperation would be remembered. It would demand reciprocation.
I dove into the abyss, and the fire welcomed its queen.
Heat embraced me not as an enemy, but as a birthright. It traced my skin with intimate recognition. The lingering tatters of the seal vaporized. Pyronox surged into the spaces they left behind, not as an invader, but as a lord returning to a neglected hall.
My body... altered. Not by my will, but in answer to a divine imperative for survival. Flame wreathed me, a corona of living gold and deepest orange that did not burn, but adorned.
My sight shifted, the world resolving into patterns of heat and essence. At my back, pressure built, the ghost of wings, massive spans of shadow and cinder, yearning to manifest.
No. The command was ours, a tangled braid of my will and his burgeoning desire. Him first. The full transformation can wait.
A rumble of discontent, then acquiescence. The priority was understood, if not cherished.
I went deeper, through layers of scorched reality. The tunnels of that place bent around me, not in obedience, but in a kind of awed recoil.
I was fire walking through fire, divinity returning to a place forged from stolen divinity.
Then I felt him... close now. His winter-light sputtering, defiant and beautiful and dying. The fool. The magnificent, brave fool who thought his life a fair price to pay.
I turned a corner of pulsating, meat-like stone and saw him.
Soren stood within a tightening circle of cautions shapes. I froze. His transformation was upon him, the pale horns, the argent sigils writ upon his skin, eyes like chips of glacial core. But his shield, that beautiful, desperate dome of hoarfrost, was a tapestry of fractures. It wept cold mist as it died.
He was magnificent. He was exhausted. He was, for the first time since I had known him, truly and utterly overmatched.
Something in the deep, mortal core of me, a place not yet touched by the dragon, twisted violently.
Pyronox roared against my restraints, a primeval urge to scorch, to claim, to destroy what threatened a thing his vessel had marked as hers.
Wait.
I held the line, though the strain sang in my bones.
Soren whirled at my approach, a blade of spectral ice flowering in his grasp. Winter’s instinct, facing sudden, immense heat.
Then he froze. His eyes found me. Recognition, then a relief so profound it softened his face for a bare instant, before it was washed away by a wave of fury I knew in my own soul.
"Eris?" My name was a torn thing in his throat. "By all that’s frozen, what have you done? I ordered you to stay!"
I let the question pass into the scorched air, useless. My gaze took in the hostile stone, the waiting shadows, the man who thought himself a bulwark against the tide.
"You do not belong here," I said, and the words were not mine, but the land’s, the Pit’s, a fundamental law given voice.
"You do not belong here!" he shot back, crossing the distance. His hands were on me before I could blink, patching, searching, not for wounds, but for cracks. For signs the vessel was breaking. "Your seal... it’s dangerous. You are unraveling. We must leave. Now."
I pulled back from his touch, though it felt like tearing skin. "Look to your own house, Emperor. An ice-bearer in the heart of the hell? Is it madness, or mere arrogance?"
A stubborn line settled beside his mouth. "I endure. I can—"
"You cannot!" The shout was twin-voiced, a crack of thunder that shook embers from the ceiling. "This place is alive. It knows you. It will drink your magic, your memory, your self. It will hollow you out and fill you with screaming ash. You will become a monument to your own folly."
Understanding dawned in his eyes, slow and dreadful. He had felt it, perhaps. The gnawing at the edges of his power. The whispering promises in the heat.
"I have held so far," he insisted, but the bedrock of his certainty was crumbling.
"You have held for moments. Give it the hour your pride demands, and you will be a ghost in a shell of frost, haunting the place you died."
I saw the weight of that truth take root. But instead of yielding, instead of accepting retreat, his hand closed around my arm with crushing force.
"No more argument," he growled, and began to drag me toward the faint, distant memory of the surface. "Yours is the greater risk. You are coming out. Now."
I planted my feet, the stone blackening beneath them. "Soren—"
He pulled, his divine strength flaring. "I will not watch you come apart for the sake of my pride! Move!"
From the gloom, a demon, sleek and opportunistic, lunged.
I did not turn. A whip of white-hot flame lashed from my shoulder, reducing the thing to a streak of soot on the air. Then I seized the arm that held me, my own grip now tempered in a god’s furnace, and pulled back.
"No! We are leaving together."
I hauled an Emperor. A man of unbreakable will. A sovereign who had not been physically compelled since he was a child. Fire proved stronger than ice, when both were weary to their roots.
"Eris, you cannot—"
"I am." And I was. We flew up the tunnel, a discordant procession: me pulling him, him resisting, both of us burning and freezing the shadows that reached for us.
We stumbled into the hellscape of the burning district, the real world a sudden, cold slap. Soren caught us both, his balance stubbornly enduring. His hands steadied me, even as his eyes took me in.
The truth of my state was plain. Eyes like molten suns, pupils slitted. The ghost-wings of black flame shuddering at my back. The aura of power that made the very air waver. The seal was not broken; it was gone. Pyronox was not within me; he was of me.
"Eris..." His voice was raw with a fear no battlefield had ever wrought.
I snapped.
"Why would you enter hell?"
He drew in a breath. "I went to find the anchor. The key to sealing the breach."
His gaze searched my face as if looking for the woman behind the divine mask.
"There must be a focus. A linchpin. I sought to break it."
"It will not work. Not by your hand."
"Then how?"His hands rose, cradling my face, forcing my dreadful, beautiful eyes to meet his. "Tell me how to end this."
"Not you." I corrected. "Me."
His eyes widened.
"I must cast them back." The words were stones in my mouth. "A banishing. Not a reversal of their summoning, but a... a divine eviction. It will require..."
I swallowed, the truth a bitter draught. "Everything."
"Everything." His voice went flat, cold, dead. The understanding there was worse than any fury.
"It will consume you. Burn you out."
"Likely." There was no sweetening this truth. "But it is the only path that saves the city. That stops this."
His fingers tightened on my jaw. Not in anger, but in a kind of frantic possession. The light in his eyes was not divine, but human, and utterly ferocious.
"No."
"There is no other way."
"Then let the city burn." He pulled me against him, his arms a prison of desperate flesh and bone. "Let every stone blacken. Let the empire fall into memory. I will not trade you for streets and towers. Find another way."