Capítulo 1780: Chapter 1787 Hanna (7)

At that time, she was still very young and did not know how awesome she was. She once rolled and cried in front of Jin Guifei, yearning for her own mother.

Then, at merely three years old, she was locked in a dark room, given neither food nor drink, and she didn’t know how long she was confined. Scared and hungry, she cried until she fainted. Eventually, she was released at some unknown time, and it took a full year on the couch before she walked away from that horrific nightmare.

From then on, she learned to be obedient and clever. She became cautious and tried hard to please and flatter those who controlled her destiny. She flattered Jin Guifei, the Prince, and Empress Mu to secure her own safety.

But inside the Palace, it’s impossible to handle everything perfectly.

After Jin Guifei fell from grace, she became Empress Dowager Mo’s punching bag. To survive, she aligned with Empress Mu and exposed Empress Dowager Mo and Nangong Yu’s plot to put a Gu on the Emperor. Although she received Empress Mu’s love and protection, she thoroughly offended Empress Dowager Mo.

Empress Dowager Mo was the Emperor’s biological mother, impossible ever to overthrow. If she stayed in Great Jin Nation, she would eventually face Empress Dowager Mo’s revenge. Therefore, when she saw the young and handsome Crown Prince of Qing Luo Kingdom, her heart was moved. She dearly wished he would take her away, far away, to a place where she wouldn’t have to be cautious, where she wouldn’t have to fawn and flatter.

However, although she hoped to entrust herself to Ming Yue, she didn’t foresee the moonlight illuminating the ditch.

The Crown Prince of Qing Luo Kingdom already had someone in his heart. He fancied the Young Madam from Duke Li Guo’s Mansion and Miss Wu Xiangyun from the Mansion of Marquis Jian’an. That Wu Xiangyun, whether in appearance or talent, was incomparable to her. Yet, he chose her, unexpectedly insisting on making her his Crown Princess despite her having remarried.

At the moment when she heard this news, her heart hurt greatly because the Empress Dowager had previously dined with her and the eldest Miss from Duke Li Guo Mansion together with the Crown Prince of Qing Luo Kingdom. She also thought she was the chosen candidate for Crown Princess of Qing Luo Kingdom. Not only was she under this impression, but the entire capital city understood it as such. But now, Crown Prince Wanyan preferred a remarried young woman over her, turning her into everyone’s laughing stock and shattering all her hopes in an instant.

By some ghostly twist of fate, she made a decision she regretted for a lifetime, orchestrating a scene of falling into water at a banquet. However, her plan failed, causing her to lose Empress Mu’s trust entirely and be thrown into hell.

She had repented and begged for mercy but never gained Empress Mu’s forgiveness. She knew Empress Mu could not tolerate deceit and must be bitterly disappointed in her. However, if she could put herself in Empress Mu’s shoes and understand her perspective, perhaps she wouldn’t be so heartless.

Yet, she didn’t resent Empress Mu. After all, it was her own doing. Even though her deliberate fall into the water meant to leave Great Jin Nation and avoid future retribution from Empress Dowager Mo and Princess Zhao Yue, there was still an element of vanity involved.

Later on, she was exiled to Xianbei, thinking she might lead a slightly better life there. Eventually, fate simply wouldn’t let her have peace.

First, she met Helan Qi, the ironically ruthless pervert, and then encountered Luo Xue, such an insidious woman. It was not easy that one died, the other was ruined, but then she met the unpredictable Helan Hao and domineering, jealous Hanna. They both bullied her, tormented her, not allowing her any ease.

Oh heavens, what sins did she commit to always being tormented by destiny?

Rather than living so nervously, it might as well be better to let the horse trample her to death!