CHAPTER 307: DOES THAT MEAN I DIDN’T DO A GOOD JOB?

I woke up with a jolt, my eyes opening wide. The ceiling... It was so unfamiliar. Where was I? And how did I get here?

It took a short while before I realized where I was, how I got there, and what I had done there.

I quickly recalled what I did with Seo-Jun and my body began to tremble again. How... How could I have done something so shameless?

I peed on the bed too. No, he said it was squirting, something entirely different from pee.

But then... I looked around. I was in the same red room but why wasn’t the bed wet?

It was fresh and clean and... There was no smell in the air that indicated we got all sweaty and chummy.

So, can I assume it was all a dream?

I dropped my legs as I sat up, pushing the blanket aside and planning to stand up when the reality struck me like an insect.

My legs... They felt like jelly. What was this? I didn’t have sex or anything.

Was the strain of it all that hard on me? I sat back on the bed and touched my thighs through the pants I was wearing.

They felt a bit sore.

Then, that meant none of that was a dream.

My face instantly went red.

I helped Seo-Jun cum.

(Is that really what you’re thinking at a time like this?)

Ahem. I cleared my throat, trying to dismiss the blush on my face.

I accomplished my mission, so he won’t be very pent up for the time being, but his stamina was just too much.

"Argh, my waist," I complained. It felt so stiff.

If all it took to get me stiffed was something like this then I was bound to become a walking chalk by the time sex becomes ’legal’ in the mansion.

As stiff as chalk was, it could break anytime with just a little impact. That is exactly how I was.

I bit my thumb, relentlessly contemplating.

"I have to start exercising," I grumbled. "I don’t want to be chalk."

"Someone woke up on the active side of the bed." I heard Seo-Jun’s voice and turned my head, growling like a rabbit whose carrot was about to get stolen. "Wow, that’s cute." He said and walked in.

"You’re too much," I said to him and he laughed.

"I know." He said and stood in front of me, kissing my forehead. "But you know, I wasn’t even that hard on you."

Yeah, I know. And that’s why I’m even more relieved that I was able to help you cum. But I won’t tell you that.

My butt cheeks still hurt from the spanking, so I’ll hold it against you.

"Your thoughts are spewing everywhere, Jo-Pil." He said and I flinched. He didn’t read my thoughts, did he? He laughed softly and muttered, "So cute," he began brushing his fingers over my hair. "How do you feel?"

"A little sore around my thighs," I answered softly with a little blush on my cheek. "And my butt cheeks sting a bit as well. But that aside... I feel alright."

"Just alright?" He pressed his forehead on top mine, arching his back. "Are you sure?"

I blushed.

Ah, he was on to me.

"Does that mean I didn’t do a good job?" I snapped.

"You did a wonderful job." I immediately said. If he thought he didn’t do a good job, he might as well try to do better and I don’t think I can handle another one of his sessions.

I shouldn’t lie.

"It..." I covered my face as I looked away from him. "It felt great, Seo-Jun."

He stared at me, stunned by how shy I could get, and then smiled.

"That’s good to hear. I was going to show you more of what I can do but I guess it’s fine." He said and I nodded. Yes, he did well so no more. Please.

But then, he suddenly looked distracted, looking away.

"Did I... Hurt you?" He asked and I blinked. "I could feel it. I was definitely going to lose control, but I managed to hold on to my sanity, but I don’t know." He looked at me, staring into my eyes as he held my hands. "Jo-Pil, did I hurt you?"

He was probably worried that he had made a mess without knowing.

He wouldn’t know what was right or wrong or what could hurt me when having sex because it had always felt quite normal to him. To him, that was how sex was meant to be.

The normalcy he craved... I don’t think it was entirely possible.

But... If we were to compare what he did earlier to his usual standards then that was apparently as normal as he could ever get.

"No, Seo-Jun," I said and smiled. "The only thing you did was spank me twice. And you got my permission for that, so you didn’t do anything wrong."

"Then what about how I fingered you?" He asked and I flinched.

Why was he asking about that?

How embarrassing?!

"We didn’t discuss that beforehand, so after everything, I wondered if I had taken advantage of your vulnerability to do whatever I wanted."

Yeah, we didn’t exactly discuss it, and it came up in the heat of the moment, but it was great. I mean,

"It felt great," I answered, smiling widely despite how much I wanted to flush and cover up my face, knowing he had fingered me so good that I squirted.

"I know it felt great. I’m the one who did it, after all."

That jerk.

"What I want to know is if you were alright with getting fingered." He said. "I could tell it was your first time."

"Yeah, it was my first time getting fingered. But do you also know the first one you took? Blowjob and licking down there. You were the first to do those things and I didn’t complain." I said to him confidently. "So, you don’t have to worry about this either."

For someone as all-around and rough as he was, he actually looked kind of adorable worrying about these little timings.

I hugged him.

"The fact that you could worry about these things is proof that you think about me much more than you realize."

He heard this and a part of his heart warmed up to me. Oh, I don’t mean opening up to me, I mean it literally warmed up.

It felt hot as blood pulsated through his veins and that hotness made him feel good.

He hugged me back.

"I still wonder why you came into my life so late, Jo-Pil." He said, brushing his hand over my hair.

"I don’t know either," I said.

I don’t know why you, as well as the other Alphas had to suffer before you could finally get peace. In my previous life, that peace was never even found.

It was torture to the end, and what should’ve been a relief to everyone ended up a nightmare with my tragic end.

It was all messed up.

Why do people have to suffer?

I clutched Seo-Jun hard, burying my face into his body as I didn’t want to think about the past any longer.

Let’s just blame the author for all of that.