Finally determined Rong Zhi''s death, Chu Yu no longer endless search.

    She is very obedient to let Huan yuan and guancanghai take her to live in Luoyang. It''s the same house where she lived next to Rongzhi guancanghai. She heals her wounds very quietly, works and lives regularly. She doesn''t shed tears, doesn''t cry, and... Doesn''t speak.

    The most obvious person to see the change of Chuyu is Huan yuan. He prefers Chuyu to cry madly, and he doesn''t want to see her like this.

    Chu Yu is not as quiet as a living person. Sometimes she even smiles slightly, and her mouth turns up in a small arc. But her eyes are deep and cold, like the endless winter night.

    Huan yuan didn''t know how to persuade her, so he had to take care of her more carefully.

    A few days later, in front of the door, came an unexpected guest, who was also an old acquaintance.

    Huan yuan didn''t say anything when he saw the visitor, but said, "you''re here to see Chu Yu. Come with me."

    Chu Yu sits in a wheelchair and comes to the backyard garden to bask in the sun. The spring is beautiful and warm, but Chu Yu can''t feel the warmth in her heart. She just looks at the sunshine quietly, as if she is looking at another world.

    The sound of footsteps came from behind. Chu Yu naturally turned her head. First she saw Huan yuan in front of her, and then she saw the person behind him. He was a handsome young man with big eyes and immature childishness on his face, but his figure was already the height of an adult.

    The boy looked familiar, but Chu Yu didn''t want to recall much. Since Huan yuan brought it, he would naturally introduce it.

    When he came to Chu Yu, Huan yuan sighed: "Liu sang, since she found Rongzhi''s body, she has been like this now."

    Liu sang?

    Chu Yu hesitated for a while, and then linked the big eyed boy with the former child, in the days of parting. Liusang grew very fast, and the change of his figure was needless to say. His face looked thinner than before, and the flesh on his cheek was much less. He only had a pair of big eyes, and still had some old charm.

    Seeing Liu sang, Chu Yu smiles and nods to him.

    Liu Sang was a little nervous. He looked at Chu Yu anxiously. "I''m back," he said

    Chu Yu nodded.

    "I don''t want to go when I come back."

    Chuyu smiles.

    "Ah Jie agreed."

    Year after year? Chu Yu is still nodding and smiling, but at this time, I don''t know why, the young man opposite suddenly shows an abnormal sad look.

    Chu Yu blinked to show curiosity. Why does he have such an expression? She''s nothing.

    Seeing Chu Yu like this, Liu Sang was even more sad. He squatted down, held Chu Yu''s hand in his hands, and looked at her pleadingly: "I managed to persuade my sister, and she let me come back... But. Is it too late? "

    Liu sang choked and his eyes filled with tears. He quickly lowered his head. Cover his eyes with Chu Yu''s hand: "don''t be so sad, OK? You are sad, I will be more sad... I didn''t come back for this... You talk to me... Do you have to let my brother? Can''t I take his place? "

    As if she had touched a taboo mechanism, Chu Yu became dull for a moment. After a while, she pulled out her hand from Liu Sang''s hand, looked at the empty palm, and said in a low voice: "do I have to cry to show my normality? I just don''t want to cry... Why are you all so worried? "

    She has been silent since that day. In fact, it''s not that you can''t speak. It''s just that you suddenly lose the strength to speak. You feel so beautiful when you are in a daze. If you don''t think about it all the time, it''s perfect.

    Long lost tears flow down quietly, like a farewell ceremony, until now. Chu Yu was willing to admit that Rong Zhi would never be there.

    Chu Yu lowered her head and stroked liusang''s head, which was leaning on her knee. Although liusang had grown up now, it was in her eyes. It''s the same as the child before: "you are you, tolerance is tolerance. Everyone is unique in the world. None of you can replace another person. "

    What''s more, tolerance is different.

    Even if there are thousands of gentle customs in the world, it can''t contain a leisurely look for her.

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    Looking at Canghai, listening to the movement in the garden, he was slightly relieved. He walked through the door connecting the two houses, went back to his room, opened the bookcase, and revealed a secret road.

    Walking down the secret passage, watching the sea came to a secret room. In the middle of the dark secret room, there was a sarcophagus. The lid of the sarcophagus was open and put on the ground. There was a strange crack in the sarcophagus. He said to the sarcophagus, "today I''ll come to see her."

    A very low, also very cold and hoarse voice came from the sarcophagus: "it''s good for liusang to come. She can relieve her depression a little. If she goes on like this, she will get sick sooner or later."

    Guan Canghai leaned against the wall of the secret room and said with a bitter smile, "once upon a time, I helped you cheat her, but now I help you cheat her again. She would never have expected that there were differences on the bones. I made them up to scare people according to the scar of the bone, and this house is still the same as the previous one, hiding one more you."

    He said with some emotion: "why do you have to be so hard? Feign death in front of her, deceive her sad tears, even if she is depressed, is the cause not you? "

    The voice in the coffin said faintly: "naturally, I want to cheat her. I''m dead. Long pain is better than short pain. Do you want her to look at me every day?"

    Listening to him say so, watching the sea is another sigh.

    Although he was inconvenient to see, he also knew the current situation. If a clear-sighted man came to the coffin and looked in, he would see a nightmare like situation: there was a man lying in the coffin, but he could hardly be called a human. His body''s texture and bones were breaking and healing rapidly, There is a thick layer of blood at the bottom of his body coffin, in which the human like objects lie, and his body is constantly wandering between broken death and recovery and rebirth.

    The sound coming from the coffin is the sound of skeletal muscle fragmentation and healing.

    "Even if I''m seen by other people, I''ll have nightmares for several days. She can''t bear it... Cough..."

    He said that he suddenly coughed as if he had been choked. Guan Canghai couldn''t help asking, "what''s the matter?"

    After a long time, Rong Zhi said as if nothing had happened: "I just broke my throat for a while... I don''t want to tell him. First of all, I can''t see my half life and half death. What''s more, I don''t know when I will die. Maybe I will die in the end. Instead of letting her accompany me to suffer, I''d better tell her that I am dead at the beginning." Except the brain is slightly intact, all parts of the body are being disintegrated into small pieces by invisible forces, which grow and heal quickly to meet the next round of fragmentation. Every minute of pain is directly transmitted into the mind, and can never reach the end. In the long suffering, tolerance can no longer appear in the night or the day, I can''t remember what time it is. I can only know the change of time by visiting Canghai from time to time.

    Since he jumped into the river a few months ago, he has been repeating this process. His body was almost cracked by the strong force, but there was another force to repair the damaged body, so that he would not die. However, I don''t know whether it would be worse to live like this than to die.

    Day after day, night after night, without half a break, destroy, Susheng, destroy, Susheng, in the boundless and extreme pain of his body, he wanders slowly at the boundary between life and death. But even so, his thinking is still very clear, and his eyes, when there is no bleeding, are still stable, quiet, deep and firm.

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