CHAPTER 484: CHAPTER 486 I’M ALREADY MARRIED

Mr. Xue was overjoyed to see so many grandchildren of Gao Guoqiang and Zheng Xianghong, and it had been a long time since there had been so much excitement here, or so many children visiting.

Today, with Gao Guoqiang and Zheng Xianghong’s visit, seeing Feiyang and Feiyue as well as the twins Feiyi, Mr. Xue was all smiles and very happy.

Meanwhile, outside, Gao Jiazhi looked coldly at Sun Yuhua and asked, "What are you doing here?"

Gao Jiazhi had not expected Sun Yuhua to actually find this place. He had inadvertently seen a figure lingering at the door, and with eyes wide in disbelief, he recognized it was Sun Yuhua and came out.

"Jiazhi, I’m already married," Sun Yuhua said, looking at Gao Jiazhi. There was reluctance in her gaze, without mentioning the future, she already regretted it even now.

But she had no way of turning back.

"Oh," Gao Jiazhi said, "then congratulations to you."

It was only at that moment that Gao Jiazhi realized things were truly unrecognizable, but even if Sun Yuhua hadn’t married someone else, it would have been impossible for them as well.

From the moment he knew Sun Yuhua had aborted their child, Gao Jiazhi couldn’t continue to live with her. Now that Sun Yuhua had just said she was married, there was hardly any ripple in Gao Jiazhi’s heart.

"Don’t you want to forgive me? I..." Sun Yuhua thought of the child they had lost and felt unbearable pain in her heart.

"It doesn’t matter whether I forgive you or not, just go," Gao Jiazhi said, unwilling to say too much to Sun Yuhua. After they left the production team, Sun Yuhua was taken back to the city by her family’s connections, something Gao Jiazhi learned from the letters his older sisters sent.

"Jiazhi, I want to see Weilin," Sun Yuhua said. Now, she just wanted to see her daughter, recalling how she thought she was pregnant when her period was delayed, only to be told at the hospital that she would have difficulty conceiving in the future.

Sun Yuhua remembered how she had resisted taking the medicine Zheng Xianghong had cooked for her and hadn’t taken good care of her health, and she was filled with tremendous regret.

She had damaged her health and would have difficulty having children now, so she thought of Weilin.

Since Gao Jiazhi and her daughter had come to S City, Sun Yuhua also returned to the city. Staying in the production team made her feel even worse, especially after Gao Jiazhi was admitted to university and the Gao family had all moved away, leaving her alone there, subject to ridicule, deserted, and Sun Yuhua couldn’t express how sorrowfully lost she felt.

Since Sun Yuhua’s family found out about her divorce, they had never given up on the idea of matchmaking her with Yang He, and since Yang He had remained unmarried, the Suns thought he was interested in her.

So, to return to the city, Sun Yuhua ended up marrying Yang He.

One could say that after all the twists and turns, Sun Yuhua still ended up tied to Yang He, becoming husband and wife, and it had already been four months since she married him.

But life in the Yang family was not easy for Sun Yuhua, not because the Yang family treated her badly, but because of Yang Zhonghong.

Although Yang Zhonghong had also abandoned her husband and child, she had earned her way back to the city with her own abilities, while Sun Yuhua had relied on a man, moreover, her father, making Yang Zhonghong feel indignant.

After all, she had been in the production team for over a decade, and her father had never transferred her back to the city, yet he arranged for Sun Yuhua’s return, signifying that, in her father’s eyes, she was less important than Sun Yuhua, it was no surprise that Yang Zhonghong was furious.

With Yang Zhonghong’s targeting, Sun Yuhua’s days were not easy. To others, Yang He seemed very kind to her, but only Sun Yuhua knew that Yang He was not as affectionate or caring as her own family.

Even Sun Yuhua couldn’t see through Yang He, and felt that Yang He was indifferent about marrying her, to the extent that being married to Gao Jiazhi previously, who was young and strong, and now being married to Yang He, sharing a bed and having relations with him, left Sun Yuhua with nothing but humiliation and a silent resistance in her heart.

Sun Yuhua even loathed Yang He, lamenting that in the end she still married an old man, and it brought her great sorrow.

Furthermore, Yang He was detached towards Sun Yuhua, providing living expenses and shopping money each month and nothing else.

Of course, Yang He wouldn’t let his wife dress poorly, after all, he was an official of some standing, and naturally, his wife needed to present herself properly, so he would occasionally provide Sun Yuhua with cloth tickets.

But all of this did nothing to ease the unease in Sun Yuhua’s heart. When she was married to Gao Jiazhi, Gao Jiazhi’s money was managed by her.

However, in the Yang family, Sun Yuhua couldn’t get a grip on anything. In the Gao family, she could choose not to do work if she didn’t wish to, and could even be lazy.

But now, not only did she have to attend to Yang He and take care of him, she also had to cook for the whole family and even help Yang He’s son and daughter-in-law with the grandchildren. Yang He’s daughter-in-law didn’t respect her as a stepmother-in-law and treated Sun Yuhua like a servant in the house, occasionally asking her to wash a piece or two of clothing.

The disparity was too great, and Sun Yuhua couldn’t accept it, but she was powerless to change it; all there was left was regret.

For this reason, Sun Yuhua especially longed to see Gao Jiazhi, to see Weilin, her daughter.

"You’re married now, do you know whether he does? Would he mind if you come over like this?" Gao Jiazhi said, and he could tell from her neat appearance that the dark circles under her eyes were clearly visible.

Sun Yuhua almost burst into tears, holding back as she said, "He doesn’t know I came over."

"You should go back, I won’t stop you from seeing the child, but don’t come to my grandfather’s house," Gao Jiazhi said as he told Sun Yuhua Weilin’s school, "If you want to see the child, go to the school. Don’t come here in the future, so your lover won’t misunderstand."

Sun Yuhua wanted to say he wasn’t my lover, but as she moved her lips, she couldn’t continue. After all, a wife usually refers to her husband as her lover in public.

She felt that Gao Jiazhi was her true lover. It was only now that Sun Yuhua realized that while looking at the still youthful Gao Jiazhi, she herself seemed to have aged. Sun Yuhua was heartbroken, but since Gao Jiazhi was willing to talk to her, it eased her pain somewhat.

"Okay, thank you," said Sun Yuhua before turning and walking away. After taking ten steps, she looked back but could no longer see Gao Jiazhi.

Sobbing... Sun Yuhua crouched on the ground, crying, with a heart full of pain. It was only at this moment that Sun Yuhua realized how happy her previous life had been.

Why did she think back then that returning to the city was more important than her children, than her family? She had always looked down on Gao Jiazhi in her heart, feeling that Gao Jiazhi was not good enough.

But now, she realized that the best had been Gao Jiazhi. Yet, she could not turn back.

Sun Yuhua even regretted how easily she divorced, regretted that she married Yang He without trying to recapture what she had with Gao Jiazhi. Of course, she also resented Xia Xiao, who had a role in the dissolution of her marriage with Gao Jiazhi.

From a distance, Gao Jiazhi heard Sun Yuhua’s crying, but he could not turn back, nor would he go back to comfort her.

Not to mention that they were divorced and no longer related, the fact that Sun Yuhua was now married to someone else and was someone else’s wife was enough reason for Gao Jiazhi to keep his distance and not want Sun Yuhua to come to his grandfather’s house.